ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ, ꜰɪɴɴ ᴡᴏʟꜰʜᴀʀᴅ x-ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

Ｐａｒｔ ２４

Y/n pov

I open the door,
Its Noah.
He is really high.

"Oh, I didnt think you'd be here since you've been staying with Finn." He says.
"What are you doing here?" I ask.

I couldn't look at him without thinking about what he did, so I looked down.

"I came to drop off the bag you left at my dorm." He says holding out my bag.
I grab it and place it to the side.
"Is that all?" I ask.
"Can we talk?" He asks.
"I don't feel like arguing or crying right now." I say about to close the door but he grabs the edge and stops me.
"I promise no yelling, only talk." He says.

Fuck what am I doing,

"Fine." I say opening the door,
He comes in and sits on the chair at my desk. I sit on my bed and face him but look down at his shoes rather than him.

"What do you want to talk about?" I ask.
"I just want to tell you that I've had a lot of time to think and I genuinely am sorry and I will keep saying that to you till the day I die. I feel like the most horrible person on earth. I'm supposed to be a role model to fans and you too since your new to acting. I let you down and myself. I know I'm never going to get you back, but I do hope one day we can be friends. If I knew that happened to you before got I wouldn't have ever tried to hurt you the same. I'm sorry Y/n, but I do miss us and our friendship." Noah started to tear up.

I did too in the middle of listening to him,

"Noah you hurt me, so badly I just dont think I could ever get that image of what happened out my head. Everytime I think about you that's all I see." I cry.
"I know I'm so disappointed in myself, you cant even look at me." He crys too.
"Give me time." I say wiping tears.
"Of course I will, but what about our friends, what do we tell them?" Noah asks.
"Just tell them we got into a bad argument and were not talking." I say.
"What do we do when we film?" He asks.
"We do our job, and act." I say.
"I feel like shit, this is unreal to me, I dont even know how to handle this. I just keep doing drugs to forget but when the high is over, I come back to where I left off." He says.
"If you want my advice, dont use drugs as a way to forget. It won't help you learn from this." I say.
"Thanks for the tip, I'm going to try to change." He says.
"Good, I know you and I never want this to happen to anyone else ever again." I say.
"Ur right, I'm just going to miss you." He says.
"I miss you too." I say
"I guess this is goodbye for a while." He stands up.
"Yeah." I stand up.

I open the door and he walks out.

I go lay back down and I saw foil on my chair, Noah dropped his acid.

I opened it and just decided to have one, what's the harm in that.

I let it dissolve and feel the high.

God I feel like a huge mess.

Then another knock happened,
I got up and opened it,
It was Caleb and Gaten.

"What are you doing here?" I ask not being able to stand still.
"We want to talk about Noah." Caleb says

I swing the door open,
"Ugh more about him." I sigh and jump on my bed face down.
"Why the sigh?" Gaten asks.

They come in and sit down on Millies bed,
"I'm just exhausted." I say.
"Wait- are you high?" Caleb asks.
"N-no, are you crazy." I say sitting up but almost falling off the bed.
"You don't have to lie." Gaten says helping me sit back down.
"What's going on?" Caleb asks.
"I don't want to talk." I say laying down.
"Noah is the same right now." Gaten says
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"He won't tell us what happened, he gets high all day, and gets angry easier." Caleb says.
"Your comparing me to Noah right now?" I ask.
"Since the party you two haven't been the same." Gaten says.
"Well you dont even know what really happened, so if you dont mind I would like to sleep." I say getting up to brush my teeth.

I expected them to be gone when I came out the bathroom but they were still their.

"Is that all?" I ask.
"Listen we just want both our friends back." Gaten says.

Then I started to feel bad,
"I'm sorry I'm being such a bitch, It just hurt too much to talk about it." I say.
"We understand, Noah is exactly the same, be hes not going to apologize as quick as you do." Caleb says.
"So what do you want from me?" I ask.

I wobbled back to my bed to sit.

"You both need to get back together." Gaten says.
"What?!" I yell.
"I know it sounds crazy but we could-"
I cut off Caleb,
"No, I cant." I say.

"Fine." Gaten says.
They got up and left.

Shit I'm going to have to apologize next time I see them,

I doze off and fall asleep.

The next morning

I open my eyes and have a huge sharp pain in my head,

"Fuck." I mumbled.

I sat up and rubbed my head, I opened my eyes and Finn was sitting at my desk

"Holy shit! Finn you scared me." I yell.
"You were high weren't you?" He asks.
"Um why?" I ask.
"I'm just asking." He says.

He seemed kinda upset.

I get up and take a advil,
"Is something wrong?" I ask.
"How could you tell?" He asks.
"I know you." I say sitting next to him.
"I just feel a little upset that you got high." He admits.
"Why?" I ask.
"I was trying to stop to be a better person, but it's hard. You were like my inspiration to be better, but you just got high." He says.
"I'm your inspiration?" I ask.
"Kinda." He says.
"I'm sorry, it won't happen again." I say.
"You promise?" He asks.
"I promise." I say.

We wrap our pinkies together and promise.
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