It's getting
Harder and harder
To focus
I literally
CANNOT
Sit through
An entire movie
I've tried to
But I lose interest
So fast
I feel lost
I feel scared
And I'm afraid
I won't come
Back to reality
Next time.
I like to drift away
Lost in thought
Talking to my "friends"
Imagining what mental hospital are like
Obsessing over things I really want to do
I can never
Ever stay alert
I try
To focus
To be successful
I try so hard
To do good in school
But I never can.
I'm so tired
So sleepy
So distracted
So willing to die
It hurts to
Participate
It hurts
So bad
I know
My table group
Hates me
Some girls I sit
Next to, they
Believe the rumours
About me
I feel so alone
So desperate
For comfort
I need help
I need someone
Who will listen
And care
And hug me
And kiss my forehead
Somebody to
Listen
And finally
At least try
To understand.
