Cirque Du Academy

If He Was My North Star....

A/N: BOOM! 2 chapters!!!! i wanted to start some bonding between them and as i was listening tot he song above while watching Lucifer and typing before i knew it this is how the chapter turned out! hope you enjoy!

Sang's POV

''Isn't anyone tryin' to find me? Won't somebody come take me home?...''

I felt my fingers against the cold strings of my faded light brown acoustic guitar as i sat on top of my trailer watching the stars light up the usually completely dark sky.

''It's a damn cold night.....Trying to figure out this life,Won't you take me by the hand?''

I wasn't planning on making a new song especially this late at night but sadly my attempt at sleep had only left me waking up shaking, covered in sweat as nightmares took over any attempt at peaceful dreams. 

''Take me somewhere new.....I don't know who you are.....But I... I'm with you....I'm with you''

I had moved to the top of my caravan just after midnight, i don't know how long i had been up here for but it could only be a few hours since the night sky was yet to lighten.

''Any place in particular or does it not matter as long as it's new?''

I felt my heart almost jump out my chest in fright at the familiar but sudden voice as my head whipped round to see the top of North leaning against the edge of my trailer as the rest of his body no doubt continued to stay on the built on ladder, he had a frown on his lips but his eyes seemed somewhat soft.

''What do you want?''

I asked with hardly any emotion as i turned away from him, i was still angry at what happened not so long ago though i had somewhat calmed down, or at least i thought i had until i saw one of there face's again.

I heard a small grunt and slight shuffling before i felt the warm presence beside me. I glanced at his long outstretched legs that hung slightly off the edge of the caravan.

Must be nice being so tall.

''I wanted to come apologise''

I glanced from his legs to his face in shock noticing he wasn't looking at me but out at the view i had moments ago been singing too.

''You were right to be angry at Owen, we've already seen some of what you and a lot of the others here can do, it takes time and dedication....not something just anyone can learn...''

I watched him rub the back of his neck no doubt from being uncomfortable apologising and yet despite that i believed his words, i believed he really was sorry. I sighed placing my guitar beside me on my others side, bringing my knees up so i could rest my chin against them as i wrapped my arms around them like a hug.

''I forgive you...''

My voice was barely a whisper but the sound of the small release of breath i didn't realise he had been holding told me he had heard me, was he worried i wouldn't? he apologised and he meant it...why wouldn't i forgive him?

I leaned my body backwards until i was laying on my back and eye eyes could stare at the million of stars above me, stars have always interested me but i was unable to find anyone around who knew enough to teach me, which is a shame as im sure the stars have their own stories to tell.

''You know...um...they used to use stars as navigation when at sea''

I glanced towards North who i hadn't realised was no almost laying down next to me his head leaning backwards as his eyes moved from the stars to me.