I scream it inside
Please, stop
Stop the madness
Stop toying with me
There's no one left
No one left to talk to
Mother is afraid
Brother is mental
Father is drunk
Friends don't care
Strangers are bullies
BFFs are gone
Where do I go?
Just last night,
Dad stumbled into my room
Drunk.
Again.
He said to me,
"What would happen if I stopped feeding you?"
I answered,
"I'd die"
"What if you had no water?"
"I'd die"
Then he let out a drunk laugh
Hiccupped,
Then stared at me with his red drunk eyes.
"Then how do you think the fish feel?!"
I saw mom
Watching from the hall
"Help Me" I mouthed to her
She came over and got dad out of my room
...Me?
Well,
I f*cking fed those fish.
Ever since then
I've been putting myself in
Solitary Confinement
I'm scared
someone help me
...this isn't fake
...this isn't just some Wattpad story...
...I need someone.
