Day Dream, english translation

Chapter 12 : I can't continue like this...

Santana Pov. 

The period when the whole school is in turmoil has arrived, the prom season! If you want to know everything, I intend to be elected queen with Britt who will present himself as king, we will both parade with our crown and we will close the big mouths that are these footballers who spend their time at water my second favorite blonde. I do not think that Q wants to appear with all the Fabgay scandal ... He was the only person whom I would not have insulted and banged in the second if he had been elected in my place. It was her dream to be Queen of Promo, and because of this Hudson junk, it will never come true. I had met Rachel while I was looking for him. She was kind enough to tell me where he was, I can tell you that I made him pay, he would surely be in the hospital if Sylvester, Shue and Beiste had not managed to lock me in a class with Brittany to calm me down. Fortunately, the woman in my life reported to me that a cheerleader had insulted Rachel and Quinn, so I passed my anger on her. What had happened to Q was unfair. She had been a bitch but she had suffered enough, already the adoption of Beth, then her punk period and the return of her father asshole, not to be too vulgar. Rachel no longer really lived as before, I understand her, if it had happened to Brittany, I would not know how I would have managed not to share her sentence, or not to end up in prison because I would have killed her stalkers . What I mean is that Quinn really didn't deserve this.

Pov Brittany.

I'm sad, sad like a sad baby panda. San is sad too, and Rachel too, because the bad footballers throw sluhies at Quinnie. San explained to me that Quinn has become a unicorn like Rachel, and footballers do not like unicorns according to San, I don't understand, they are nice, I am a bicorn but still. The cheerios are also mean to Quinn, why are people so mean to her? I know that she was not nice to them the first two years, and then she became Shanks with her Punk period where she put people in the toilet to get money. San always told me you have to work honestly to make money. If San said it, it's true. I want to help Quinn, smile again, agree to come and feed the ducks with San and me, we could invite Rachel too! I think I'm getting a little carried away, Quinn said she would never be the same again, but I don't believe her. I sighed in exhaustion, which alerted San. It's tiring to think! I prefer to think of the Promo ball, San and I are going to win and all the bad footballers can't say anything anymore.

Pov Rachel.

Flashback

Rachel : It was Finn, he forced Jacob to publish the article. I knew he had something to do with it.

My blonde shrugged.

Quinn : He also sent me a message telling me to leave you alone. He just loves you and wants to get you back.

I was indignant at this admission.

Rachel : Well I told him that what he had done would prevent us from being a couple again.

Quinn : Are you aware that it will make you happier than me?

Rachel : No Quinn, I'll only be happy when you get out of your depression. I love you Quinn more than anything. And I know that one day you will get up, and I will be there for you.

Quinn: I ... I have to go Rach !

End of flashback

That day, she had fled when I declared myself, she had always responded to my love. I felt that she was suffering more and more. I love her more than anything, and she runs away from me. She runs away from the world. I did not know what to do to help her, my life was hers. The Prom Ball crossed my mind, a few months ago, I would have campaigned to become Queen with Finn but I did not intend to go, unless Quinn made a completely crazy decision to be present and to be surely humiliated in public. I sank onto my bed, sighing for at least the fifteenth time since I was in my room.