I trust you Hawks x reader

Therapy

Your POV

It's been a few days since Thanksgiving. I train in my back yard. I'm working on the things I needed to improve on. Especially since I may see Mr. Aizawa again. I hear someone pull up to my drive way. I go inside and there's a knock on my door. I go to answer it.

It's Fuyumi and Shoto. Behind them is...Natsuo. "What's wrong you guys in some kind of trouble?" I ask. "No." Fuyumi says. I let them in. "We need to talk." Fuyumi says. "About?" I ask. Fuyumi and Natsuo sit on the couch.

Shoto sits on the ottoman It must be bad if Natsuo is here. I sit on the ottoman with Shoto. "We need to talk fix things. We can't keep going on like this. This has gone on for too long." Fuyumi says. "It's getting annoying. Most definitely. Especially since Thanksgiving." Shoto says. "What is there to talk about? That are family sucks? how we have terrible parents? That we will never be normal? We know all of this already. That information will never change." I say.

"Yeah yeah but we need to go deeper into this. We're just accepting it for what it is. Have we actually really said how we felt about it?" Shoto says. "This is about mom isn't it?" I say. "A part of it she is a part of this hot mess." Shoto says. "You need to go first though since you have the most issues with her." Fuyumi says. "You know how I feel about her already." I say. "Are you sure about that? If you feel like that way why did you accept that the with moms doctor?" She asks. I sigh.

"You want the truth about everything?" I say. "Obviously." She says. "I did it for you guys. I know how much she means to you guys. So I was willing to try to prove that she has some progress. To give you hope that she can get better. I did it for Natsuo the most. I know how much he loves her. Even though he pisses me off the most. At least he has someone who wants him so why not let him see her at least a little better. I won't lie I was a little excited to be able to see you guys smiling more. To maybe fix this whole family thing a little. I had a gut feeling though. That'd I'd only be hurting myself more than I already was. I was hoping too. That maybe she'd change enough to be able to stare at me in a mother's way. She still had that look though. That look that terrified me. Like she wanted me dead. To kill me herself. If it wasn't for Touya protecting me from her. She probably would have done something terrible to me much worse than what she did to Shoto. I blame myself for that. I wasn't there I should have been watching him. Protecting him. Making sure he was always safe like how Touya protected me. I couldn't though. By the time I heard him scream. She was holding him crying. I wanted to attack her. Hurt her how she hurt him. I was ready to I hadn't even made my flames yet once dad came in. I was relieved though that she was put into a hospital. Her being there meant she couldn't hurt anyone else. I wanted nothing to do with her after the way she looked at me as they took her away. The way she did made me feel like I was staring at death itself. If I was older. If I was stronger. I'd make sure that I would never let her or dad hurt Shoto. I wouldn't have felt bad about hurting her. Dad obviously would over power me. Still though. I'd do my best. She made us suffer mentally. Her own children. How a mother treats her children. The love she shows them. How a mother takes care and loves them. I may sound villainous but she's one of the reasons many reasons why I wanted to become a hero. To be able to burn all of those hateful feelings to make sure no one destroys anyone mentally and physically." I say. I make flames in my hand. "To turn every single one of those people to ash. So they won't suffer like I did." I say closing my fist extinguishing the flames.

"Even though I want that. I wanted you to have the mother you've wanted to be with. The one that you loved so much. Natsuo you can be mad at all you want but that's how I feel about her. Those feelings will never change." I say. He looks away from me. "You never told anyone this have you?" Fuyumi says. "No you wanted my honesty I gave it to you." I say. "You shouldn't blame yourself. About what happened to me. It had nothing to do with you. You didn't have to protect me. What happened happened. There was nothing you could have done to stop it. She lost her sanity." Shoto says.

"I still could have done more to though." I say. "If you were able to some how protect me she would have done the same thing to you. Well she did just in a different form and way." He says. "Yeah it was coming I guess." I say. "You really feel that way about her..." Natsuo says. "Yeah." I say. "I guess I'm sorry then." He says. "Why?" I ask.

"For not seeing it from your point of you. For not being around as much for you. I'm you big brother and all. I should have made sure you were okay with everything. You were always with Touya so I thought you didn't need us. Maybe I was a bit jealous of him. For being able to have a sister like you around him all the time. Following him where ever he went. Looking up to him so much. He was my big brother to though. He liked you more though. I tried to hang out with him but once we got around mom he'd run off. Then you came around and you liked him more so you stayed by his side all the time. He didn't care if you were always with him. So I just assumed you didn't like me. I never saw it as you just trying to keep your distance from mom. I didn't realize how much I was around mom. She was mom so I thought it was just natural. She cared about me like a normal mother would. I didn't notice how she didn't treat you the same way. You always ran off or you were away from her so how would I know. You were barely ever in the same room." He says.

"I'd ask you guys to play with me and Fuyumi once. You hid behind Touya and he'd decline for you both." He says.

TBC...