The Lost Girl

Chapter Eleven The Nightmare

*Regina's POV*
"We need to talk." Emma said and looked at me. "Okay. Is everything alright?" I asked and looked at my wife. "You're going to hate me." She said and looked at the ground. "Tell me. I won't hate you. I don't think I ever could hate you." I said and smiled. "I don't love you..." She said. My heart shattered. "I'm sorry. What?" I asked quietly. "I'm sorry Regina. Maybe it'd just be easier if I left." She said and turned. "Don't you dare tell me it'd be easier if you just left! I made you a promise that I would never let you leave me again! Why Emma?!" I screamed, tears pouring down my cheeks. "I don't know! I just don't. I fucking hate myself for it!" She said. "Emma please." I said, crying. "Regina. I just don't love you anymore. I'm sorry." She said and cried. The kids came downstairs. "If Emma's leaving, we're going with her." Henry said. "Yeah. Sorry Regina." Taylor said. I was now sobbing. "Please." I said. Barely a whisper. I was crying so much. They walked toward the door. "Please! Please come back! Please. Emma! Please don't leave me! Please!" I screamed as the door shut. I walked to the window and watch them get into Emma's car and drive away. "Please." I said to no one but myself. My heart had just been ripped out of my chest. Literally. I turned around to see Snow White holding my heart in her hand. "This is payback." She said and looked at my heart. "Just do it." I said and sank to the floor. She began crushing my heart and then everything went dark. *Regina wakes up*"Regina! Gina! Wake up!!" I heard Emma scream. I woke up. It was just a bad dream. I held onto Emma. "Emma please don't leave. Please!" I said into her chest. "Honey it was just a nightmare. I'm not going anywhere." She said. I was shaking. I was sobbing. It was so realistic. I could feel the pain. "Are you okay babe?" Emma asked and rubbed my back. I looked at her and saw the concern on her face. "I am. As long as I have you." I said and smiled weakly. "I love you." She said and kissed my forehead. "I love you too baby." I said and kissed her cheek. She looked at my lips and then back to my eyes. I looked at hers. Then, she moved in slowly and I closed the gap. She put her hand on my cheek and began to intensify the kiss. It was very passionate. "you are my world." I said as we pulled apart. "And don't you forget it." She said and smiled. "Can we talk about it?" I asked quietly. "Of course babe." she said and wrapped her arm around me as we sat up and leaned against the headboard. "Are you sure? It's like 3 in the morning. It can wait if you want..." I said and looked at her. "Go for it babe." She said and kissed me lightly. I began telling her the dream and by the time it was the end I was crying. A lot. "Then Snow appeared as you and the kids drove off and I felt my heart being ripped from my chest. I sunk to the ground and she said 'this is payback.' and I told her to crush it and get it over with. And she did. And then I woke up." I said crying into her chest. She held me tightly. "That will NEVER happen. I promise." She said and kissed my temple. I nodded and looked up at her. "You are amazing love." I said and smiled at her. "You are too. Now let's get some sleep." She said and we laid back down, still holding each other. "Don't let go. Please." I said as Emma started pulling away. "I won't baby." She said and tightened her embrace around me. "I love you." I said and wrapped my arms around her as well. "I love you too baby." And we fell asleep.