Kharinas P.O.V.
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I did what he said and I looked for the dressing room. I stood in front of the door and tried getting in but the door was locked.
"Damn it", I whispered.
"Can I help you with something love?"
I turned around and saw Liam standing behind me.
"I uh.. I... I was looking for the bathroom.. This isn't it?" I asked.
"No love. Take a turn on the right and it's the fourth or fifth door", he said.
"Thanks Liam!!!", I smiled and quickly headed towards the bathroom.
As I was walking to the bathroom I turned around and I accidentally bumped into Niall.
He looked at me and I knew he was upset.
"Sorry, I wasn't watching where I was going", I said.
I couldn't look him in the eyes. I know I hurt him.
"Uh that's no problem", he said.
He started to walk away but I quickly walked towards him and grabbed his arm.
"Niall......", I said with a pause.
He looked at me, like he felt like he scared for my next few words.
"Niall I'm sorry. About everything, I really am. Truth is.... I kind of still do love you... It's just... Like Niall you don't get it. It's hard. I did, like when I got here I was hoping you still liked me.... Then I saw you with that girl... Then I met Harry... And.. Niall I don't know". I didn't know how to explain any of it.
A little smile spread across his face.
"So.. You don't hate me?" he asked.
"Niall I never hated you! I hate myself really.. But never you".
"Don't hate yourself, you're the best girl out there Kharina. I love you", he leaned in and gave me a kiss.
Problem is.... I didn't stop him. I looked behind me and I saw Liam, Louis, Zayn, AND Harry standing there.
"Woah", Louis said as he winked.
Harry gave him a dirty look.
"What the hell?!" Harry said.
I stayed quiet. I am such a whore.
"Harry why are you mad?! See Kharina isn't mad! It's all good now!" he was smiling so much... This was the OLD him.
Harry's face turned.
"Yea... It's.. Its uh its great. You two are adorable. I uh I'll be back later I guess", Harry said. He had on an extremely fake smile. He walked out the back door and Liam stared at me.
"Bathroom, huh?" He looked angry.
"Liam I can explain. It's-"
"No love it's okay. If you'll excuse me I'll be by Harry", and with that he shoved past us and headed out the door.
"Sorry about that Love, I'm a bit confused but it was nice meeting you!" Louis whispered to me as he followed Liam out the door.
Zayn was left standing there.
"Kharina is it?" Zayn said.
I nodded slowly.
"Can I get a moment?" He asked.
Niall looked at me confused.
"Sure", I said as I walked towards him.
He pulled me into another room and shut the door.
"Love you can't do this", he said.
"I know... I didn't mean to I swear. I didn't know he'd kiss me.. I don't know why I didn't stop him. Yea I see I'm being a whore I don't know what to do though", I said.
He looked a bit upset.
"Zayn I didn't mean to hurt either of them. But don't worry, after tonight I'm gone", I said as I looked at him in the eyes.
"What do you mean?" he asked.
"I'm leaving. I won't bother any of you ever again. I ruin too many things and they'll find much better girls than me. I think I can promise that", I said.
He gave me a long stare.
"You can't just go".
"Zayn. I don't know who to pick, what to do, and I didn't even stop that kiss. I hurt Harry this time. And when Harry and I make up Niall will be upset? I can't do this".
"All I can really say is to follow your heart. Do what it tells you. Think about the outcomes of being with Harry, the outcomes of being with Niall". He said.
"But Zayn; if I pick one the other will be upset. What if I ruined the band. Their friendship. There are so many bad outcomes of it all I just want to disappear so nothing gets worse".
"You can't just run away from it all though. If you broke something, you have to fix it. And in this case, you broke 2 boys' hearts. You need to figure out a way to fix them", He said.
"Okay... Thank you", I said.
"Your welcome", He said.
"So I'm guessing the boys hate me?" I asked.
"No love they're just looking out for each other", He said. "I'm going to go check up on them, think about what you're going to do. Was nice meeting you, Kharina", he said with a smile.
"Bye", I said as he walked away.
