Day Dream, english translation

Chapter 17 : Future

Quinn POV 

Rachel: Pay no attention to those looks, it's only those of the people you love who count.

Easier said than done. Most of the eyes were on me, I heard whispers around me, I didn't know who they were coming from, I didn't want to know. I knew they were going to look at me like that, I knew it, San, Britt and Rach had warned me but it's still difficult to see. I saw Figgins this morning, he was with the Coach and Mr. Schue. They told me that if I ever needed to speak or if I felt that I was relapsing, I absolutely had to go see one of them. Finn called me to tell me that he was really sorry and that he would like us to start on a good basis, I don't know if I'm going to say yes, I don't want to make war on him. Rach and I were going to the Glee Club, I had to tackle a subject, a subject that I had never tackled before. The future.

Quinn : I received my letter of admission to Yale.

Rachel : Sorry?

Quinn : I was admitted to Yale.

My brunette jumped into my arms, or rather into my valid arm, the other being in plaster.

Rachel : But it's great Babe ! Why didn't you tell me about it before ?

Quinn : Because that would mean tackling the subject of what we will become after high school.

Rachel suddenly turned pale, no, we hadn't discussed what would become of us.

Rachel : You mean we're going to have to separate ?

Quinn : No ! Finally Rach, I mean that perhaps we should discuss our plans for the future.

Rachel : I have two.

Quinn : Which ones ?

I tried a questioning look towards my girlfriend who took my hand and declared me right in the eyes :

Rachel : Being a Broadway star and marrying you.

The second project made me feel like a cold shower, not that I didn't want to marry her, on the contrary, but I had thought about it only rarely and I found that we were much too young to get married. My brunette didn't seem surprised at my shocked and lost expression.

Rachel : I know we are too young, but when we both have our degrees, and you are out of Yale and I out of NYADA, I would really like to marry you. And I know it's not nothing, that we will still be young, but if I could, I will marry you now, no pot, we are not yet of legal age and Kurt would not forgive me for not having entrusted him organization of marriage. Just promise me to think about it.

I blinked several times to reconnect to reality and nodded my head gently.

Quinn : Yes, okay. I'm willing to think about it.

She hugged me gently and kissed my neck. Her voice was broken by emotion, I hadn't said anything yet.

Rachel : Thanks ... You can't know how much it means to me ...

Quinn : I take it sweetheart, it's ... Normal ?

She didn't have time to answer me, we were already arriving at the Glee Club. We were greeted with thunderous applause. I was suffocated the next second by all the members of the Glee Club who hugged me, except Finn who had also applauded but who remained behind during the embrace. He gave me a discreet smile which I returned to him. I did not want to have any problems after the Fabgay scandal which gave rise to my suicide attempt. Santana will surely find me too understanding and not spiteful enough, but I knew that making peace with Finn was the best decision. After several minutes which could be summed up by: "We missed you Quinn!", "We never do something like that again", "If you only knew how we were afraid for you". I did not know that I was so loved in this club. Anyway, after a happy reunion, we all sat on the chairs and waited for instructions from Mr. Schue. He walked over to the whiteboard and wrote our goal roughly: "Nationals !".

Will : Nationals ! We have to win this time!

Santana : Good point: the whale will not spoil everything this time. She realized that she had made a mistake. I'm sorry Q, I didn't want to remind you of these memories.

Of course it was painful to remember that we lost the nationals last year because Rachel and Finn kissed on stage, at that time, I just wanted to throw myself on Finn and strangle him, which I had not done so as not to be charged with murder and not to make our case worse.

Will : Indeed, I don't think doing a duet with Finn and Rachel again is a good idea, especially with recent events. Finn raised his hand. Finn, I think it's really not a good idea.

Finn : No, I meant that I said to myself that Rachel and Quinn should make a duet to the nationals.

The red rose to my cheeks and I curled up on myself.

Quinn : But I have an arm in plaster ...

Finn : I asked you when your cast will be removed and you told me in a month, just before the nationals. So not only can you participate, but you can also do a duet with Rachel.

My friends all nodded and all seemed to agree.

Will : So who's voting against the duo ?

One hand rose, to everyone's amazement.

Will : And can I know how you are disturbed by the fact that Quinn and Rachel are singing a duet for the nationals Santana ?

Santana : Isn't it obvious ? I have to remind you why we lost last year ? We are making the exact same mistake, they will kiss and we will lose again.

My girlfriend got up from her chair.

Rachel : If I can afford San, Quinn and I are smart enough to know that we don't have to kiss on the stage if we don't want to lose.

Santana : So I guess I no longer have any reason to oppose this duo.

Rachel and the rest of the crew let out a victory cry as I wondered if I could have done better to oppose the duo. The course ended with a Rachel jumping absolutely everywhere (surely delighted to make a duet with me at the Nationales), a smiling Santana (which is rare) and a Finn who was trying to be accepted again (I would talk to her when I would have time. We now had Spanish lessons with Mr. Schue.

Will : ¡Es por eso que debes aprender tus lecciones este año si quieres que no repita! ¿Comprendiendo?

The students nodded, surely tired of hearing the same things over and over in each class. Me, my future was traced concerning studies, Yale. Which brought me back to Rach's question. Luckily, I was next to Santana, she will be able to advise me without trying to spare me.

Quinn (whispering) : San. I need to talk to you.

Santana : What is Q ?

Quinn: It's Rachel.

Santana (sighing): Dios Mio ... What have you done yet, can't you be a normal couple without a problem ?

Quinn : No, not at all, we have no problem. We just talked about the future. Of our future.

Santana : Ah. The taboo subject in a couple of high school girls. I guess you told him about Yale.

I nodded, I called Santana just after opening my admission letter, not knowing what to do or say to Rachel. She replied that you should always be honest in a relationship and that I had to inform her. This is what I did.

Quinn : Yeah and she told me she wanted to marry me after ...

Santana's eyes widened, but she didn't have time to say a word when a howl sounded in the hallway.

? : QUINN FABRAY !

It was my eyes' turn to go wide. No. She couldn't be here! However, it was she who tumbled like fury in the classroom, and who stood before me, my big sister Frannie Fabray, whom I had not seen for two years.

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Hey ! I hoped you liked the chapter ! The next chapter is about the relationship between Frannie and Quinn. I will try to translate it faster. See You !