Blue Eyed Boyfriend (Sequel To Blue Eyed Bully)

Chapter 29

*Hannas P.O.V*

"yes?" I turned around quietly.

There upon me, was Nash with tears filled in his eyes

"I'm so sorry baby girl. I don't know what I have done with myself, I love you so much. Please stay. I need you." He cried into my arms

"Nash, I want to be with you too. But, why me? If you loved me you would have stayed. You wouldn't have left me, all by myself, after we fought. And I'm not mad at you for drinking, I'm mad at you for being so drunk that you couldn't even remember where you were yesterday. And like I said, it hurt me more, since I had to grow up with it. I think we should stay friends for a little bit." I whispered the last part

"Please. Don't do this. We broke up for a week one time before. And I didn't eat, I didn't sleep, I didn't talk, and to be honest, I didn't even want to breathe. You're all that I have. And you're all that I need." He was full on crying at this point.

I was also crying.

"If you love me." I took a deep breathe "let me go."

He looked at me, with red eyes. Tears streaming down his face.

He shook his head.

He walked over to one of my walls and punched it

"Why!" he yelled

Tears were streaming down my face.

I love this guy so much.

We just need to wait.

He then turned to me.

"Kiss me." He said

"Nash.." I said

"We need to, one last time. and if you don't like it.. I will leave." He said and I nodded

He walked over to me and pressed me up against a near by wall.

He pressed me on it gently so he wouldn't hurt my head.

He pressed his lips to mine, gently. But the feeling between it, was stronger then anything I have ever felt before. 

It then slipped into a makeoit session until Nash pulled away, our foreheads still touching.

I was speechless.

He looked at me, one last time.

And left.

Without me telling him how I felt.

Maybe he wanted a break, more then I did.

Because to be honest.

I have no fucking clue where my head was when I told him, we should stay friends.

I want Nash.

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