Lovers: mairi

Post breakup

     Samy's POV
-I woke up and kai and Mattia were asleep and I was cuddling kai some how I just removed myself from him and slowly got out of the bed and went downstairs I sat at the island and put my head in my hands and started crying I just hated tha mar really cheated I thought we had something special he always treated me so good and I loved him so much he and I were together for months and now this one time he gets drunk he cheats and the worst part is I still love and care for him I was crying and I heard assuming it was just on of the boys I just kept crying then I felt whoever it was start rubbing my back and without looking I turned and hugged them then I smelled a familiar scent...... it was mar I slowly pulled away but he pulled me back in and hugged me I hugged back after a second-
Mar: Samy I really am sorry for everything I know alcohol isn't an excuse but I was really drunk and it was meaningless and I was toning to tell you just on my own time and I'm so so sorry for you wrist I was just so blinded by my anger to realize what I was doing and then I punch-
-I could hear him crying and I could feel the tears hitting my head I knew he really mean it-
S: I know your sorry but we just need to take a break I hope you understand that and it's fine if you stay here i just need some space for a few days
Mar: I respect that and thanks for letting me stay here I hope one day we can be friends again
S: I know the day will be soon
-we stayed in a hug for awhile then i pulled away and he wiped my face and kissed my head and walked upstairs he really was a great person but we just needed some time to ya know find ourselves before we hopefully get back into a relationship I just sat on the couch and turned on tv and was just chillin and then mar came back down and sat on the other side of the couch and I kinda felt bad-
S: Mariano what time is it
Mar: it's 8:05 and you can call me mar we didn't just meet
S: yea
-then we were just looking at each other and an awkward silence fell upon us and I just looked back at the tv-
S: uh mar you can come sit over here with me
Mar: really
S: yea
-he quickly moved over here and sat next to me I knew it was awkward so I leaned onto his shoulder to try and make it less awkward then as I did he put his had around me and I started to fall asleep cause last night I barely got any I guess he realized I was1
Mar: do you want me to take you to your room
S: my room?
Mar: oh uh I moved my stuff to the guest room
S: why
Mar: I figured you wanted space plus I was gonna move out sooo when you said I could stay I knew you probably would t want me to stay in the same room as you
S: oh
-I kinda said it disappointed-
Mar: oh did you want me not to I mean if you really don't want me to I can move it back in if that's what you want
S: I mean I get why you did but you were gonna move out
Mar: uhh I assumed no one wanted me here anymore
S: oh well I'm just gonna go sleep
Mar: ok
-he removed his hand from  around me when I said that-
S: I never said I was going to my room I wanna stay with you
Mar: oh
-I giggled-
Mar: Samy I have a question to ask you
S: go ahead
Mar: why don't you hate me
S: uhhhh I don't because I know your truly sorry and you didn't mean it and I think you still care about me
Mar: oh
S: uh well I'm gonna go to sleep now I love yo- I mean I love that you and me are cool
Mar: yea ok goodnight Samy
-he wrapped his arm around me and then I moved into his lap and he wrapped his other arm around me and I snuggled into him and fell asleep-
     Mar's POV
-Samy finally fell asleep and I picked him up and took him to his or our bed and covered him and kissed his forehead I walked out of his room and kai cone running over to me-
K: get away from him mar, go away from his room
Mar: shhhh he is sleep and he said he is fine with me being here ok he understands and we ate cool ok we aren't dating either ok
K: really?
Mar: yes and he finally fell asleep so be quiet please
K: oh well I still don't forgive you and he needed to know so I'm glad I told him
Mar: I am too because if you didn't I wouldn't of got this chance to prove myself to him and better myself I'm sorry really for everything I should never have even laid a finger on you and you have every right to hate me and just not like me and if you want me gone I respect that and will go so if you do at anytime just say so
K: oh no your fine you can stay mar I still care and love you but make sure is Samy gives you another chance you don't break his heart again or else your gone
Mar: I understand and respect it and I won't break his heart if I get another chance with him
- kai opened his arms for a hug so I walked over to him and hugged him and whispered in his ear sorry then we went downstairs waiting for all the boys to wake up-

Short chap but I was busy earlier and ill post more today I promise