ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ, ꜰɪɴɴ ᴡᴏʟꜰʜᴀʀᴅ x-ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

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Y/n pov the next morning

I woke up and Noah and I were holding hands, I guess we fell asleep after our conversation.

I got up slowly and started cooking everyone breakfast, its Friday we have class.

"Hey." Gaten yawns coming into the kitchen,
"Hey." I say.
"Need help?" He asks.
"No I got it, thanks." I say.

I cook pancakes with eggs,
Then I served Noah and Gaten,

"Noah wake up!" Gaten yells.
"What! Y/n is she okay?" Noah freaks out.

I walk over to him,
"Its okay I'm right here." I say.
"Sorry, I had a bad dream." Noah says.
"Are you okay?" I ask.
"Now I am." He sighs.

He looked shaken up,
"Come eat, maybe you'll feel better." I say.

Noah came and sat down to eat with Gaten and I,
"What was your dream about?" Gaten asks.
"I-I dont want to talk about it." Noah says.
"You don't have to, just eat." I say.

We finished eating and I took a shower,

I got out and wrapped a towel around me, I looked at myself in the mirror and thought about Finn, then Noah. I swear for a second I saw the hickeys on my neck again from Noah, then I looked at my cut on my head, its healed almost all the way now.

Scars are left even if they are unable to be seen.

I started to also think of the feeling of water being in my lungs again.

I sighed and tried not to think about it,
Then Noah knocked on the door,
"Hey, can I grab something really quick?" He asks.

I'm completely naked under this towel but I dont see the harm of him coming in here for a second just to grab something,
"Yeah." I say.

He came in and looked at me,
"Sorry, I thought you would be dressed." He says.
"Its okay." I say.
"Last night was nice." He says.
"Yeah, it was." I say.
"Well besides the lake part." He smiles.
"Yeah, I barely remember it." I giggle.
"Let's promise eachother that was the last time we do drugs." He says.
"Promise." I say putting out my pinkie.
"Promise." He repeats wrapping his pinkie around mine.

I felt the towel fall a little,
Only a little down more it didnt fall off completely.

Noah looks away quickly and grabs a toothbrush, then he left. I care about him and I do miss him.

I change quickly and try not the look in the mirror again, everyday it gets harder to look at myself.

I go back out and we all leave to class.

When I get to my first period Jack sat next to me away from Finn,

"Hey." Jack says.
"Hey, you probably already know what happened last night." I say.
"Yeah I do." He says.
"Its my last time going drugs I promise." I say.
"You promised Finn that too." He says.
"I was just upset." I say.
"Finn wants to talk to you, but I don't think you want to talk to him." Jack says.
"Yeah I dont." I sigh.
"I know its hard, but he loves you." Jack says.
"He loves me?" I ask.
"I think he does, and I think you do too." Jack says.
"I've never been loved before." I say.
"Dont let this pass, talk to him." He says.
"Not yet." I say.
"Okay, take your time." Jack says.
"Oh I need someone to come with me to my audition tomorrow, can you come with me?" I ask.
"Duhh." Jack smiles.
"Thank you, it's at 1:00pm and it's in the city so we need to leave around 12:30ish." I say.
"Okay perfect, I'm excited for you." He says.
"Thanks, but you should go sit with Finn." I say.
"He wants to be alone." Jack sighs.

Jack stays sitting next to me then the rest if my day flew by, I went to Jack's dorm to do History homework.

When we finished Finn came in,
He looked at me and I looked away,
"I should go." I say grabbing my things.
"Wait Y/n." Finn says.
"I'll see you tomorrow." I say to Jack.

I tried walking out but Finn followed me and stood in front of the door,
"Please let me out Finn." I say looking down.
"I want to make this right." He says.
"Not now I wasn't space." I say.
"Please Y/n, just hear what I have to say." Finn says.
"Not yet." I sigh.
"Finn, let her go through shes not ready to talk." Jack says.

Finn sighed and moved out the way.

I waited for him to move completely then I walked out.

I walked back to my dorm and Millie was there,

"Hey." I say.
"Hey, can I ask you something?" Millie asks.
"Of course." I say.

I sat down at my desk and saw my notebook was open, and the poem was out wide open,

"Karaoke night, that song you sang, was it about Noah?" She asks.
"N-No, I just sang whatever was in mind." I lie.
"And that poem on your desk?" She asks.
"Its not about anyone." I say.

"Oh okay, I trust you." She says.
"Want to order pizza, I'm hungry." I say brushing away from the conversation.
"Ouu yes, I like your thinking." She says.
"I'll call." I say.
"Okay I'm going to go get some coffee from the cafe, you want anything?" She asks.
"Tea would be nice, thanks." I say.
"Okay see you in a bit." She says.

Millie left and I pick up my phone,
I read my poem again and took a picture of it, then it sent it to Jack,

*text messages*

Me:
* 1 image *
Jack:
Another song about Finn?
Me:
I just wrote down my feelings
Jack:
Either way this is really good
Me:
Thanks, hopefully I get the part tomorrow
Jack:
You will watch
Me:
Only time will tell

*end of messages*

Then I called the pizza place and ordered a large pepperoni pizza.

About 30 minutes later it arrived,
"Hello, itll be 15 dollars please." He says.
I give him the money with a tip,
"Thanks have a good day." I say.
"What's your name?" He asks.

Since when do pizza delivery guys ask for the customer's name,

"Uh its Y/n." I say.
"I'm Tyler, sorry I know this is random but do you wanna go out sometime?" He asks.
"I'm sorry I'm not interested." I say.

Since when do I suddenly get guys,
"Come on give me a chance." He begs.
"Sorry no." I say.
"Look I just thought you were really cute." He says.

Then Millie came out of nowhere,
"She said no dumbass, take a hint." She says.
"Wait your Millie Bobby Brown!" He says.
"Yeah, your lucky I dont call your boss and get you fired, I bet he wouldn't like to hear that a celebrity had a bad time with one of his employees." She yells.
"I'm sorry." He says.
"I'm not the one you need to say sorry to." Millie rolls her eyes.
Then he looks at me and says sorry again,
"Fuck off." I say.
"Heres your money, it's on me." He says giving me back my 20 dollars.

Then he left quickly,
Millie came in and we laughed.

"And that's how you get free pizza." She laughs.

We high five and started to eat,

"Good luck at your audition tomorrow by the way." She says.
"Thanks, I need it." I say.
"No you dont, watch your going to come back here tomorrow and tell me you got it watch." She says.
"We'll see." I say finishing my last slice.

After a while of spending time together when went to bed,

But I kept thinking about Finn.
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