Mr. Bad Boy Saved Me

am I jealous?

maya pov

I been here for about a week now, me and these boys are closer then every they are like brothers to me. since Christmas day am falling deeply for Lucas and I can't stop myself. I hate having feelings for him. but the way he makes me feel it's crazy my heart beats a million miles when am with him, he's words are like echo in my head I can't get him out of my head. cody wasn't grumpy the day after Christmas he went back to being sweet and innocent just how I like him. I don't know what's going on through his head, but sometimes I feel like he's flirting with me or trying to make a move, I know it sounds crazy but it's just a feeling you know what I mean. it's not that I don't like cody, I love Cody but I don't know if I like him in that way, don't get me wrong he's prefect, handsome, take cares of people and his heart is big and fell with love it's just he's not Lucas, he doesn't make my knees go weak with one word, he doesn't make me feel butterflies ruining in my stomach. Austin and I grew really close he takes care of me like he's little sister so overprotective of me I wish that Camilla girl can see how wonderful he is. so right now I was in the living room listening to music while the boys were arguing on who won the video game they were playing. I roll my eyes shaking my head. hey baby who you think win Lucas said. I could hear him because I only had one ear buds on. I saw cody tens. was he jealous? no he couldn't be. how should I know I wasn't paying attention I said pushing my hair back from my face. I was seating by Austin and my legs were spread on his lap as my head lean on Lucas shoulder on the right. your suck Bradley said puffing at me. excuse me what did you just say I ask jokingly. I said your suck he repeated. dude am doing you a favor because if I grab the controller I swear am going to smoke your ass in that game I said smirking. the boys oooh. bring it on Blondie am not afraid he said throwing me the controller. if I beat you what do I get I ask. I won't bother you until you go he said. deal I said getting up and shaking his hand. the reason I made the deal with him is because he's always teasing me when Lucas say some of his cheesy words and I blushed, Bradley always makes fun of me when my cheeks get red. be prepared to die he said starting the game. don't get your hopes up mister know it all I said with my famous smirk. the game went on for about an hour, I got to say it's hard to beat Bradley it's like he knows the game to his finger tips. but I finally beat him. yes yes you take that loser I said jumping up and down. I obviously let you win he said looking down. your just saying that to make yourself feel better wish is not working I said seating back down back on the couch. ooh fine Blondie you Beat me I guess a deal is a deal he said rolling his eyes. Austin kissed my cheek. the door bell rang. I well get that Jake said smirking as he went to the door. he's up to something Bradley said getting up and follow. yeah I agree Austin said as they all got up and went to the door. you guys are all noisy I said laughing. I got up and went there. a beautiful girl with black hair and a brown eyes was standing there. I can tell she's Spanish. ooh hey Camilla Lucas said reaching out to shake her hands. what is she doing here Austin ask rudely. I gently slap behind his head. ouch he whine. excuse him for his rude behavior, what he meant was hi and how are you doing I said to Camilla. I think I know what I meant Austin argue back. if you keep being a grumpy old cat your going to end up alone I whisper in his ear. well that hurts he said looking at me like he was ashamed of what I said. are you and Austin you know Camilla ask pointing at me and Austin nervously. ewww no I scream shaking my head. the boys laughed expect for Austin who had a frown on his face. what's wrong with liking me he ask. nothing sweetie your prefect I said rubbing his arms. a smile spread across his face. me and Austin are like brothers and sisters like the rest of the boys I said smiling at her. ooh she said smiling and playing with the end of her hair. well I should be going I just came to say merry late Christmas to you boys she said. it's a week past jake said sarcastically. I roll my eyes at him and turn my attention back to Camilla. would you like to stay for a movie I ask her. her eyes light up with a smile. what are you doing Austin ask in a whisper. trying to get her to see your not just a jerk I whisper back. I well love to she said. well then come on I said opening the door wide. she entered following Lucas and the boys to the living room I was left with Austin. this better work cupcake he said using my nickname. trust me by the end of this movie she's going to love you I side hugging him. I hope so he said. we walk in the living room. Camille was seating next to Lucas, jake, Bradley and Cody were seating on the other side. wow she took her seat so fast I whisper to Austin who just laugh. so what movie would like to watch Camilla I ask her looking up at her. she had her hands on Lucas arms. um do you guys have the fault in our stars she ask. no, no, please that movie is so lame Bradley said covering his face with both of his hands. I