She was.... Lost.

Chapter 11

*Cris' POV*

I began to notice a change in my dads attitude. He’s been so distant and well an ass. Like just yesterday Luke came over for dinner and my dad was rude to him and to me. Well he was basically rude to everyone. Theres definitely something up with him.

On a good note Luke and I have had a great time together, I mean it’s only been a week but I really like this guy. I feel like the old me again, not even going back to what I use to be. I’m not so shy around him anymore and I love not being that anymore. We’re finally on winter break so I can’t wait to see what he has for us.

Knock Knock

“Come in!” I yelled.

I turned from my laptop and saw Luke standing by my door. He was wearing a plain white t-shirt and his usual ripped skinny jeans. But instead of his usual hair do he had a hat on. I thought it looked good on him. I then looked at myself I was wearing some gray joggers with a white crop top and had messy bun. I kinda felt self conscious. I got up and reached towards my drawers, looking for something nice to wear.

“What are you doing ?”

“I look like poo, Luke.”

“Babe you look great, stop haha”

“Really?

“Yes really.” Luke grabbed both my hands, his big hands taking over my small ones.

“Okay, I won’t change.”

It was Saturday and I really had nothing planned I was just going to stay home alone, my younger brothers have been sleeping over at my grandmas, so I’ve been alone. Luke and I just decided to stay in and watch movies.

An Hour Later

“Babe, I’m hungry!” Luke whined from behind me. We were currently spooning on my couch watching American Horror Story.

“I’m really not in the mood for pizza, so I could make us something.” I made my way to my kitchen.

“Okay, cool can I help?” Luke came behind me grabbing my waist and pulling me into him. I blushed a bit, Luke has been really handsy and I still haven’t gotten used to it . I mean it’s not such a bad thing lol.

I pulled away from his grip to get a pot , pasta, and rego sauce. I was gonna make us some spaghetti.

I put water in the pot and put it to boil.

“Okay so in 5 minutes you need to put the pasta in the bowl, Luke.” I said turning towards him.

“Alright” Luke smiled and pulled me towards him again, He wrapped his arms around my waist and I made myself comfortable by resting my head on his chest. I could hear his heartbeat. We were just standing like that for a while until I heard a ringtone, it was my timer. I tried to pull away but Luke wouldn’t budge.

“Luukkeee.”

“Yess?”

“You need to put the pasta in the pot.”

I heard him groan which caused me to giggle.

“Okay I’ll do it, but first kiss me?” He said while looking down at me with a smirk playing his lips.

Wow he’s such a cheeky fellow.

“Okay.” I went on my tippy toes to kiss Luke. He immediately kissed back. It was such a passionate kiss, his hands went from my face down to my waist slightly brushing by my butt. I gasped at the feeling, with that Luke grabbed my waist and sat me on the counter. Not breaking the kiss at all, we’ve never done anything like this but I like the feeling. He was now standing between my legs while my hands were entangled in his hair. He sort of moaned which excited me and soon his hands were rubbing up and down my thighs. It was getting really steamy until I heard the front door close. I pulled away from Luke and saw my dad standing in the kitchen entrance. Luke automatically put 3 feet of space between us.

“Wow Cristina, you’re wasting no time are you kid?” my dad said between laughs, but it wasn’t those friendly laughs it sounded evil and mean.

“Excuse me?” I said sounding a bit shocked.

“Don’t get knocked up alright kid, cause I’m not staying around to help.” he spat at me.

His words hurt me, my dad was never like this. I felt tears about to come out of my eyes so I just looked down.

“Theres no need to be rude.” Luke finally spoke up. He was standing between my dad and I.

“Look kid don’t be a hero, she’s not worth it find someone else.” I couldn’t believe what I heard. My dad basically called me worthless?

“What the hell is your problem!” Luke said getting closer to my dad’s face.

“She’s like her mother kid. They’re fun for awhile but eventually you’ll find a better deal.”

“Don’t you dare fucking talk about my mom!” I finally spoke up. I stood in front of my dad Luke’s hand holding onto me trying to calm me.

“I could do whatever I want alright!” my dad screamed at me getting closer to me, I would usually have gotten scared but considering his comment towards my mom I didn’t care.

“NO! You can’t, you’re in MY MOMS house so when in it you respect her!”

“Well then, I’m leaving and I ain’t coming back.”

“Good, cause you’re not welcomed back.” I yelled walking towards my door and opening it for him to leave.

My dad made his way towards the door, he looked at me and then at Luke and just left.

I slammed the door, falling to the ground, I just started to cry. I couldn’t believe it, my dad just admitted that he hasn’t been faithful to my mom. He doesn’t love her anymore, or my brothers, or me. He’s never coming back and I just… I can’t help but cry.

I felt Luke kneel in front of me, he grabbed a hold of my chin and wiped a tear from my face with his thumb.

“Babe, please don’t cry. That asshole does not control your feelings. He is a worthless guy who needs to make others feel like crap just to make himself better. and people like that don’t matter at all”

“I just can’t believe he said all those things, he was never like this Luke.”

“I know, but people change, some changes are good some bad, it just happens. But don’t let him ruin you. Come on babe, you aren’t worthless you mean so much to me.”

I looked up at those blue beautiful orbs, the ones I grew to love, and smiled. Luke was right my dad had no right in ruining me. I am doing so well and I should not let him destroy that.

I got up and hugged Luke. He hugged me back and kissed me, this kiss wasn’t like the one we had a few minutes ago. This kiss was soft and sweet, as if he was trying to mend my broken heart with a simple yet beautiful kiss. I pulled away opening my eyes and just looked at him, adoring his perfect features.

His plump sweet lips, decorated with one single piercing. His soft clear face, with a little bit of facial hairs and finally his ocean like orbs that I can easily get lost in. We locked eyes for a minute, just admiring everything he’s done. Finally I grabbed his hand and pulled him in the kitchen with me.

“Come on let’s finish cooking babe.” I told Luke.