Lovers: mairi

House party

     Kairi's POV
-I woke up to the sound of blasting music I sat up and stretched I got up and used the bathroom then went downstairs and see hector, Zach, and Roshaun making breakfast I rubbed my eyes and just sat on the couch next to Robby I laid my head in his lap and he started playing with my hair-
R: good morning bud
K: good morning
R: how'd you sleep
K: good, where is Mattia
R: not sure I thought you two are sharing a room
K: we are but he's not in there
R: oh then I don't know
Ro: I think I saw him go in the guest room last night
K: ok
-I got up and ran to the guest room it was the furthest away from the steps once I got there I slowly and quietly opened the door and I saw him and mar laying in the bed together I knew I shouldn't jump to conclusions but could they have sleep together I mean mar was laying on top of Mattia I just backed out of the room and closed the door I walked back to my room and I stared lightly crying I was just doubting my self I knew I shouldn't but I had to I grabbed my razor and took a blade off and just cut one cut on my left wrist the I just put the blade back in the bag I had it in since I haven't unpacked it yet then I sat back on the bed with my head in my hands and I was crying softly when I heard the door open I looked up and saw Alejandro close my door and walk near me he sat next to me and he pulled me into a hug I didn't hug back but I let him hug me then he pulled back and just looked at me but I kept crying-
A: Kai do you really feel that way
K: huh
A: yesterday in the bathroom with Alvaro you said you thought you were gods mistake, that you were fat and short, and that you only live for Mattia
K: uhhhh no
A: really then what's this
-he picked up my left arm and pointed to the cut-
K: nothing
A: come on kai I'm trying to help do you really feel like your the cause of Dante dying and that you should be dead
K: no
A: this is my last time asking so tell the truth do you feel like that
K:....... yes ok I do my dad hated me not him I should be the one dead he didn't deserve to die I did I do I just want to be dead and not him he didn't do anything wrong my dad did it to make me feel bad and I do I miss him he was my best friend and god hates me he does want me like look at me I'm disgusting I'm horrible and ugly I wanna die I just wanna die I don't like how I look and I can't compare to any of my friends like look at all of you and if I lose Mattia to some girl or guy then my life isn't needed anymore so seeing him in there with mar hurts ok it hurts like hell but don't say anything
A: Kai please don't say that you don't wanna die and you have so much to live for you have all of your friends your sister your mom and you should live for Dante live your life for him I'm sure he wants you to be happy ok and what the hell are you talking about him and mar??
K: he's in the guest room sleeping with mar and they probably didn't sleep together but they might have
-I saw Alejandro get up and I chased after him trying to pull him back-
K: ale stop
A: no
K: come on he didn't cheat stop
-he finally got the the guest room and he swung open the door to reveal mar on top of Mattia still Alejandro grabbed Mattia's arm pulling him off the bed causing him to wake up and mar to as well because he fell off of Mattia Alejandro grabbed Mattia's shirt collar and pinned him on the wall and was gonna punch him-
K: Alejandro stop!
A: not he's a bitch and deserves this for everything he put you through
K: Alejandro please remember what I told you this won't help me
A: yea but it will help me
K: please I'm begging you stop
-I started tearing up again and I guess Alejandro noticed cause he let go of Mattia and walked over to me-
M: what the hell is going on!
A: Kai I'm so sorry I didn't mean to scare you I just didn't want you to get hurt again
M: so no one is gonna answer me!
Mar: um imma just go
-mar walked out and closed the door behind him-
M: hellooooo
A: ok you need to shut the fuck up cause your inconsiderate self doesn't know your boyfriend wants to kill him self did you know that and he said he only lives for your bitchass he also for some reason thinks he is ugly and fat and shit and that he's gods mistake but you wouldn't know cause your just sleep with someone you dont give a fuck about him do you
K: Alejandro! I told you not to say anything
M: Kai do you really feel like that
K: no
A: Kai don't do that shit again tell him the truth
K: maybe
M: Kai?
K: yea I do
M: you still do kai I told you your perfect and you have so much I live for Maiya, the boys, your mom, Dante, josh, and so much more ok and I didn't sleep with mar we went on a walk and we were hanging at the park then we came back at like 3 and didn't want to wake you or Samy up so we just slept here ok come here I didn't mean to make you sad or anything I sorry
-I walk over to him and he grabbed my hands and was pulling me to him but when he pulled my left hand it hurt cause I cut my wrist so I pulled it back and he grabbed it again and noticed the cut and looked at me with the softest eyes-
M: baby I need you to stop cutting you were doing so good by not  cutting and now you did it again and it's my fault I'm sorry I hope you can forgive me
-he gently pulled me in for a hug and I hugged back-
K: I forgive you I love you
M: I love you to kai
K: uh can we go eat now
M: there's he is and yea let's go
-we got up and went to the bathroom and I cleaned my cut and bandaged it up then we walked downstairs and started eating the food Zach, hector, and Roshaun made it was really good after we finished we cleaned up and I got dressed and went to the living room waiting for mar and Mattia to finish getting ready so we could all go to get supplies Samy was sitting next to me and we were talking about what we should do this summer, finally Mattia and mar came downstairs and we all got into Mattia's car and drove to the grocery store to get chips and cups and everything else we were getting drinks when fans came up to us and we took some pictures then they left and we finished shopping we paid and put all the stuff in the car on the way home we were listening to Tyler the Creator and screaming the lyrics and it was so fun we finally pulled in the garage and we unloaded the car and set up cups and stuff like that i sat down to check my phone and it 4:30 I just got on tik tok and was scrolling through it for a while until I was rudely interrupted-
