ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ, ꜰɪɴɴ ᴡᴏʟꜰʜᴀʀᴅ x-ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

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Jack's pov

"Is something weird about that phone call with Millie?" Y/n asks.
"Um I'm not sure." I say.
"I'm sure it's nothing." Sadie says.
"I guess." Y/n says.
"Come on lets go to bed." I say.
"Yeah im so tired." Sadie yawns.

Y/n yawned too and went to the kitchen, Sadie went to her room then I followed Y/n. She got a glass of water and opened the bottle of pills.

"Do you think they'll work?" I ask.
"No but its worth a try." She sighs.
I nodded my head then she took the pill.
"Tired?" She asks.
"Kinda." I say.
"Wanna watch a movie?" She asks.
"Yeah." I say.

We layed down on the couches then she rested her head on me, Millie came back in the dorm. She was outside talking for a while.

"Everything okay?" Y/n asks.
"Yeah of course." She says.
"Good." I say.
We went back to watching the movie then Millie kept speaking.
"So Jack I was wondering-" Millie says.
"What?" I ask.
"Are you going to talk to Finn soon?" She asks.
"Uhh-" I looked at Y/n and she kinda smiled.
"I do miss him but he's probably mad at me." I sigh.
"Mm okay." Millie says.
"Why?" I ask.
"Just wondering, goodnight guys." Millie smiles then goes to the room.

Weird

Y/n fell asleep and I layed her down and covered her with a blanket. She usually has her dreams after a couple minutes of sleeping so I stayed up waiting for it to hit. Its one in the morning and then I dozed off a little waiting for her to wake up.

I felt the couch move so I looked up, she started to groan a little then I got up ready to wake her if she was having a nightmare. Her eyebrows made an arch then she started to yell. I quickly shook her awake,
"Tiny! Wake up!" I say.
She popped up fast like she was underwater for a while then came up for air. Then she started coughing.
"Its okay breathe." I say.
"T-The pills didn't work." She says still coughing.
"Its okay ill get you some milk." I say.

I got up and grabbed her a glass of milk,
She drank it then I heard someone open the door,
"Hey is everything okay?" Millie asks.
"Yeah the usual." I say.
"How many of the pills did you take?" Sadie yawns.
"Just one." Y/n sighs.
"Its okay one more won't hurt." I get up and grab the bottle then give her one.
She took it then we all went back to sleep again.

Millie's pov

The next morning everyone was up early, I got coffee and breakfast from the Cafe for everyone. Y/n woke up screaming three times last night. It was a bad night, she's never woken up three times before. But there was something about her yells that seemed worse. I'm not the one genuinely taking care of her, Jack is. I think she needs to see a doctor but that can wait today is Halloween. The donuts I bought have pumpkin shaped sprinkles, and bat shaped.

I got back and we all started to eat.
"Three times huh?" Sadie asks.
"Yeah its fine." Y/n says.
I looked at Jack then he sighed.
"So I asked our makeup artists to come do everyones makeup." I say to change the subject.
"Great im so excited." Saide says.
"Me too!" I smile.
"What time are they coming?" Y/n asks.
"About four, the party starts late so. We could go out before the party to eat." I say.
"Sounds good." Jack says.

Everyone was taking showers before we had to get ready, before its my turn I went to drop off Caleb, Noah, and Gaten's costumes. Then I went to drop off Finn's costume. When I got their he seemed a little nervous.

"Thanks Millie." He says.
"Your coming tonight right?" I ask.
"Yeah I am im so nervous though." He sighs.
"It'll be okay, you know maybe you shouldn't talk about it then. You both should just have one night of fun then when we go home talk." I say.
"That would be nice just having her for one night." He says.
"Yeah, just one night." I say.
"I'll try." He says.
"Do you still want to be with her?" I ask.
"Yes of course, I just feel like I need more time." He sighs.
"Your hurt thats okay she needs to understand that you need to take the time you need." I say

Y/n pov

I got out the shower in my dorm and saw Millie was gone, she was supposed to go after me. Then she got back,
"Hey where'd you go?" I ask.
"Drop off costumes." She says.
"Oh well im done it the shower." I say.
"Great you can go back to Sadie's dorm while I shower." She says.
"Okay see ya." I put on my shoes then left to the dorm.

