Chapter 39

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      "I brought grape juice." Soobin smiled and wiggled the juice box in his hand, along with some solid food for Hueningkai from the cafeteria.
       Hueningkai sat up, he had asked for food and Soobin had happily gone to the cafeteria for him, yeonjun had gone with but left soobin about halfway there when a nurse informed him that beomgyu was now in a normal hospital room so visiting was allowed.
      Soobin sat beside hueningkais bed and watched him drink the grape juice like it was the fountain of youth.
      Watching Kai doing everyday things made soobin think he was even cuter than before. He now knew that his feelings were mutual, but he couldn't help but wonder what was a lie.
        "Hueningkai, can I ask you something?" Soobin caught hueningkais attention, mid-chew.
    Hueningkai nodded his head yes with stuffed to the brim chipmunk cheeks. Cute.so cute.
      "I know it's stupid but ...did you lie about anything else?" Soobin didn't look to Hueningkai, instead nervously played with his nails in his lap, afraid of what lies hueningkai might've acted on.
        "I'm not lying about loving you, that's 100% real. I hated lying about being the mole too. I can promise you that I didn't lie about anything else." Hueningkai smiled and linked his pinky with soobins.
      Soobin felt at ease hearing that every moment he had spent with Kai had genuine fun.
       "Oh except for my family."
Soobin looked up.
       "Oh and not knowing beomgyu."
      "Yah!" Soobin laughed, playfully pinching Hueningkai to stop talking.
     Hueningkai giggled and tried to avoid his tickles. Mission failed when you can't get up from a tiny hospital bed.
        

      Yeonjun wasn't having as much fun as soobin. Beomgyu was asleep in front of him, but didn't laugh not talk, or move ..which let yeonjun ponder over every mistake he had in life.
         I didn't want to be a mafias son......if I had met you at school, we couldve fell in love over ice cream dates and movies, not sex trafficking and guns...
      Yeonjun put his face in his hands and sighed, running his hands through his hair.
      Yeonjun figured that just like every other time he had planned a conversation to have with beomgyu, the words would never come out.
      Yeonjun bit his lip and looked to beomgyus sleeping face. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for everything...." Yeonjun was glad he could never get the words out to beomgyu because his words right now we're faltering.
      "I'm sorry that you got taken....I'm sorry that my dad bought you.....I'm sorry everyone treats you so harsh....I'm sorry I fought with you-" yeonjun couldn't keep his voice from cracking at the end.
        Yeonjun hated that all the cute stories he had heard about Taehyun, Hueningkai, and Beomgyu were happy. When he had to think of beomgyu and his own memories as life threatening.
        "You guys can't keep blaming yourselves for every little bad thing that happens.." beomgyus soft voice flooded yeonjun's ears like a wave of embarassment. He was listening?!
     Beomgyu brought his hand to yeonjun's lowered head and lifted his face by his chin. Yeonjun was met with the gentlest look beomgyu had ever given him, probably because he was drugged with sedatives still but a gentle look nonetheless.
       Beomgyu felt sad seeing yeonjun crying again because of him. He gently wiped yeonjun's eyes with his thumb.
       "I didn't leave you, I kept my promise. I never helped in anything against your family or against Kai. I promise." Beomgyu withdrew his hand, too tired to hold it up now that yeonjun's tears were gone.
     "I believe you beomgyu, my God I shouldn't have accused you or shut you out of that door..." Yeonjun smiled seeing beomgyu talking to him as if they never fought.
     "I missed you. I had a dream that I never got kidnapped and Kai and I just went home that day." Beomgyu knew that yeonjun was blaming his life for making them meet under harsh conditions.
       "I never met you, never got hurt, never even knew of your existence." Beomgyu saw yeonjun lower his head again.
       "That's probably how it should've been. It would've been better that way..." Yeonjun couldn't imagine how he'd still feel if he never met beomgyu, he might've given up on a different life once moving away from his father's business. He lived his family, but not their line of work.
      "It wouldn't have been. I would've never met you, now that I have I couldn't look at that dream peacefully. It hurt. It hurt way more not going through any of this to meet you." Beomgyu sat up and held yeonjun's face closer to the bed.
     Yeonjun stared with surprised eyes back at him. Beomgyu was so very close.
      I would do it over in a heartbeat. Beomgyu thought, feeling his heartbeat speed up with the proximity of their lips.
     Yeonjun destroyed the space between them, connecting their lips like they hadn't seen eachother in 10 years.
       Yeonjun moved and hovered over the hospital bed so beomgyu wouldn't have to lean over it anymore.
       God this was all he wanted. Every bit of beomgyu for everybit of his life from now on. Even if they fought or hurt eachother, it would be worth it for this.
      A loud buzzing noise of the door lock went off and yeonjun quickly retreated back to his seat, fixing his messed up hair and clothes like nothing happened.
      A nurse came in to check on beomgyus state, surprised when she saw two panting boys.
      "Oh I'm sorry, would you like me to turn the AC on?" The nurse quickly set her clipboard down and turned the AC on.
       "Thank you, it was a bit hot in here." Yeonjun smiled, seeing the nurse right down a couple things and leave the room.
     Beomgyu laughed and slapped yeonjun's shoulder. "It was a bit hot in here." Beomgyu repeated with another laugh, embarrassed.
    
       "Your parents have been informed." Taehyun said, arriving in hueningkais room, seeing soobin squeezed into the bed beside him.
     Taehyun couldn't believe that they had a personal hospital, he wanted to be allowed to do that too.
       "Shhh. He's sleeping." Hueningkai waved for Taehyun to come, which he did.
       "You know your amazing bestfriend never gave up hope and compiled evidence, CCTV, tried to ungodly hours to find you, convince people to help rescue you, worried over you." Taehyun sulked and crossed his arms, thinking it was unfair that soobin and yeonjun get such special treatment because they kiss the boys.
      "Aw my poor Taehyun you suffered a lot right?" Hueningkai smiled at the jealous side of his bestfriend.
       "How are you going to tell your mom what happened?"
       

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