Surviving Through To Find My True Love

Chapter 17

Mohyun's POV

I hate this. How can he do that to me? Does he know who i like now? Does he know who is my crush? Is it that obvious? But my crush didn't realize my actions so i'm not obvious. If she realize, i'm pretty sure she would act awkward with me or something along the line.

I drove to my secret place. My parents and sister knew about this place but they didn't came here before because i didn't bring them here and i told them about this place. They didn't mind since i'm not doing bad things like some people do. 

"I hope you won't get the wrong idea." I mumbled to myself as i went to the garden.

Will she get the wrong idea? I'm pretty sure she won't, right? I have explained things to her by being honest with her.

Hold on...

But we are not even together yet...Why am i explaining my side to her when we are not even dating at all?

Is it because i don't want her to get the wrong idea? Is it because i don't want her to think of me badly? But she knew me very well, except for a certain topic, and i knew her so well. We have been friends for so many years.

I have to be careful and be on my guard from now on. He might be planning something evil. I have to protect her. I got to do that. I have to make sure nothing happens to her. I would never want anything bad happen to her. She deserves nothing unlike those boys. 

Why can't she notice me? I'm always by her side. I'm always here, with her. 

Would she ever notice me? What would her reaction be if i tell her that i love her so damn much? That i love her all these years?

I realized my feelings for her when we were in high school but i kept it to myself. No one knows, not even a single soul. I kept it hidden very well for so many years. I didn't want to ruin our friendship. It's hard to fix our friendship because i don't even know how to fix one. 

Come on, Mohyun. You got to protect her. She may not be your girl but she's still your best friend. 

I told myself and immediately went to the bedroom on the second floor inside the house.

I hope she doesn't come here. She knew this place already. I should expect her to come here but at the same time, i hope not. I don't want her to see me like this. 

I heard something from outside. I went to the window to see a car approaching the gate of my secret place. She came here. She really did. She remembered this place and it's enough to make me feel happy.

My phone started ringing on the bedside table. I ran there and got my phone. Tzumi is calling me and i accepted her call, sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Hello, where are you? I'm at your secret place." -Tzumi

"You're here right now? Why did you come here?" -Me (I'm sorry for sounding rude or harsh)

"So, you're here. Let me in." -Tzumi

"Tell me why then i will decide if i should let you in or not." -Me

"What? Are you saying that i can't be with my best friend when he's not in a good mood? I just want to be with my best friend no matter if he's going through a hard or fun time." -Tzumi (My heart skipped a beat but i felt hurt because i just got friend-zoned. How am i going to face her when she just friend-zoned me? 

Chill....Mohyun, just be your normal cheerful self and that will be okay)

"Okay. I will let you in. Hold on a second, sis." I hung up the call and instantly ran outside to open the gate.