When I got there Jack was leaving,
And I heared the shower on so I assume Sadie is taking a shower. Jack's hair was damp so he just got out.

"Tiny your back!" Jack says.
"Yeah did you shower?" I ask.
"Yup all clean, Sadie is in their now." He says.
"So where are you going?" I ask.
"The Cafe, im getting us lunch." He says.
"Oh okay, want me to come with you?" I ask.
"No no its okay stay here ill be back soon." He says.
"Mmm okay bye." I gave him a hug then he left.

I sat down and started to watch tv.

Jack's pov

I got to the Cafe and saw him. I looked around and no one else was their except the workers, then I sat down.

"I wasnt expecting you to text me." I say.
"Ur right maybe this wasn't the right time to talk." Finn sighs.
"I only have a little bit of time before they wonder where I am, so what do you want to talk about?" I ask.
"I just wanted to say that I'm sorry, I know sorry is thrown around so much that it means nothing but I am really really sorry. I miss living with you, you are my best friend." He says.

I sighed and thought about what he said for a second. I'm not mad at him at all. Finn is my best best friend. He did what he did because he was hurt.

"I forgive you." I say.
"Really?" He asks.
I nodded my head,
"Why?" He asks.
"You love Y/n, I did something wrong. I should have told her to tell you but I was stupid." I say.
"I was stupid too." He says.
"You were hurt, I know how you are." I say.
"Y-Yeah it's been hard. I'm happy she has you though." He sighs.
"She needs you." I say.
"She doesn't need me." He sighs.
"You both lied, and thats okay everyone lies when they are scared." I say.
"I miss her so much, I am going to the party later but I dont know if I should talk to her about having a fun night together then talking about what happened later." He says.
"I think she needs that kind of fun. She has been having nightmares since that night, and its getting worse everyday." I say.
"Millie told me about it, I feel like such a dick not being there for her." He says.
"She's strong, but very stubborn." I giggle.
Finn smiled,
"Yes she is one thing I love about her."
"So Millie told you about it?" I ask.
"I've been secretly talking to her everyday, she fills me in on how Y/n is doing." Finn admits.
"Wow- God Finn you really love her dont you?" I ask.

"Yes she's my everything." He says.
"Whats the hold up then if you love her why haven't you spoken to her for weeks?" I ask.
"Before I met her I was scared of falling in love. You saw how I was after Sophia I couldn't think of myself getting hurt again. Then cutting myse- you remember that dont you?" He asks.
"I remember, you scared the living hell out of me that night. I get it- kinda" I say.

"Then after I found out what you and her did behind my back I just completely felt empty like I lost everything. That is the worse I've ever felt in my life, worse than Sophia. I almost hurt myself again but I thought about how much Y/n would be disappointed. So I didnt do it. But I thought I really had the love of my life, she helped me realize what love was. I was mistreated by Sophia thinking it was love, but it wasn't love. I was so lonely without her in my life. I dont wanna keep boring you with this so ill just shut up." He says.
"Literally everything you just said to me you need to say that to her. If you need more time she will understand that." I say.
"I tried telling her that, but it came out the wrong way. You probably heard what I said." Finn sighs.
"I did. You need to make sure she doesn't leave without knowing how much you love her, and that you need time." I say.
"Ur right, im just mixed up." He says.
"Y/n is the most understanding person ever, talk to her Finn." I stood up.
"Ill see you tonight." I say.
"Okay, thanks for this." He stood up too.
"Bye." I say.
"Bye." Finn and I hugged then we smiled.

Best friends fight all the time, nothing wrong with a little fight now and then. It just makes our relationship better.
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I made this part longer if you didn't notice :) also goodbye♡