I trust you Hawks x reader

Daddy issues and trust issues

Your POV

"Most of them were creepy and weird and I don't think I've ever really had standards before. This is all new to me. I've always been focused on becoming a pro and getting my dad's approval. Feeling that I actually meant something to him. So I pushed romantic relationships to the side my whole life. I have turned down a lot of guys even girls just to be where I am." I say. "Was it worth it?" He asks. "Yeah it was." I say. "So what makes me so special?" He asks. "In all honesty I said yes with out even thinking. It's like I really wanted to say yes. I said it before I could fully process it. I think I really like you and that's why I said yes. When you asked I imagined you smiling. I really like your smile a lot. It's really cute and it makes me feel warm. I felt happy that you did." I say. His face is red. I looked up at him.

It feels like I've activated my quirk on my face. "I'm sorry." I say. "No no it's okay. I like you a lot too." He says with a smile. "Hey um do you maybe wanna get out of here?" He asks. "Sure." I say. What is this feeling? Do I like it?

Should I worry? What if I'm letting my guard down too much? We leave the restaurant. "So what do you think of dating so far?" He asks. "I don't know really. I don't know if I should let my guard down. It's always up so I'm always safe. That's how I've always been. Natsuo says that I should let my guard down just a little and so does Fuyumi. They don't have relationships though from what I know. I've seen them get out of relationships and I don't want to feel that pain." I say. He faces me. "Well I wouldn't want to leave you so you might not even feel that pain." He says.

He puts his forehead to mine. "Plus if you don't let your walls down I'll break through them and prove that you'll be okay especially with me." He says. My face feels warm. Why do I feel safe with him all of a sudden? He's just telling me this. "Even if you don't want me. You're still worth protecting to me. I'd still like you." He says tilting my chin up. He kisses me.

I kiss him back. "I think I want to be with you. I want to feel safe by you. To be able to let my guard down just for you." I say. "Well then lets be happy together. I promise I'll make you the happiest woman in the world more than you've ever been." He says. He holds me and kisses me. I kiss him back and I slightly smile. "See you're already smiling." He says. "Yeah I think you will make me happy. So I'll do my best to make you happy too." I say.

TBC...

(Sorry this part is a bit short this was the last part in my mha character x reader book from here is the rest of the story)