First Love, Last [Slow Update]

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Warning: [Medyo magulo but don't worry I'll fix it asap.]

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"Xav?" Even with my drunk ass I know I'm not mistaken, this is damn Xavion Wang! "Oh my god?! Ano na naman ba?! Xav! I was having fun!"

"Fun my ass." He hissed.

"Xav! Ibalik mo ko do'n!"

"No Descey I'm bringing you home--"

"No!"

"Des--"

"I am not going home like this! Gusto mo ba talaga ako'ng mapahamak huh?!" Natahimik siya doon. I can only imagine papa's fuming face. "I have checked in, in your hotel Xav do'n mo na ako idiretso."

This is the second drive in an awkward silence, and I don't even give a damn about it! Maybe its because I'm drunk or maybe because I don't really care.

Ipinatong ko ang aking siko sa bintana ng sasakyan at ipinatong ang aking nuo sa aking palad at pumikit. I want to throw up so bad, and I also want to dance!

How about that guy earlier? He seems so hot! Damn alcohol.

I opened my eyes when I felt the car pulling up. I unbuckled my seatbelt and opened the doors. Hindi ko na hinintay si Xavion, I am still so damn mad at him. How dare he pull me like that! Wala nga kami'ng label, tapos ganito siya makapagbawal?! Duh! Label muna!

"Descey!" I heard him calling me, pero dire-diretso lang ako papasok. "Shit!" He cursed when I stumbled from the plant boxes. Hindi ko na napansin iyon kahit na may napakalaking puno pa iyon sa gitna. My sight is still dancing, and it makes me want to dance too!

"Descey be careful!" Pangaral niya, napahiga na sana ako sa mga tanim dito kung hindi niya nahablot ang siko ko.

I kept on blacking out, the first time I did when I opened my eyes we were at the elevator then the next time we're infront of the hotel room, I'm guessing this is mine. Then I felt soft mattress.

"Descey don't do that again." Babala ni Xavion.

"Do what have fun?" I mocked and forced myself to lift my head and looked at him, he was looking at me intently. I laughed. "I like it! Parteeeeh!"

"Descey listen okay?! You don't know men!" Lumapit siya sa'kin. I just shook my head and chuckled. "Look at what you're wearing!" He eyed my torso then licked his lips before looking away. I laid back again.

"What? I like there okay?!"

"Descey! Paano kung..." Humina ang boses niya I really can't see him clear, but he sound so upset.

"What?!" Inip ko'ng tanong.

"Descey! What if you find someone better than me?!" Now his voice is mixed emotions. Mad, sad, scared...? "Descey! Paano kung maagaw ka nila sa'kin?!" Nabasag ang boses niya. "Descey I can't let that happen! Descey you're mine!"

Natahimik ako, siya rin. I tried looking at him, he was wiping something on his face.

"Descey, dating me means also dealing with shits in my fucked up life! Descey, alam ko'ng mahihirapan ka 'pag dumating ang panahon. Paano 'pag iwan mo ko? Descey 'di ko kakayanin." He's almost whispering.

I don't know what to feel right now! Kung nasa matinong pag-iisip pa ako baka niyakap ko na siya at pinatahan, but... shit! I'm drunk!

"Binabakuran mo na 'ko hindi pa nga tayo!" I laughed when I know I shouldn't be shit! "Hindi mo nga ako niligawan." 

He looked at me with wide eyes, he looks surprised then he turned his whole body to me.

"Pota?" He stopped for seconds-- maybe minutes. "Hindi ba halata?"