Lovers: mairi

Emotional roller coaster

Mattia's POV
-kai was asleep and I was horny as fuck I decided to just jerk off so I pulled out my dick and grabbed lube from the nightstand we had it there for our quickies I started to lube my dick and I was jerking off I was thinking of the last time me and kai had sex and it turned me on and I started moaning and I tried to be quiet but it failed when I was cumming and he woke up I pulled my pants up and pulled the cover over me-
K: hey tia
M: hey
K: you horny
M: uh no
K: yea well that boner you got says otherwise
M: what- oh shit
K: hah can I help
M: uhhh I mean I could use a blowjob any day
K: yea well how about today
-he crawled on top of me and I pulled down my pants and his then he was lining my dick with his asshole and lowering and he moaned but I saw the door open he didn't and kept ridding me and I moaned but then I saw Luca walk in and drop whatever he had in his hand-
M: fuck kai stop
K: what
M: Kai stopppp
L: omg
K: who the
M: Luca!!!
K: fuck me
M: I already did
-at this point I honestly was scarred at the fact that my little brother just saw me and my boyfriend having sex kai was getting off me and I was letting him and I slipped my pants on and ran downstairs I saw Luca so I grabbed him and pulled him in the bathroom I noticed my parents came over but I needed to focus-
M: Luca I'm sorry I didn't mean for you to see that but you can't say anything to dad please he doesn't want me doing that until collage please
L: was he fucking you
M:why
L: because
M: ok he was
L: oh well what if I'm bi like you
M: Luca your probably not bu ok you like girls right
L: yea
M: only girls?
L: I don't know
M: oh well you'll figure out later i life ok bud but you can't tell dad me and kairi were fucking pleaseee
L: fine but give me fifty dollars
M: ok I give you it tomorrow when I come home
L: ok and we are staying for dinner and where is Maiya
M: you like Maiya
L: maybe
M: awww Luca has a crush
L: shut up I'm gonna see if she is in her room
M: ok and don't tell dad
L: ok
-he walked out and I went back upstairs and kai looked uncomfortable-
M: what's wrong babe
K: I needa cum but I'm scared we're gonna get caught
M: fuck it I wanna please you
-I crawled on top of him and started kissing him and he was feeling my dick-
M/d: boys dinner is ready
M: ok pa
K: ugh we always get interrupted
M: yea just come on
-we walked downstairs and sat next to each other and our moms came in for dinner and we all ate it was nice-
M: the food was great mrs.Consentino
K/m: aww thanks mattia
M: your welcome
-I walked upstairs and Kai was crying I walked over to him and he wiped his eyes-
K: sorry
M: what's wrong
K: It's just that-
-he just ran downstairs and out the door I put my shoes on and followed him-
Kairi's POV
-I walked back upstairs from dinner and I went on my phone and remembered that it was almost Dante's death day and I started crying Mattia came up but I didn't wanna y'all to him so I just ran downstairs and slipped my slides one and ran to the cliff me and him used to always hang out at and I just looked at the stars and I started crying again I missed him so much and he shouldn't of died it should of been me my date hated me more he was just protecting me, but what no one knew was that that wasn't the first time my dad killed someone close to me I used to have this cousin josh and we were really close but my father thought I was gay for him and killed him when I was 11 this time he stabbed him and I was scared I stoped talking and socializing as much but I had every right to I just watched my cousin who was like a brother to me get killed and no one ever found out it was my dad everyone though it was josh's dad because my dad framed him but I barely recovered from that and then 3 years later my brother gets killed by my dad I didn't understand what he hated me I knew he wanted my mom to get an abortion but I didn't know why I heard footsteps and I looked up but no one was there I heard more and I saw Mattia walking over to me I just sighed and looked back up at the stars he laid down next to me-
M: I know why your dad and I'm sorry you don't deserve to go through this your to pure for this world and I'm sorry that this is happening
-I started crying more-
K: why Mattia why Dante why he didn't deserve it and josh they were too young
M: yea kai I know- wait josh who's josh
K: my cousin
M: oh what happened
K: my dad
M: oh sorry for asking
K: he was 11 tia I was nine and right infront of me why
-I cuddled into him and he wrapped his arms around me I didn't know how he found me cause I didn't tell anyone about this spot not even Maiya knew-
K: Mattia my dad killed josh infront of me and framed  my uncle all cause he though josh was making me too gay
M: Kai I'm so sorry but let's get home it's getting late and you need sleep but we can skip school tomorrow ok
K: ok
-we got home and I talked to my mom and then Mattia held me as I cried and stayed up with me until four when I fell asleep-

A/ n I'll edit later