took a pillow and threw it at him. yes we do I said smiling at Camilla. after I put the movie on I sat down next to Austin who was stuffing his face with popcorn. I look at Camilla and Lucas she was now running her hands down from his shoulder to his arms. I felt angry building in me. am I jealous?. I just wave of the stupid feeling and watch the movie. I couldn't focus on the movie only on her and Lucas. this girl has issues, don't she see Austin likes her, I hope she's not a whore because Austin doesn't deserve that. she kept touching him and now am starting to think she's making a move on him and hell I don't like that. bitch he's mine get your sluty ass away from him I said to myself, WHAT maya you can't think that way about him, he's not worthy. he's letting her touch him my head said. I shook my head and tried hard to keep my attention on the movie. after the movie I had tears in my eyes, hazel lost the most important boy in her life. I look at Camilla who had her head on Lucas shoulder, he didn't even bother to move. I roll my eyes and got up to turn of the movie. best movie ever she said lifting her head up. god Austin can do so much better then her, she's such a slut coming over here and taken other people man. whoa maya claim down he's not even your man my head said making me get even more angry. thanks again for the movie maya she said getting up and kissed Austin cheek. how can she even touch him after touching Lucas, this girl is a whore and I don't want her near Austin she well break his heart. she hug the rest of the boys and when she was about to hug me I made up some lie to stop her. well I should get going she said walking towards the door. it was nice having you over Bradley said in a sarcastic tone. when the door closed behind her. god she was a much more pain in the ass then the movie Bradley said seating back down on the couch. did anyone else saw how she was touching Lucas jake ask. I nod looking around. Lucas moved a little closer to me. am sure it was nothing he said reaching for my hand but I pulled it back. Austin am sorry I said licking my lips and looking at him. he bust out laughing. it's fine maya, thanks for trying he said hugging me. anything for you sweetie I said smiling. any body up for a hot chocolate cody ask. yeah sounds good I said getting up and follow him. I was so ignoring Lucas, I want him to feel the same way I was feeling, hurt and broken, it's like he was using me. I sat down next to Austin while drinking my hot chocolate. after drinking my hot chocolate I told the boys am going to the bathroom. I went up and took a hot bath thinking of everything that happened today, from Camilla flirting with Lucas when me and Austin was right there and the worst part was he didn't stop her. after my shower I went in the room and saw Lucas laying down on the bed with his hands at the back of his head. I grab my pjs and went back in the bathroom then wore my pjs. good night guys I scream from the hallway. keep it down maya am trying to read here Jake yell from in his room. well that's not nice I huff. good night sweetie pie Austin said. to you too babe I said back. go to bed I heard Jake scream again making me laugh. I went back in the room and Lucas was in the same spot that I left him. I grab the book jake brought me and lay my head back on the pillow trying to get lost in the book but it wasn't happening. maya he said softly. I didn't say anything but look at the random words in the book. please tell me what's wrong, you just started ignoring me with no reason he said touching my arms. I felt the chills in my body but I didn't let that get to me. maya baby please talk to me he pleaded. I look up from my book annoyed. those beautiful green eyes were looking through me for an answer. would you mind am trying to finish my book I said rudely looking back down. if this is about Camilla you have absolutely no reason to be mad at me because you made it clear to everyone we were just friends he said. by now I was a little hurt, he's right I took him as a friend and that's how I should be acting not like me and he have a thing going on. your right I have no reason to be mad and am sorry I said pushing a fake smile on my face. he kissed my cheek and rub over my hand then turn his body around. I close my book and turn off the lights laying there and thinking this all through. I like Lucas and no doubt I probably love him but I need to be able to trust him with my heart so am going to keep doing the friends thing until I learn to trust him good enough. I close my eyes.

author note

hey guys. so first of all merry Christmas, I already opened all my presents and I love every one of them. we were working on this chapter last night so we can be able to update today. we won't be updating anytime this week or maybe next week. so let's explain what's happening in this chapter, let's just say maya finally noticed she likes Lucas, and do you really think Camilla is a whore?, do you think Austin well get her? most of all what's going on between maya, Lucas and Cody? do you also think maya well finally trust Lucas? are you for laya or caya I smell drama. lol well remember to vote and Leave your comments. love every one of you to bits. happy holiday form us to you.