I'm not allowed to speak to you
My family has found out about
Your diseases
Your "insanity"
But now that you're gone,
You are slipping away...
I don't want to admit it
But you are slipping out of my finger tips
Away from my heart
Out of my life
And...
I just...
Can't.
Everyone says you influenced me
You made me sad
You were torturing me,
And neither of us knew it.
I'm so confused
Who should I believe?
Who is really there for me?
Who do I trust?
Who do I love?
Did Jessica hurt me without even knowing it?
I feel lost
I search my mind for an answer
I try so hard
To find a light in this darkness
A place to go
And find out the truth.
