ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ, ꜰɪɴɴ ᴡᴏʟꜰʜᴀʀᴅ x-ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

Ｐａｒｔ ５２

Y/n pov

"Why did you do it?" I ask.
"I guess you deserve to know the truth." He sighs.
I looked down at my hands,
"Do you remember Trevor was at my house before it happened?" He asks.
I thought about it for a sec, he was.
Justin was friends with Tevor then the next day after it happened I heard Justin had cut him off. I nodded,
"He dared me to do it." He finishes.
I felt my cheeks turn red of anger,
"A dare." I was so mad but I started to laugh and he seemed confused,
"Yeah a dare." He says again.
"So let me get this straight, you completely ruined my life because Tevor the immature sixteen year old dared you to do it." I said angry.
"I'm not proud of it." He sighs.
"Unbelievable, seriously." I rolled my eyes
"I'm sorry." He says.
"Well you know what fuck your sorry!" I stood up and yelled.
"I understand why your mad." He says.
"You dont understand shit! Or how I feel, have you ever been forced down by someone you think you love and they tell you it's going to be fun!" I felt that feeling in my throat again, then a tear fell down my cheek,
"Y/n calm down." He stands up.
"Dont tell me to calm down!" I kicked a flower pot he had on his table in between us,
It shattered.
"Shit wait." He went to clean in up but I pushed him before he could bend down to grab it,
"Have you ever heard someone tell you 'I wanna fuck you so bad' then grab you when you didnt want it." I yelled again.
"I'm not going to let you push me Y/n." He grabbed my wrists,
"That's the same way you grabbed me before remember?" I cried.
He let go and I lost control,
I swung at him then punched him,
Then he dropped him to the ground.
I guess those self defense classes my mom made me take paid off, but Justin isnt trying to hurt me I'm trying to hurt him,
"Shit!" He groaned.
"Have you ever yelled at the top of your lungs stop but they didnt listen?!" I cried and cried. Then I started to punch him again and again. My fists hurt but I didnt care. His nose started to bleed and I kept punching. Then I heard the door open,
"Tiny!"

Jack came over to me and grabbed me off the floor then pull be back near the door, Justin stood up holding the blood coming out his nose,
"What did he do?" Jack looked ready to punch Justin too.
"She attacked me." He says.
"Come on Jack, let's go." I grabbed Jack's arm and we walked out.

We were halfway to the car when I heard Justin yell,
"I'm sorry." He says.
"Fuck you!" I yelled back.

I went back into the car then Jack quickly drove off,
"What just happened?" Jack asks.
"It was a dare, he did it because it was a dare." I wipe my tears.
"What the fuck." He says madly.
I kept wiping my tears,
"I wish I knew you back then I would have kicked his ass." Jack says giving me a tissue.
"You don't deserve this shit, I would take all this off your shoulders in a heartbeat. I love you Tiny." Jack holds my hand.
"Thanks Jack, for everything, I love you too." I say squeezing his hand.
"How are you feeling right now?" He asks.
"I'm still kinda mad but I feel at the same time so relieved." I say.
"Relieved?" He asks.
"For years I never knew why he did it, I think after what happened with Noah, then the accident at the lake, this whole time I think what happened with Justin was the one thing keeping me down. When I had panic attacks it was all about him then I imagined the other things that happened on my body." I say.
"What do you mean imagined?" He asks.
"I saw the hickeys Noah gave me, then I felt like water was in my lungs." I say.
"I've had panic attacks too, I know what you mean. So you think doing this was good?" He asks.
"Yeah, I feel so free now." I smile.
"That's great." Jack smiles and he took a turn away from the freeway which is the way back home,
"What are you doing?" I ask.
"I'm buying you Taco Bell." He says.
"Really?" I ask happy.
"Yess, you deserve it because your so brave!" Jack cheers.
I giggled and told him where to go to the nearest Taco Bell.

I was so happy that Jack was with me during all this, then Finn came into my mind. I miss him, I've been hiding this from him and it feels like if I'm hiding this then I'm not really in the relationship with him because were supposed to tell eachother everything.

Jack and I ordered food then were getting drinks, and I heard a familiar voice, its Janet.
"Y/n," she asks.
"Janet." I say.
We hug,
"Why didn't you tell me you were going to be in town?" She asks.
"I was here for different reasons." I say.
"Oh, who's this?" Janet asks.
"This is Jack, a close friend of mine." I say.
"Hi." Jack smiles.
"Hi." Janet says.
Ugh I know that look Janet is crushing.
"Well I was just leaving, I'll call you later Y/n." Janet gives me a hug then left.

Jack and I sat down together,
"Is Janet single?" He asks.
"I think so." I say.
I saw Jack's eyes lit up.
Not that I wouldn't like two of my close friends be together but Janet is a cheater. I've seen her with many guys before, she brakes their hearts but I will talk to her about it.

After we ate I drove us back home,
"Do you think Finn is going to be curious where we were all day?" Jack asks.
"Maybe." I say.
"I'll talk to him about us just being friends, I dont want him to think I'm the one taking you away from him." He says.
"Oh okay." I say.

About two hours later we got back around the middle of the day. When we got back to the dorm Finn was there,
"Hey Jack." Finn says standing up,
"Hey." Jack says.
Then Finn walked up to me and spins me around,
"I miss you." He smiles.
"I miss you too." I say.
"I know we can't really go out in public together but I want to take you out tonight." He smiles.
"Oh really? Where?" I ask.
"I'll surprise you." He smiles.
"Of course." I giggle.
"I'll pick you up at your dorm at eight o'clock, be ready." Finn hugs me.
"Okay mi vida I'll see you then." I gave him a little peck,
"Bye Jack, thanks for today." I smile.
"Bye Tiny." Jack smiles back.

I left then when I got back to my dorm started to get ready

Finns pov

"Hey I think I need to clear something up with you." Jack says.
I had a feeling I knew what it was about,
"What?" I ask.
I sat back down at my desk,
"Y/n and I are not a thing, I love her but as a little sister type way." He says.
"Do you think I thought you two were together?" I ask.
"Kinda, we hangout sometimes but were just friends, she cares about you." He says.
"Well thanks for telling me." I smile.
"No problem man, I just dont want you to think something is happening." He says.
I nodded my head and thought about what he said, she cares about me. But we have never said I love you to eachother. Love is a strong word and people throw it around all the time. I think it's good we are waiting to say I love you, when we do I know we both will really mean it.
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