Z: kairi it's 6:00 the party starts at 7:00 go get ready
K: it's six already
Z: yea now go
-I quickly got up and ran to my room and looked through all my clothes I ended up just wearing loose jeans and this pastel stripe shirt I had and my high top converse then I brushed my teeth and my hair and then I went downstairs to see all boys and some other people I went to the kitchen to grab a drink I felt a presence behind me as I was pouring it I turned to see Mattia hovering over me just watching me I grabbed my drink walked to the door I got room Mattia followed me-
K: yea
M: nothing you look cute
K: ikr I love this outfit
M: yea can you come here really quick
K: sure
-I followed him to the bathroom once we got there he looked me up and down I started blushing a little so I covered my face but he moved my hands lifted my chin-
M: you look so beautiful tonight
K: thanks and you look handsome
-he looked down at me and wrapped his hands around my waist and then I jumped and wrapped my legs around his waist and I kissed him and he licked my lip asking for entrance into my mouth and I opened it letting him know I accept it and our tongues started fight for dominance then he pushed me against the wall and put me down not breaking the kiss the I felt his hand drag up my torso and he wrapped his hand around my neck and was slightly chocking me and I moaned into the kiss and he tightened his grip and moaned again even louder then he loosened his grip and pulled away from the kiss and he just looked at me and walked out of the bathroom I just stood there flustered at what happened-
       Mattia's POV
-I walked out of the bathroom and I felt someone tap me I turned around and saw Jenna behind me I rolled my eyes and started asked to get a water I got it and I was drinking it then I jogged upstairs and slipped my bathing suit on and went to the pool I was swimming when Jenna came up to me she was talking to me but I wasn't really listening then I saw kai get in the pool with the purple bathing from his birthday and he went under water and came back up looking like an angel I needed him he looked right at me and looked away I knew he was teasing me-
Jenna: so that's why I-
M: yea mhm ok
-she was standing infront of me so I pushed her head out of the way and started walking over to kai he noticed and started climbing up the ladder to get out of the pool I got over there as he was almost out of the pool and I grabbed him by the waist and pulled him back in the pool and carried him to the middle of it and dropped him he came back up and him my chest-
K: Mattia you bitch
M: I'm your bitch
K: yea you do everything I make you
RP: awwww you guys are so cute
M: thanks
-I kissed kai and then squished his face and he blushed-
Jenna: ewwww you gay bitch you like him
K: hoe move
-kai splashed water in her face and jumped in my arms-
Ro: what he said Jenna
R: Yooooo Roshaun hahha
M: come on kai let's go fuck
Jenna: your so gross you gay fuck
M: first of all I'm not gay I'm bi you dusty animal
-I walked inside with Kai still in my arms then we each got a drink and we were just outside giving to music with all the boys when I had to pee I went to the bathroom and I was walking past mars room when i heard weird noises like muffled noises I opened the door and saw mar fucking someone then he moved and it was JENNA!! I stood there in shock then Jenna noticed and mar turned around and I just ran out of the room and to kai-
M: Kai Kai omg omg I saw m-m
K: saw what!??
M: mar fucking Jenna
K: omg do we tell Samy or no
M: I don't know
Mar: uh hey guys can we talk
K: sure
-we followed mar to the front yard where there wasn't any people and I just looked at Kai and he looked at me-
Mar: guys please I'm begging you please don't tell Samy please I need him I don't want to lose him
M: uh ok
K: I mean sure just don't do it again
Mar: omg thanks guys your the best
-he walked back inside and I instantly looked at Kai-
M: yea we are gonna tell him
K: yup tomorrow morning
M: ok let's go party
K: I was think of something else to do follow me tia
-I followed him to our room and he closed the door and climbed on the bed I followed and hovered over him and then started kissing his neck and then I trailed my fingers down his torso and then licked from the bottom of his stomach up to his lips and we started making out then someone busted into the room and it was fucking Jenna and she was drunk-
M: omg Jenna get out
Jenna: yuuuuu guyssss letssss fuckkkkk
-I got up and pushed her out of the room and she fell then I closed the door and I walked back over to kai and she busted in again this time I grabbed her arm and put her on the guest room bed and closed the door and went back to kai but he was in one of my sweatshirts and I sighed-
M: Kai what's wrong
K: nothing I'm just not in the mood anymore I'm gonna go to sleep
M: ugh ok goodnight baby
-I walked out of the room and shouted party's over and people left then I went in the guest room and Jenna was gone so I just walked back to my room and she was in there punching kai I ran and grabbed her off and I pulled her by the arm and pushed her out of the house and went to kai and I cleaned his face-
M: Kai I'm so sorry what happened
K: so I was just laying down and she walked in and said get away from my man you f*g and then she started punching me and then you came in so yea I'm just gonna go to sleep I have a head ache ok baby
M: ok goodnight I love you with all my heart
-I kissed him and we got in bed and went to sleep-

A/n longer chapter bby