I trust you Hawks x reader

The source

Time skip

Your POV

We ride in his car for a bit. "I was thinking the other day. While you were telling me about your grandparents." He says. "What about them?" I ask. "Do you think your grandma I mean Teka was the source of all this chaos?" He asks. "Of course she is." I say.

"Oh why do you think that?" He asks. "She hated affection with a passion I don't understand how she could stand having my dad. I tried to go hug her once and she pushed me away. Shoved me hard. I came to the realization she didn't want me either. She's so cold and mean. I think the affection she didn't give my dad made him this way. Because both Teka and grandpa are successful she refused to have an average son who just got by. She felt that way about me too me looking exactly like him. Everything had to be perfect and her way. We didn't see her much because of the relationship between her and my dad but I didn't mind. My feelings of her are she doesn't want me either just how I felt about everyone. So I just keep it casual and normal. As if I'm just with someone I barely know. Not a family member." I say.

"Oh I see so try not to socialize with her as much got it." He says. "Only if you want to it's your decision." I say. "I'm not even sure how to feel about your family situation. How to handle it or go about it at times. I'm not sure if I should be mad or sad. It's just so confusing. How could you be this amazing wonderful person yet have a family like this. How can I get to know you and you be so pure and okay with everything. I understand why you keep your walls up to the world but I don't know what I'd do in your situation." He says.

"I guess I learned to live with it get use to it. Be the kind of person I want to be. My goals helped a lot and being on my own a lot made me more focused. I guess spending so much time with my grandpa helped to. He was my only parental figure. The only one I could really go to also before and after Touya. He was like a parental figure too. I spent a lot of time with grandpa. I followed him around like a little duckling. I guess I soaked up a few of his habits and his personality." I say.

"I'm glad you had someone who stayed and cared for you." He says. "Me too at least I had him to give me affection." I say.

Time skip

We get to the house. They're not here yet. "You sure you're okay with going back in?" He asks. "I think so. Everything will be okay." I say trying to convince myself that. I didn't bother covering my eye up because it's like this permanently. We get to the door and Natsuo opens it. What do I say to him?

The last time we talked he hugged me. It felt strange. He lets us in with out a word. I feel like there's so much more to be said in between us. We say our hellos to Fuyumi and Shoto. Dad wasn't around. I'm guessing he must be on his way from the airport.

Natsuo goes to leave the room. I follow him. I hesitate though. I run to him he turns around at my footsteps. I jump and hug him. Sending us falling to the floor. "(Y/n) what the h-" He goes to say but I hold him. I don't say anything I just hold him and rub my face on him.

He holds me back. "I know." He says. He knows that I'm sorry that I want to make things better. I feel a bit frustrated because it's hard to say that. "We'll get there I'm sure we will." He says and kisses my forehead. "From now on I will protect you and be the big brother I should have been." He says. I nod on his chest.

"I'm scared." I say. "Why?" He asks. "Because it's new and different. We've only ever fought with each other being so different. What if we fight and it gets really bad? What if we hurt each other more than we ever have." I say. "Let's not get into that because it won't happen." He says. I nod.

"Also about Teka." I say. "What about her?" He asks. "I've got these scars now. I'll be a nobody to her now. That or she'll get really upset." I say. "Don't worry we're here for each other. Nobody will get hurt. If she gets upset we'll get over it. She isn't really anything to us anyway." He says. I nod.

We get up. I hear a car stop that must be him. "Alright it's show time." He says. He grabs my hand and I hold it. We walk back to the front door. We leave the house. Let the drama begin Teka...

TBC...