Sinners // Kleinsen

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[Yes. Kleinsen again because it's adorable and I'd die for it. This chapter is kind of special because I will make it with lyrics from some songs, so kinda like a musical. Yeah have fun oof.
PS: I'm crying that i'm not able to use a Ben Platt song rn]

{Put on the song 'sinners' by Lauren Aquilinia}

POV Evan

I am walking slowly and carefully into my school, trying to keep my head down so that the popular students wouldn't pick on me.
The fact that this is my first College year isn't making any of this better because it is just another begin in a new hell.

Because of the reason that I am looking straight at the floor, I run against another student from what my books in my arms fall down at the floor and the other person grunts.

''Idiot.'' I hear a female voice laughing and my heart beat gets faster because of the embarrassment.

I sigh and grab after my school books with shaking hands and stand up again, feeling how my cheeks are burning because of the uncomfortable situation which is going on, like a never-ending loop in my mind, again and again.

After I stand up and look around, I lean against the wall behind me and begin to open my mouth for singing what I am thinking.

''Our lives are stories, waiting to be told.'' I sing while looking up at the ceiling, not recognizing that someone is staring at me from the opposite of my side.

''Funny singy-sangy.'' The boy grins and I feel my cheeks flush again.

He is wearing a red T-shirt with 'Fuck the system' on it and over that a black short sleeve shirt.
His glasses are a little skew and he fixes it with his hand fastly.

''Th-thanks, I guess.'' I stutter and the boy walks over to me, smiling amused.
''I'm Jared,'' Jared greets me and I nod, forgetting what I need to say.
''Aaaand you are?'' He asks and I begin to fumble on my shirt because of me being nervous.
''Oh me? I-I am Evan-!'' I talk fastly and try to look calm but am failing on that.
''You look sweaty.'' The boy infront of me notices and I am fastly wiping my hands on my jeans.
''Sorry.'' I apologize and he sighs like I annoyed him somehow.
''Don't apologize.'' Jared grins and grabs after my arm before he walks determined into a different direction.

''Where-?'' I begin to ask but he interrupts me with suddenly starting to sing.

''In search of silver linings, we discovered gold.'' He sings and I am surprised that his voice actually sounds really good while singing.
''And judgment taught us that our hearts-'' I join in and smile a bit, my shaking is finally almost completely gone.
''Were wrong.'' Jared finishes the line before he shakes his head and continues walking.

---Time skip to the next year--

''Why do you always take so long Ev?'' Jared groans while he leans back in the chair at my desk at home.
''Sorry.'' I say quietly while I pack my school stuff into my bag.
''Stop apologizing, Jesus Christ.'' He rolls his eyes and I have to bite my lip so that I won't say sorry again.

''You look pressed, what's wrong dude?'' Jared laughs when he sees the look on my face, I am obviously in thoughts but I don't think he cares about that.
''Nothing it's just-- There's this kid in my class which is basically making fun of me but that isn't important!'' I am almost shouting at the end of the sentence so I just shut up and look at the ground in embarrassment.

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