She was.... Lost.

Chapter 25

*Cris' POV*

"Hey mom!" My mom had finally been back after so long.

"Hey honey." She greeted me with a warm smile and hugged me.

Justin and Steve followed behind her . They looked so happy .

"Hey guys!" I waved at them both Justin came running towards me and Steve just nodded his head up .

"So how was it? Helping out you know." I asked curiosity in my voice.

"Well it was amazing. I got to help kids in need and the elderly . It just felt so nice helping those in need." My mom was looking up towards the ceiling, I guess she was remembering everything.

"Oh sound awesome."

"Anyway, how are you? Were you lonely? Or did Luke come over a lot?"

"Oh yeah Luke was over a lot but it wasn't just him his friend came by and so did Dani and the girls."

"Oh okay no funny business right?"

"Of course not " I said while chuckling awkwardly .

"Any who..." I continued to speak. "Luke's band might get signed to a record company."

My mom stopped unpacking and looked at me her mouth wide open and her eyes about to pop out of her head.

"Seriously!? Honey that's amazing. That's really good for him."

I just smiled softly and nodded my head. My mother then fully looked at me and noticed my sadness.

"What's going on?" She asked her voice going from happy to serious real quick.

"He's gonna be in San Francisco for the whole process... And he's leaving in two days." My eyes starting to get a bit watery.

"Oh honey, it doesn't mean he won't come back." She reached out to hug.

"But who knows how long he'll be there mom! What if he finds someone better and just never comes back?" I basically yelled while sobbing, and let me tell you I was ugly sobbing like just think of Kim Kardashian crying... Yeah worse than her.

"Honey, if he really loves you then he won't even think anyone will meet up to you. You're his best deal. And if he does find "someone better" than that means he was completely blind and a ignoramus." She held me close tightly and rubbed soothing circles onto my back.

"Thanks mom." I sniffled and wiped under my eyes.

"Don't worry honey it's all gonna work out just fine." She then began to pack her things away and we just had small talk about her trip.

THE NEXT DAY.

It's Friday and that means one more day until Luke leaves. I'm so sad yet excited for him.

Luke and I were currently at his place. The guys were having a goodbye party. Well more like a get together cause it was only the squad who was over.

I was trying to be as happy as I could but I just couldn't get there considering Luke is leaving tomorrow.

He noticed how bummed I looked so we went to his room.

"Luke we should go back, to celebrate." I pleaded my voice monotone

"No I want this time well spent with you." Hw said his voice stern.

"Okay."

We entered into his room, his bags packed put in the corner. Seeing them only made the whole thing even more real.

"Let's not think about that right now please? I just want to enjoy right now... This moment ,with you." He had me sat on his lap my head leaning on his chest.

I felt safe being held by him like so , everyone blocked out , the only things I heard was his breathing and his steady heartbeat. It was absolutely beautiful .

"You know I love you, right?" He said softly.

"Yes ." I said my stomach filling with butterflies.

"Good." He exhaled .

I then turned towards him and began to kiss him softly. My hands caressing his cheeks softly and making their way to the back of his neck.

His hands made their way to my hips placing me softly on his lap, so putting me to straddle him.

It was sweet and romantic at first but it turned heated eventually. My hands reached for his shirt and he pulled away only for a second to get it off.

His soft intoxicating lips kissed from my cheek down to my collar bone. Making me flutter my eyes every moment.

He then ripped my shirt off, literally. I gasped from his violent yet terribly sexy action. His hands slithered there way to the back of my bra unclasping it in such a swift motion.

"Excited aren't we?" I taunted lightly.
"I'm gonna miss your beautiful body." He said as his lips made contact with my breast. His tongue massaging them ever so gently .

My head fell back from such easier and I let out soft moans .

"I'm definitely gonna miss making you feel this way." He then flipped me over his body towering over mine.

He then reached down to my pants and pulled them off. His lips kissing from my ankles towards my damp center.

"Luke" I whined. He kissed every where else except for the place I dying for him the most.

"I love it when you beg." He chuckled his deep laugh giving me goosebumps.

"Please." I said between breathes

He then reached over in his drawer and pulled out a familiar silver packet. He shook his pants and boxers off and put the condom on.

"I love you." He said as he kissed me softly and positioned himself at my center.

"I love you too." I whispered as soon as I said he pushed inside me. He earned a gasp and soft moan from me.

He started to thrust slow and soft making this moment as sweet and memorable as possible.

"Luke... Fa- faster." I moaned out loud.

He quickly obliged and wham to push deeper into me hitting that spot that made me get to my ultimate high.

I moaned out louder each time he hit my g- spot.

"Lu-Luke... I'm cl-" I gasped

"Me too, just let go." He said in between breathes.

Soon we were both letting ourselves go. His head leaning against my bare shoulder while my nails dug into his back.

He then laid beside me opening his arms for me. I leaned against his chiseled sweaty body, once again hearing his steady heart beat.

"I love you baby." He whispered and soon after I drifted into a deep slumber.

*Luke's POV*

I was laying on my bed Cris leaning against my chest. She looked so beautiful and so peaceful.

I was honestly so scared of leaving cause really who knows what could happen. I definitely don't want anything to go sour. I want it to be perfect but gosh this shit sucks.

I began to mess with her hair , that soft brown hair I've grown to love. While doing so all I could think about was leaving her alone and sad. I just ugh.

Right now I'm just really hoping for the best.

*A/N hey! Haven't listed in like forever . Sorry about that but yeah here ya go! Ps this chapter is one of the worst I've ever written sorry I hope you all like it though 😊💞*