Chapter 10 - 'Eyes'
KWYNN'S POV
Bago pa man ako malasing sa kanyang halik ay bumitaw na ako.
"I just tested you. Wag mong bigyang halaga ang halik na 'yun."
Yan ang nahanap kong palusot sa ginawa ko. I kissed him but that doesn't mean we have some kind of special relationship.
I am used with any set-ups with men. Tinatakas ako ni Vin sa mansion para isama sa mga nightclub kung saan marami rin akong nakakasalamuhang mga lalaki. I kissed a guy whenever we exchange names but only a smack. Hindi na dapat ako naninibago sa halik na pinagsaluhan namin ni Zsasz.
Pero hindi ko mapigilang manibago.
"What do you mean you just tested me?" Inalis niya ang mga kamay niya sa railings at inihilamos sa kanyang mukha. He sound frustrated.
"I just tested you if you will take advantage of me."
White lies.
It's true that it was a test but a big part of it, is because of my feeling's possession. It's kinda strange kasi maliban sa nagustuhan ko ang pinagsaluhang halik namin ay may iba pa akong naramdaman. Something's wrong and missing from that kiss. Something I don't know, it's quite not enough? Not suitable for me?
"What the fuck?!"
Napaigtad ako dahil sa sigaw niya. His breathing went heavy, his chest moving harshly up and down. Hindi siya nakatingin sa akin kaya may lakas nang loob akong magsalita.
"Wait a minute. Did you just expect that there's something special with the kiss?" I sarcastically said.
Hindi siya nakasagot, and I'll take that as a yes. Nakayuko ito at nasa bewang ang dalawang kamay. I thinks he's calming himself. What's the point of being angry, btw? He's unpredictable!
"Walang mahalaga sa mga halik ko, Zsasz. I can kiss every man without special feelings, and that includes the kiss that we shared earlier. Don't take it seriously." My voice is serious yet my heart is hurting.
I think I like him! And I think he has the same feeling too. Parang tinutusok ang puso ko makita ko lang siyang nahihirapan, but I know what's better for me. For us. And this is way better than having a relationship with him.
If hurting him this way means leaving me, I would gladly do it. I have too many plans right now, at hindi ko pa kayang idagdag siya sa lahat ng iyon. I have to choose my first plan before him. I have to find the justice my family deserve, and I consider him as an hindrance.
Yes. He is a hindrance.
I'm sorry Zsasz. But liking you is not an enough reason to stop me from my plans. I'll always choose my family over anything. I guess you just weren't enough.
"And I don't want to be a rebound."
Matigas ang mga huling salitang binitawan ko bago ko siya iwan sa rooftop. My heart wants to cry but my mind is stopping me. This is not the right situation to cry, I still have too many things to do.
He just currently broke up with Breanna and now he's into me. That's a big no, no. Imposible ang mga ganyang bagay, kadalasan o di kaya'y palaging nauuwi sa rebound.
Hindi na ako bumalik sa hall, umalis ako sa building papunta sa nakaparadang itim na race care. My favorite car.
Nang makapasok ay nagbihis agad ako nang leather pants at nagsout ng leather jacket and black mask. I also tied my hair.
Wait for your justice Mom, Dad and Kuya. It's coming!
Minaneho ko ito nang mabilis palabas ng academia at tinahak ang daan papunta sa location na galing sa mensahe ni Daddy.
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