Is this true love? [Danny Worsnop fan fiction]

Nervous breakdown

I was walking around seeing people I knew. I smiled at a few and they smiled back. 

Some of my old fans ran up to me at one point and asked me to sign their poster of me, telling me they missed me in the band and if I knew who was replacing me. I shook my head, I didn't want to sign anything yet, I couldn't. 

I ended up walking past Danny's place, seeing on the front it said "This bungalo will be avalible for rent again in 10 days." So then I knew Danny was leaving soon and going home.

I sighed, everything was so depressing. I had really messed things up with Danny, the man who'd saved my life basically. I did like him but I was just so scared to getting close to him and falling for him so much that if he'd left it would break me completely. 

I had stopped eating since I fell into my state of depression, I felt my stomach rumble, I was so hungry but I knew if I ate i'd ruin my appearence, people had told me I was getting too fat, so I became self concious, even though I knew too well that I was thin already. 

"Can I help you?" I heard someone say behind me, I jumped and turned, it was Danny with shopping  bags in his hands, I was blocking his way to walk into the house. 

I shook my head and moved to the side. "Sorry Danny." I said nervously. I was becoming scared of seeing men, I'd been shook so hard by the Jake thing that I now had a fear that a man would hit me again if I did something wrong. I was becoming a monster.

"Lexy?" He said shocked. I nodded. "Woah, your hair, it's lovely." He said. "Do you want to come inside for a bit?" He asked, I just nodded, I was so frightened. 

Kitchen

We got in and we stood in his kitchen whilst he was putting things in the fridge freezer and cupboards. I kept looking around nervously. 

"Hey Lex. Are you okay? You seem startled." He asked. I jumped at his voice.

I nodded nervously, now shaking like a freak. 

"Hey, I know you're not, you're really thin, you were before but this is too thin." He said walking slowly towards me. 

I went to grab my arm but I flinched and moved back knocking a bottle over and it smashing. I screamed and ran towards the front door. 

"Oi, Lexy it's fine please come back!" Danny said chasing after me, I couldn't get out so I just curled into a ball and lay on the floor crying. I was breaking down so much.