Chapter 12

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Tzumi's POV

After the day i finally found Mohyun with the help of Tzuna's phone, we became okay and back to normal again. I'm happy, so happy!

He started coming to my office with his high energy. But he's still strange and i noticed that he did the same when i was dating Yuna. Whenever Ryan comes to me and he's present, Mohyun would always observe him so closely and stare at him, as if trying to figure this guy out. Sometimes, i even saw his eyes having fire, wanting to burn the boy whole in a fire, but that fire would always disappear when he makes eye-contact with either Ryan or me.

"Good afternoon to the most beautiful girl in the world! I -Oh, good afternoon to you too, Mr Kim." Ryan closed the door and greeted me brightly but greeted my best friend in a normal way. 

"Good afternoon." Mohyun said plainly with a small smile. I don't know what happened to him while we were not in contact but i noticed a few changes about Mohyun. I could tell his emotions clearly when he speaks to someone. I couldn't tell it before but now, i can. 

Another thing, he doesn't greet Ryan with his high energy like what he did to me. Strange. Are they not friends? They have seen each other a lot and even greeted each other nicely. He's always smiling cheerfully whenever he's with our squad and me.

One last thing. I mentioned it before. His hidden emotions. One moment, i see hurt then before i know, the hurtful eyes disappeared once he looks at someone in the eye. Usually, those hidden emotions, he was not looking at anyone in the eye so when he does, it actually vanished like magic.

"Good afternoon, Ryan." I greeted back with a friendly smile.

"Do you want anything? Are you hungry? Do you want to eat lunch together with me? Do you want to take a break?" Ryan bombarded me with questions.

"Chill there. I don't want anything. I'm not hungry. I don't mind eating with you and my break has not started yet." I answered every question and he nodded his head with a big grin.

"Mohyun, do you want to eat with us for lunch?" I asked, smiling and hoping that he would accept my invitation. 

Wait...Why am i hoping for him to eat with us for lunch? Does best friends feel like this?

"Okay, sure." He smiled at me widely with a nod. His answer made me grinned widely.

"Are we going now or what time are we going?" Ryan asked and i looked at him.

"In 5 minutes." I told him and he nodded his head with a big smile. He then went out of the office.

"So, when are you going to answer Ryan? Since he's courting you." Mohyun asked curiously while wigging his eyebrows with a teasing smirk. 

"I don't know. I'm having mixed feelings." I told him honestly as i leaned my head onto the top of the chair and let out a sigh.

"Oh? You're not falling in love with him? He's such a good guy and you might look good together with him, you know." He said in surprise and i lifted my head off to look at him. I felt that he just hid something from me because the moment i looked at him, he immediately smiles brightly at me, the usual cheerful smile. Was he not smiling while i was looking at the ceiling?

"Really? You think so? But i can't imagine myself with him though. It's hard to imagine me being his girlfriend. And i don't think i'm falling for him. I don't feel my heart flutter and beat abnormally so much." I explained to him as he nodded his head, listening attentively with a stern face. From being smiley to being serious...That part of him still haven't change and i'm glad because it always amazes me that he could change his facial expression within split seconds.

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