Deep Connection

3

After we left the coffee shop, I and Rebecca went to her house. An awkward silence was present since then. We just played some music on the radio.

"Break up with your girlfriend, yeah, yeah, 'cause I'm bored /.../ I know it ain't right but I don't care, caaaare"

This song is straight my mood right now. I wish I could just make that woman disappear. I know I have no right to get him back, but just imagine how it would be if we could still be together...
Well, if I am still single I should go to a party or something, to meet someone new, to keep my mind busy... from thinking at him...

-Rebecca, are there any parties today?
-Wow.. wow, wow! Wait a second?! Are you being serious? You never went to any party before.
-That's the point, my friend. I didn't go before breaking up with him. After I left, I started going out.
-And you decided to tell me... now? Oh, my God! And I thought you didn't change that much...
-So... Is that a yes or a no? Are we partying tonight?
-I haven't been invited to a party, but we could go somewhere. I know just the right place.
-Good. Is it far from here?
-No, not really. Did you bring any clubbing outfits with you or shall I borrow you something?
-I have some, but I don't know if they match the ocasion. Would you mind if I try some of yours too?
-No, you can try as many as you want, Ali. If you want, I'll help you choose.
-Yeah! I am so excited for tonight!

And the rest few hours we just ate pizza and tried on outfits.
I chose a black dress and Rebecca chose a red one.
I don't really feel like I want to expose my body too much, the classier, the better... still... my friend likes sheer or very short dresses. She is more on the extra side.

After we decided what to wear in matter of clothes, we begun to do our make up and hair. After another two hours Rebecca and I were finally ready. We headed to my car, but she drives it because I don't know the place yet.

She invited few of her friends to come and party with us. For a couple of hours we felt amazing, I didn't drink anything with alcohol in it, because someone has to take us home, so it had to be me. Honestly, I can't complain, I don't drink so I'm glad I had an excuse to not taste the "good" stuff.

But it was too beautiful to be true so someone had to come in and ruin the vibe... at least mine.

Looks like I can't go anywhere in this town without seeing Christian's face. And as a "bonus," he also brought his perfect looking girlfriend. I wonder if I will be ever able to forget him. However, this time I ain't go anywhere. I won't let him and his partener ruin my day again.
I wish he could just pass by and see me.

-Becca, slowly look over there.
-No f*cking way! Did he just upgrade himself at the highest level?
-Becca! What the f*** is wrong with you?!
-Ali, you have to admit you are the most idiot person on this planet to leave him like that... his gilrfriend is looking fly too!
-You are not helping me at all! What if he sees me?
-Then be the hottest you've ever been. That's the only thing you can do now. Enjoy yourself, b*tch. You look amazing.
-Shut up! I need a guy to help me pretend I'm not single.
-Girl, you need a drink. Relax, there is a lot of people in here, ok? He won't even notice you... No... You want him to notice you! Am I right? You have to be crazy to want that.
-I don't f*cking care, ok? I will have him back, no matter what!
-Kind of too confident and sellfish, don't you think?!
-Watch me!

And that's how I descovered I knew how to dance. I embraced the rythm of the music and just went with the flow. And he did notice me. Am I regretting it? Not now, but probably will... later.

-Wow... Alison. You came back... after two years. Chris pulled his girlfriend tighter while saying that, as if he wanted to prove me that he found someone else. Shush, my love, you won't even know I left.
-Yeah, are you surprised? Oh, by the way, you two look so good together.
-Who is she, Christian? You never mentioned her.
-Oh, my manners. Johanna, let me introduce you to my ex-girlfriend, Alison. Ali, this is my new girlfriend, Johanna.
-Nice to meet you, Johanna.
-Yeah... nice to meet you too.

-Did you just call her Ali?!
-Johanna, relax, my love, it's just how everyone calls her.

Looks like my plan worked. I made her jealous because he is still not fully over me. He always introduces himself as Christian, but his close friends call him Chris. So... I might have a chance...

-Alison, you have GUTS to do all of that... Damn, you really went far, don't you think?
-No, and that proved me that their relationship is kind of fake or forced in a way... I don't know, something's fishy there.

-My God... Ali, stop. He's with that b*tch for like... an year or close to an year.
-Whatever, he's gonna be mine soon.
-Girl, did you drink anything? 'Cause you sound drunker than me, and I had a lot tonight.
-No, I'm sober. Now I've had enough and you had enough too, let's go home.
-If I knew you would act like this, I woudn't even bring you here...

I grabbed my purse and took the car keys, then I took us home to forget this night. I am kind of starting to regret what I did, but now it is late so I better remove all this make up, change and go to sleep.