Am I right to hear from Zhan Ge? Or did I just dream ??
But that's pretty clear when I hear it ..
Zhan Ge loves me ... He loves me ...
I want to eggroll on the bed and not be in a lot of coolness and fun but I am with Zhan and he knows I am asleep ..
I smiled like a fool as I took a blanket and hugged Zhan.
"My God Thank you so much for the good blessings ... I promise I will do better to be a good boy .."
I closed my eyes and forced myself to sleep. But damn I can't sleep because I know ..
"Oh my God ,,, How to sleep peacefully ???"
I forced myself to sleep in Zhan's arms but I could not sleep at all .. I was in a bad mood because I didn't sleep at all ..
I looked at the Clock at 12 o'clock just at night. It was still a long time before I went to bed.
I slowly got up and got out of bed. I tried stretching, but still nothing. I came out of the room and saw Grandma and Grandpa talk so I hid that I might not return to our room when they saw me.
Grandma just came in so I was ready to go out. But I heard their couple's voice in the room. So I listen to their couple talk.
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"Hon, why did you make Zhan Jealous ? Haikuan and Yibo almost fought because you ordered Zanilla to hug Yibo ????"- Grandma shout to him.
"I just want to know if Zhan really loves Yibo .."
"Zhan is a good boy, respect your grandson."
"I'm just going to make a way for the two to be better. I don't want to hurt Yibo. I love that little boy even a stubborn child ...."
"I thought you were new .. why are you like this .. You know you should be happy because Yibo chose the guy Handsome, polite, kind ..."- Grandma explain.
"I know he's handsome but I don't know if he really loves Yibo, you know Yibo only loves them both."
"You can't play honey Yibo is great. He looks so good to Zhan .. so you can be happier for him .. I know he gives us grandson's wishes so let's make each other happy ... "
It made me feel so sad. We didn't even go to Grandpa's house immediately as Zhan and I fell in love with each other, although they were right but I wish Zhan and I had this happen even before our relationship was labeled.
When can they accept that I'm not into girl? I remember that they were forcing Jazz to be us but didn't really like the fixes.
I even came close to picking one because I wanted to be a son in law. I really don't like the tradition of adults like hello its 2020.
I went into Zhan Ge's room and watched as he slept.
"If you only know what Grandpa did what can you say and do ??? Will you fight me or not? Zhan Ge I have no choice but to love me even more than I know I have room in your heart I want a label.
I felt tears streaming down my face. I could only bring pain to my chest but it wouldn't hurt.
"Yibo are you ok ???" - I was almost shocked when I heard Zhan Ge's voice.
I wiped the tears from my eyes right away so he could see me still.
"Zhan Ge, sorry for disturbing you.."
"Nope .. I noticed as if I wasn't next to me. I just caught you so I was surprised ... Are you crying babe ????"
He got up and sat down on the floor and stood beside me. He opened the lampshade and saw the redness on my nose.
"Tell me why ???"
"Nothing Zhan Ge, I'm just sorry because we pretend as bf .. I don't know if you'll be Ok in front of my family"
"Is it just Yibo ????" He smiled at me and laugh while he saw me pouting.
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I nodded .. I couldn't think of anything else to say because I was obviously hurting.
"Shht Dont cry, ..., If that's your problem ok lets make it real .. Wang Yibo. We have so many memories created and I have proven to myself that everything I feel is right. i'm still denial but every time i deny it i feel more and more proof i really love you .. i'm just ashamed to admit it because i was not good at first .. i am judging you. love .. I Love You so much .. I have proven to myself that I am not numb .. Sorry for everything My Yibo ... "
"Zhan Ge, . What if they don't like us ???"
"They don't care about our life .. I love you .. but I'm 100% sure they'll accept us .. They don't have to hate you because I like you ... So please don't think about that"
"Yes Zhan Ge ..."
"Yibo I just have something to ask you .. I hope you answer it ..."
"What is Zhan Ge ????"
"Do you love me Yibo ????"
"Yes .. i love you ..."
He hugged me and stood up. I could feel him doing this to me.
