ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ, ꜰɪɴɴ ᴡᴏʟꜰʜᴀʀᴅ x-ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

Ｐａｒｔ １５

Y/n pov

"Do you have a car?" Millie asks while we walk out Sadie's dorm,
"Sadly no." I say.
"Its okay we can take mine." She says.

we go to her car and she drives us to a gas station,
"I need gas, here." Millie parks and hands me money,
"Why are you giving me money?" I ask.
"So you can buy the drinks." She says.
"I cant use ur money." I say.
"Its mine and Sadie's, you can pitch some in too." She says pumping gas.
"What do I get?" I ask.
"Just get one of everything." She says.

I go inside,
Millie gave me 100 dollars, I add 50 more from my money,
I do what she says and buy one of each.
As the cashier is scanning the alcohol a group of people comes up to me,
"Y/n L/n!" One of them says.
"That's me." I say.
"Oh my god, your going to be on Stranger Thing!" A girl yells.
"Yeah I am, how do you know?" I ask.
"The directors posted your audition video." A guy says.

I need to keep up with social media now..

"Can we have a picture?" She asks.
"Of course." I say

Not going to lie I felt so happy this was so special to me,
"Can we also have you autograph?" A guy asks.
I nod and sign their phone cases and shirts,
"Thank you so much." They say.
"Your welcome." I smile.

I pay for the alcohol and carry heavy bags back to the car,
"Tonight's going to be fun!" Millie says.
"Yeah." I giggle.

We get in the car and drive back..

Finns pov

I'm so proud of Y/n she got the part, I never had a doubt she was not going to get it. But I don't think I should be in her life that much anymore, I need to distance myself. I got ready for her party and Jack and I went to Sadie's dorm,

"Hey guys come sit." Sadie says.
"Wow you guys did good." Jack says.
"Thanks Y/n kinda did all the work." She laughs.
We sit down,
"Where is Y/n?" I ask.
"She went to get alcohol with Millie, I'm going to finish getting ready." Sadie says leaving Jack and I.

"So how are you feeling now about Y/n?" Jack asks.
"I don't think I should be in her life." I say.
"What! Why?" He asks.
"I'm a bad person compared to her." I say.
"Finn she trusts you, how do you think shes going to feel if you become distant with her." He sighs.
"I never thought of that." I said.
"I dont want to see her hurt shes my best friend, and I care about her."Jack says.
"I do too, but I cant care about her more than a friend, we'll just hurt eachother." I say.
"What makes you think your both going to hurt eachother so much?" Jack asks.
"Because I'm involved." I say.
Jack looked speechless,
"I-"

Jack gets cut off by Noah, Caleb, and Gaten running in,
"Let's get this party started!" Caleb yells.
"Where is everyone?" Gaten asks.
"Yeah wheres Y/n?" Noah asks.

They come and all sit down,
"Millie and Y/n left to get alcohol." Jack says.
"Ooo were going to get wasted." Noah laughs.
"Hey Caleb tell them what happened this morning." Gaten laughs.
"Oh yeah." Caleb laughs so hard.
"What happened?" I ask.
"Noah and Y/n were cuddling together this morning in our dorm, see." Caleb holds up a picture of them.

What the fuck! This whole time I've been avoiding her, trying to stay away Noah's been getting at her!

Jack looks at me and sees I'm angry,
"Come on guys, were not official yet." Noah says.
"Then what are you?" I ask.
"Were talking." He says.
"With kissing." Gaten adds.
"Shut up!" Noah laughs.
"So you guys are going to be together soon?" Jack asks.
"Maybe, not sure yet, shes so great though, I care about her so much." Noah smiles,
"Aww Noah's happy." Caleb teases.

I roll my eyes and Noah saw,
"Is something wrong Finn?" Noah asks.
"Yeah!" I say with attitude.
"What's your problem?" He asks
"Your my problem!" I yell.
"Woah woah guys." Sadie walks out her room.
"Why? because Y/n rather fuck me that you." Noah yells.
We stand up and everyone trys to hold us back,
"If you can disrespect her like that in front of us you dont give a shit about her!" I yell.
"Fuck you Finn you dont know shit!" He yells.
"You'll just hurt her!" I yell.
"Finn why do you even care if Y/n and Noah are together?" Sadie asks.

I stopped trying to get closer to Noah and he stops too,

"He likes her." Caleb says.
"Hes not denying it." Gaten says.
Everyone gasps,

"Y/n chooses me not you Finn, you've been doing drugs with her the whole time you've known her, you think your better than me for her?" Noah yells.
"No, I dont think I'm good for her." I admit.

Noah's facial expression changed, I guess he was expecting a different response.

Everyone kept staring at me,
I can't take this shit anymore,
"I'm leaving, tell Y/n I said sorry."
I say trying to walking out,
"Finn come on shes going to want you here." Jack stops me at the door.
"She doesn't need a person like me." I say

I shove Jack out the way and walk out the building, but I run into Y/n and Millie.

"Shit." I mumbled.
"Finn? Where are you going?" Y/n asks.
"I'm not in the mood." I say.
"I'm going to take the bags inside." Millie says grabbing the bags out Y/n arms.

Millie leaves and goes inside,
"Is everything okay?" She asks.

I feel terrible, I wish I could tell her how I felt..

"No, but I will be." I say.
"What's wrong, talk to me." She says.

She trys to rub my arm but I move back,
"Congratulations Y/n, I'm really proud of you, more than you can understand." I say.
"Thank you Finn, but why are you acting weird, what happened?" She asks.

Shes still trying to get me to talk.

"Nothing fucken happened Y/n." I say.
I immediately regretted saying that after I saw her facial expression changed.
"Calm down I'm just-"
"Trying to help I know." I cut her off.
"I'm sorry." She says.
"You didn't do anything." I say.
"No, I'm sorry something happened and your really upset." She says.

I can't believe shes so nice to take my bullshit. I didn't know what to say so I gave her a hug,

"Finn-" she says hugging me back.
"I cant stay." I say.
"Oh okay, I'll miss you." She says.
I let go and walk away without saying anything.

"Finn." I hear her say as I walk away but I just keep walking, but I felt her hand on my arm so I turn around,

"I'm not going to let you walk away when your upset." She says.
"Y/n leave me the fuck alone! Go fuck Noah!" I yell.

I walk away so I dont have to see her facial expression,

What the fuck is wrong with me..
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