Friends?/Seunglix

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After three days of Felix not communicating with Seungmin in any other way besides writing notes on his desk, Felix still made no process at all but at least now he could try to talk to him real-life without disappointing Chan

Seungmin had read Felix's notes and even though he wanted too he didn't let himself write anything back. As much as he wanted to forget Felix's existence completely, part of him still wanted everything to go back to normal. Even if it wasn't a real relationship...he missed it

Seungmin started being more clingy towards Haneul but it wasn't necessarily because he meant to

Haneul has just been there for him so he never thought much about it. To Seungmin, Haneul was becoming what Felix was to Jisung. A cuddle buddy and a best friend

Haneul of course still wanted more than that but he didn't try to push Seungmin...at least not yet

Felix hated to see Seungmin be so clingy with someone that wasn't him but he did it to himself after all

Felix wasn't sure when the right time to talk to Seungmin would be. He didn't want to talk to him while he was around his friends but that was impossible to avoid recently. Mostly because of Haneul

He was going to try to talk to him after first period but he got too nervous and decided to wait until lunch

So when it was finally lunchtime, which seemed to come way quicker than it usually would thanks to Felix overthinking all of the different ways it could go. He went at his usual lunch table first to drop off his backpack

"Where are you going?" Chan asked

"To talk to Minnie, it's been three days" Felix responded as he glanced over at Seungmin's table, causing him to suddenly feel anxious

He had no idea why he was so nervous to talk to him. It's not like he hasn't been wanting to do so in the past few days but he was scared. He knew he hurt Seungmin and there wasn't really anything stopping Seungmin from doing the same to him in return

"I said at least three days. I would still give it some more time if he's not even responding to your notes" Chan tried to explain

"You said three days and it's been three days" Felix shrugged

"You're so impatient" Chan sighed, giving up on trying to give Felix any more advice

"If you mess up though..." Changbin trailed off as he looked at Seungmin and smirked

"Changbin no" Felix warned as he glared at him "I'll be back" Felix said as he finally started walking over to Seungmin's table

As he approached, Hyunjin and Jeongin both evil-eyed him. Then as he walked closer and the other two noticed him, he could feel Haneul staring at him with a mad look on his face as Seungmin just looked up at him blankly

Haneul wrapped his arm around Seungmin's waist and pulled him slightly closer to him but Felix tried to ignore it for now

"Hey Minnie, can I talk to you?" Felix questioned and before Seungmin could say anything his friends replied for him

"No, you can not talk to him. I don't think we have to tell you why" Hyunjin responded

"Thanks, but I wasn't asking you" Felix said before turning his focus back towards Seungmin "please?"

"Umm...I-"

"You don't deserve to talk to him again. I know you're not asking me but if you care about him, leave him alone so you don't hurt him more than you already did" Haneul explained

As much as Felix wanted to continue to try to talk to Seungmin he realized that it wasn't going to be possible to do around his friends

And maybe Haneul was right.He didn't want to hurt Seungmin again, that was the last thing he ever wanted. But he also didn't want to lose him either

"I think tha-"

"Minnie, he made you cry" Jeongin reminded

It wasn't even that Seungmin wanted to talk to Felix. He was just annoyed that everyone else kept responding for him. He understood that they were just trying to help/ be protective but they were making him feel helpless by doing so

Before Seungmin could say anything to Felix himself, Felix started saying something first

"Umm okay...bye I guess. Bye Minnie" Felix said before waving bye to all of them and walked away guiltily

And much as Seungmin knew he shouldn't care that Felix looked upset...he still did

~~~time skip to after school~~~

Minnie🥺:
Okay, what did you want
to say to me?

Felix☹️:
You unblocked me!!!

Minnie🥺:
Yeah, get to the point

Felix☹️:
Right! I miss you.

Minnie🥺:
I mean...you've only been
writing that on my desk for
the past three days

Felix☹️:
Yeah. But to be more specific...
I miss your hugs, and cuddles,
And kisses, and everything else.
I miss you.

Minnie🥺:
Wow, should have thought about
that earlier

Felix☹️:
Yeah, I know.
If I wasn't such an idiot
we would be dating already

Minnie🥺:
Thought you just wanted to be
friends?

Felix☹️:
Past tense

Minnie🥺:
You hurt me.

Felix☹️:
I know, and out of all
the dumb stuff that I've done in
my lifetime that was by far
the most stupid

Minnie🥺:
Okay so? Are you expecting me
to just magically forgive you so
we can date now?

Felix☹️:
I- no? Idk I just wanted you to know
that I'm sorry

Minnie🥺:
Those are just words

How do I know that you aren't just
saying all of this to mess with me
again?

Felix☹️:
I guess that there's no way
for me to completely
prove that I'm not but I'm being
honest

Minnie🥺:
You said you just wanted to be
friends right?

So let's start over as friends Felix

Felix☹️:
That's better than nothing😁

Minnie🥺:
Yeah..we'll see

Felix☹️:
Wait what?

Minnie🥺:
Nothing, bye Felix

Felix☹️:
Bye Minnie💖

Excuse this mess...this is what happens when I write a chapter at 4am, oops 😶