Its 12:24 noon
I haven't eaten all day
I'm starting to get those
Hunger pains
But its ok
I'm fat anyways
Where's the blood
The pain
And everything I deserve?
I deserve it
Right?
So where is it.
Where's all the blood that's supposed to spill?
I guess... I could give myself the pain?
But what good would that do?
I want someone else to do it
I mean, dad could
He even said it
"I don't get the whole
Hurting yourself thing...
...I mean, do you want me to hurt you?
I could. I'd totally do it for you!"
Then he laughed
I think he was drunk when he said that too...
Ugh. That day really stung.
But no matter
Its in the past
But it really is a good plan...
Pushing my dad to the edge...
...and getting the pain I deserve!
yeah...
