ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ, ꜰɪɴɴ ᴡᴏʟꜰʜᴀʀᴅ x-ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

Ｐａｒｔ ４５

Jack's pov

"So Jack, how is everything?" Y/n asks.
"Its good I guess, how about you?" I ask.
"I'm good too." She says.
"But there is something on my mind." She says.
Shit, I already know where this is going,
"What is it?" I ask.
"Sophia." She smerks.
"Oh, I dont like her anymore." I say.

Ew, I never have liked her.

"That's what I wanted to tell you, shes so hung over her ex, she is so determined to get him back." She says.
"Yeah, I knew that." I say.
"I dont want to see you hurt." She came and sat down next to me on my bed,
"Thanks Tiny." I smile.
"Why do you always call me tiny?" She giggles.
"Because your tiny!" I laugh.
She laughs,
"But how are you feeling, you threw up twice, are you really okay?" I ask.
"Actually Jack- no." She sighs.
I put my hand on her hand and squeeze it
"What's wrong?" I ask.
"Ever since I've been getting back into relationships I've had a really hard time looking at myself in the mirror." She sighs
"Like panic attacks?" I ask.
"At first no, but now it's getting worse."
She says, I felt her hand start to shake.
"How long has this been happening?" I ask
"After what happened with Noah, the first time was before Finn took me to the mall, when you were sick." She says.
"Wait when you broke the tiny mirror we had?" I ask.
"Yes." She says.

She seemed fine talking about it, just a little bit nervous.

"Why does it happen?" I ask.
"I think it happens because I'm still not over what my ex did to me." She says.
"You never got closure from it." I say.
"Yeah." She says.
"It keeps getting worse each time I dont know what to do." She says.

Her voice cracked from emotion,
"Maybe I need to go see him." She says.
"Are you sure?" I ask.
"Yeah, I think I just need to know why he did it, but Finn cant know, he wouldn't want me to see him." She says.
"I will go with you, we can go on a weekend and say were having a friends trip." I say.
"You think he'll believe it?" She asks.

Now they both have something they are hiding from each other. Fuck.

"He should, plus he trusts us. All he would want is for you to be happy." I say.
"When do we go?" I ask.
"How about next week on Monday." I say.
"Yeah, that sound good." She says.
"Do you think you'll be fine till then?" I ask.
"I'll try my best." She says.
I squeezed her hand again and she smiled.

Then Finn came back,
"Okay I bought stomach flu medicine." He says looking at us,
"Ugh great." She rolls her eyes.

Finn and I laughed then went to his desk to pour her some medicine,

Finns pov

I gave Y/n the medicine and she gave me a funny look,
"Come on for me." I beg.
"Ugh fine." She got back onto my bed and I sat next to her and hugged her around her waist. Then she took it like a shot,
"Yuck." She says.
"I got it grape flavor for you." I smile.
"Thanks, but it still tastes like shit." She laughs.

I giggled and let her go,
"Do you think you'll miss your filming tomorrow?" Jack asks.
"I hope not, tomorrow's shoot was supposed to be the best one." She says.
"How do you feel now?" I ask.
"Better now." She smiles.
"Great now let's get some sleep." I say.

I got up and turned off the light, then I went back into bed with Y/n. I grabbed her and held her close to me. Then when I made sure she fell asleep I fell asleep with her in my arms.

Y/n pov

*2 years ago*

"Y/n, come down here." My mom says.
I roll my eyes and stopped doing summer school homework, when I went downstairs I saw Justin, my mood changed completely,
"Hey baby." Justin smiles.
He gave me a tight hug and I saw my dad on the couch sitting there annoyed.

"Hello Mr. L/n, do you mind if I take Y/n to the movies today?" Justin asks.
I crossed my fingers and held my breath hoping my dad will say yes,
"Even if I say no, she'll somehow end up going so whatever." He says.
"Honey, be nice." My mom says.
He did rolled his eyes and I gave him a look, "Go sweetie, have fun." My mom says. I smiled and I looked at dad, he was still annoyed. Ever since our beach trip when he found out about Justin hes been such a jerk to me and him.
"Thank you ma'am, and sir, I'll have her back around 8:30." Justin smiles.

We leave and I let him drive my car while he was holding my hand, but he was driving the way towards his house,
"I thought we were going to the movies not your house." I say.
"The movie starts at 6:30, we can wait at my house." He says.
"Oh okay babe." I say.

When we got there his friend was there,
"Tevor, I thought you were leaving." Justin says.
There seemed to be a tension between them,
"I just wanted to say hi to Y/n." He says.
I waved and smiled,
"Okay, you can leave now."Justin says.
Tevor leaves,
"What was that about?" I ask.
"N-nothing babe." He says.
"Um okay then." I sigh.

We went into his room and he immediately pecked my lips,
"Wait that was my first kiss." I say.
"Mine too." He smiles.
I smiled I was so happy that Justin was my boyfriend,
"You know, since your my first girlfriend and I'm your first boyfriend, why dont we be each others first everything." He says gliding his hand on my cheek,
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"I mean, like having sex." He says.
I hesitated and back up a little,
"I dont think that's a good idea." I say.
"Come on, it'll be quick." He came closer to me again and then he grabbed my hand, I looked at his fingers interlocked with mine. Then up at his eyes,
"It'll be fun." He smiles.
"I dont know." I say.

All of a sudden he grabs me and puts me slammed me on the bed, I scooted back and watched him unbuckle his pants,
"Babe, what are you doing?" I ask.
"Its going to be quick." He says.
"I said no." I mumbled.

It's like my words didnt matter, he grabbed my legs and pulled me to him,
And he started to take off my pants too,
"Stop!" I yell.
I try using my hands to push them off but it didn't work he pulled off my jeans and my shoes. Then he started to rub himself against me,
"Please Justin-"
"Shhh." He cuts me off.
I tried to sit up but he slammed me back down, and stayed on top of me. He was kissing my neck and I felt his hand touch me there. I jumped and tried to move again but he held me down from my waist. I looked around and saw his trophy from soccer on his nightstand and I picked it up and hit him on the head. He got off me and I jumped off the bed. But I tripped on my shoe and fell onto his desk and all his things fell off it, breaking.

"Ow what the fuck!" He yells.
I faced him and put my jeans back on immediately.
"Your such a fucken bitch." He yells.
His head was bleeding,
"No wonder nobody wants to fucken date your dumbass." He yelled.
I didnt say anything I just grabbed my shoes and ran out barefoot.
I got into my car and started to drive,
Where do I even go.

I turned the music on the radio up loud and yell at the top off my lungs, then tears fell down my cheeks. I drove to an empty Walgreens parking lot and cried.
This feeling, it's like I'm dying.
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