Lovers: mairi

Problems

       Kairi's POV
-someone knocked on the door and Mattia went to open it I looked over and Jenna was standing there I rolled my eyes and just laid my head on Samy's lap and watched the movie that was on-
       Mattia's POV
-I opened the door and Jenna was there omg I hated her she just shoved past me and walked into the kitchen I walked over to her-
M: what do you want Jenna
J: what aren't you happy to see me big boy
-she started to walk her fingers up my chest-
M: uh no
J: whyyyy we had such fun last time
M: no now please go away
J: well I cane over to tell you something important
M: well what is it
J: it's that I'm-I'm-
M: your what
J: I'm pregnant and it's yours
-I stood in disbelief I wanted to punch the wall I just got kai back and now this I wanted die he's gonna be heartbroken I turned to the living room and he was just looking at me with sadness in his eyes I walked over to him and tried to grab his hands but he pulled away-
M: Kai please I-
K: how could you
M: it was a accident it was when I left after I hit you please I was high I didn't know any better
-he started crying I felt my heart sink I wanted to just wrap him in my arm's and help him but I was the cause of this-
M: Jenna just got away
J: but baby
M: we are not dating!
J: but I'm having your son so we are dating!
M: no I don't love you I love kai ok please your making things worse
J: well fuck you cause I'm keeping him
K: Mattia we are over your gonna be a father so it isn't right for us to be together
M: but kai I-
K: it's kairi
M: kairi I swear she means nothing to me she is just problematic
K: well she should, ummm I'm gonna go
-kairi wall out of the from door and of course Jenna pushed him I wanted him so bad so I went running to the door but Jenna put her hand on my chest stopping me from going to him-
J: so babe where am I staying
M: at your house now go
J: fine babe see you later
-she tried to kiss me but I pulled away then she I'll walked out I turned to go to my room and mar punched me I knew I deserved it I got up and went upstairs and cleaned my face then sat in my bed and cried I don't know how this happened how could I fuck Jenna and not use a condom how stupid of me and now I just lost the best fucking thing in my life I'm horrible I was in my thoughts crying and pulling on my hair then my door opened I couldn't give a fuck who I just kept crying they started rubbing my back-
M: why did I do it I ruined everything around me I didn't mean to I just wish I didn't I so stupid he is great and look at me he deserves so much better so why would he want me I had to be so dumb god
S: it gonna be ok
-I looked up and Samy hugged me-
M: Samy why I miss him I love him why did I do it
S: Mattia give yourself some credit you were high off your ass
M: he hates me
S: Mattia he doesn't
-I just kept crying into his shoulder for hours and I ended up falling asleep with a headache-