ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ, ꜰɪɴɴ ᴡᴏʟꜰʜᴀʀᴅ x-ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

Ｐａｒｔ ５１

Y/n pov

The week flew by it's like when I dont have filming or and audition to worry about everything is smooth. Finn and I have been still hiding our relationship very well. I dont think anyone has a clue. Everytime I'm with him I never lose interest. His lips keep us connected while our hands interlock making eachother warm. But on other news, Sophia is still no where to be found. Jacob on the other hand is trying to get Millie back, I knew he would try to. If I ever see his face again I will not hesitate to swing again. He deserves it again for what he is doing. I've been having more anxiety everyday, it's getting worse. I just cannot find the courage to look at myself in the mirror without breaking down.

Scars are left on my skin permanently,
Why cant I just get over what happened?

I spent the night at my dorm then snuck out to Jack and Finns dorm, when I got their Finn was asleep.

"Hey you ready to go?" Jack whispers.
"Yeah, come on." I whispered.
Jack silently closed the door then we walked to the parking garage,
As we got closer I felt my heart race a little, my hands got a little shakey.
"Its going to be okay." Jack knows when I'm nervous and he held my hand.
When we got into the car he offered to drive us, I gave him the directions then when we got onto the freeway he held my hand. Two hours is a long time but it's going to fly by fast. I was waiting for Finn to text me about hanging out or where I was. Then I got the message.

*text messages*

Finn:
Goodmorning my angel♡
Me:
Goodmorning sleepyhead♡
Finn:
Do you know where Jack is?
Me:
I'm with him were hanging out
Finn:
Oh what are you guys doing?
Me:
Were going to the movies, I'll see you later tonight
Finn:
Oh okay gorgeous, I miss you
Me:
I miss you too :)
Finn:
Is something going on?
Me:
No, why?
Finn:
Nevermind, I'll see you tonight angel
Me:
See you mi vida♡

*End of messages*

I thought about why he asked me if something was going on then the most horrible thing popped in my head,
"Jack do you think Finn thinks I'm cheating on him with you?" I ask.
"What! No, he trusts us." Jack says.
"Yeah I know but I feel guilty because his ex girlfriend tried to sleep with you." I sigh.
"That's true, well we can clear it up when we get back but I doubt he thinks that." Jack says.
"Ur right, but I still feel bad for lying to him about where we are." I say.
"Hey your doing this for your own mental health, he will understand this." Jack squeezed my hand.

Finn's pov

Y/n seems so distant, I feel like I'm losing her. Especially after what Jack told me about her holding something in. I trust her but I don't want to lose her, not ever and I do not want to rush her into telling me anything. I trust Jack too but I have a paranoid feeling that something is up. They're not doing what they say they are doing. Am I a bad person for thinking this? Jack and her are really close, he has a cute nickname for her. God I need to stop imagining things that are not even true.

Jack's pov

As the drive went on Y/n's hand got a little more shakey, I guess me holding her hand wont do much.
"Jack I've been wondering, who is Finn's ex girlfriend?" She asks.

Shit,
"You should ask Finn I dont want to tell you then he gets upset." I say.
"That's true, I'm sorry about Sophia." She says.
"Oh you dont need to apologize again Tiny, shes a bad person." I say.
Finn you owe me for this conversation!
"Do you think she will pop up again?" She asks.
"Maybe, I think she will eventually. She's just hiding in her dungeon for right now." I laughed.
"Dungeon." She laughs.
"So when are you and Finn planning on telling the world about your relationship?" I ask.
"Right now we are planning on announcing it at Jaden's album release party." I say.
"That sounds perfect." Jack says.
"I'm excited." I say.
"I would be too." He says.
"After we are official we can start being a couple around everyone." I smile.
"I'm happy for you both." He says.
"Thanks." I say.
"How much longer till we are there?" Jack asks.
I looked around and we were already near my neighborhood,
"About five minutes." I say.

We drove into the neighborhood,
"Maybe we should'nt do this." I say.
"Tiny, I will respect your decision either way but I think this is how you get closure." He squeezed my hand again.
Then I started to get really nervous,
I told him where to park then I looked across the street,
"Is that it?" Jack asks.
"Yeah, I-it is." I say.
"Whenever your ready." Jack says.
I felt my hands shake even more.
"Deep breathes." Jack rubs my shoulder.
I breathed in and out then took a big drink of water,
"I don't think I'll ever be ready." I say.
"I can drive us back." Jack says.
"No, let's go I want to get it over with." I say.
"Okay, it's your choice." Jack says.

We got out the car and walked to the front door, I remember running out this door going into my car.
"Shit." I sigh.
"We can still go back to the car Y/n." Jack rubbed my shoulder again,
"No I need to do this." I say.
"Okay Tiny." Jack stood behind me.

Then I rang the doorbell,
My heart is racing crazy.

The door opened slowly,
"Y/n?" Justin had the door cracked open,
"Justin." I say.
"W-What are you doing here?" He seemed like he was freaking out, just as much as I was. But I'm good at hiding my feelings on the inside, I guess that makes me a good actress.
"I need to talk to you." I say.
He opened the door all the way,
He looks almost the same.
"Is this your boyfriend?" He asks.
"N-no hes my friend." I say.
"Oh, you can come in if you want." Justin seemed very shy.
"Do you want me to wait outside Tiny?" Jack asks.
"Yeah, thanks for driving me here Jack, I'll be back quick." I say.
I gave Jack a hug then he whispers,
"Good luck Tiny, if anything goes wrong call me asap."
I nodded my head then walked into the house, different than I remembered.

"Do you want water or something?" He asks.
"N-No thanks." I say.
"Okay we can talk in the living room it's that way." He points.
"I remember." I say.

I go into this living room then sit, he sat across from me and was avoiding looking at me. I thought it would be hard to look at him but it was like looking at a ghost.

"Is your mom here?" I ask.
"N-No she is on a work trip." He says.
"Oh." I sigh.
"So, how have you been?" He asks.
"Pretty good recently." I say.
"That's good, um I just want to say that I'm sorry. I know that's two years late I dont know what's going on with you but I genuinely am sorry." He says.
I felt that horrible feeling in my stomach.
"I just came to try to find closure of what happened." I say.
"So your still hurt by me?" He asks.
"I was for a while then I wasn't. Now it's coming back, ten times worse than before." My voice cracked with emotion.
"God, I'm such a fuck up." He rubbed his eyes, I think hes trying not to cry.
"I hate myself for what I did to you Y/n, I dont even know how your so brave to come here and face me." He says.

He regrets what he did.
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