Back 2 U (Jaeyong)

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"Taeyong? Oh my god." Taeyong finally lifts his head and they can see some of the damage caused. His slightly baggy track pants were not even pulled up all the way but luckily his sweater was long enough to mostly cover him. His hair was a mess and there was blood dried onto his mouth and nose.
His throat had purple hand prints and he had bruises littering his face. When they all wince he puts his head down again.
"I'm s s sorry." He stutters out in a whisper.
Jaehyun holds him in his arms and lets him cry it out on his shoulder while he instructs Yuta to call an ambulance. Taeyong wanted to object but he didn't have the strength.
"It's ok, I'm here. You have nothing to be sorry about. We love you, we want to help you."
The ambulance came rather quickly so Yuta and Sicheng helped Jaehyun get Taeyong to his feet, it didn't last long before he collapsed with a scream.
They waited for the gurney to get closer and let the professionals handle it. Jaehyun rode with in the ambulance holding Taeyong's hand the whole way.
When they got there he had to wait in the waiting room which was killing him. The smell of hospital and the four white walls were beginning to close in on him as he cried in fear and anger. He knew who did this but it's not his story to tell. He really hopes Taeyong presses charges.
Finally after almost an hour the nurse tells him he can go in.
Taeyong is silently staring at the window, he can't bring himself to look at Jaehyun.
"Thank you for coming." He whispers.
"Yongi, look at me, I'm not going to make you tell me what happened but you need to know what ever it is you don't need to be ashamed." Taeyong quietly scoffs but doesn't say anything. Jaehyun sits holding his hand, he'll stay as a silent supporter if that's what Taeyong wants.
After another 30 minutes Tae finally speaks up.
"They did a rape kit, because of my boyfriend and you don't think I have to be ashamed? I've known for quite some time that he was violent and not healthy for me or anyone for that matter but I didn't care. When he was good to me he was really good but today. Today was the first time he's ever forced himself on me. I was a virgin. Then after taking aw." He stops to collect himself.
"After taking away the most precious thing I had, he threw me away like trash." He grabs a pillow from behind him and sobs into it but Jaehyun pulls it away and embraces him fully and lets him cry his heart out while clutching his shirt and eventually hitting him in the chest. Jaehyun sits and takes it all, he knows Taeyong has been through a lot. He can't hold back his own tears as he sits proudly being Taeyong's punching bag.
"I'm scared, what if he tries to kill me again?"
Taeyong whispers while starting to fist the front of Jaehyun's shirt again.
"I'll do everything I can to protect you. Did you file a report with the police?" Taeyong wraps his arms back around Jaehyun and nods his head.
"I've been getting texts from Sicheng and Yuta. They both would like to see you so if and when you feel up to it I'll let them know. Also the doctor wants you to stay the night here so maybe we should call your mother." Taeyong starts sobbing again, words coming out barely audible but Jaehyun listened closely to understand him.
"NonoimtooembarrassedtotellmymomandiwassoawfultosichengandYutawhywouldtheywanttoseemeandwhyareyoustillhere?"
Jaehyun rubs his thumbs across Taeyong's cheeks to absorb some of the endless tears coming down his face.
"One thing at a time ok? Sicheng and Yuta both forgive you and love you and even some of their other crew wants you back in their lives. You are so loved and everyone seems to understand to an extent what you were going through. Now as far as your mother it's up to you what you tell her really but I think she deserves the truth, I think she loves you so much and would want to help you through this."
He takes Taeyong's chin into his hand and looks into his eyes.
"I'm here because I love you. I did when we were kids and I never stopped and how many times do I have to tell you that I left you once and I won't ever do it again. I'm going to stay by your side until you push me away."
Taeyong buries his face in Jaehyun's neck, breathing in his warmth and comforting scent.
"Thank you." He whispers. After one more hug Jaehyun lays him back and insist for him to sleep, and after a mini panic attack and Jaehyun reassuring him that he will stay and keep watch he went to sleep.
Jaehyun wants to scream and punch and kick and throw a big fit. He loves his Taeyong so
Much and the fact that someone did this to him and is still breathing means they are lucky to not come across him.
He knows he needs to be strong for Taeyong, this is his battle. He knows he has to be the rock for him to lean on when he can't stand by himself anymore.