Mr. Bad Boy Saved Me

where I belong

maya pov

after a few minute of the kiss he pulled away but kept his hand on my cheek. his eyes were still looking down at me. if I didn't know him I would have said stop staring because is creeping me out. I grab his hand from my face and rest my head on his shoulder. I ran my thumbs over his hand. so tell me what you meant before he said finally breaking this weird but comfortable silent. do I have to say it, I pick you I said. and the only reason you did it was because cody give up am I right he ask. I don't even know what to say, he's actually right but I don't want to admit it. that's not true I said lifting my head up to look at him. I didn't see that smile anymore all I saw was a broken, hurt boy. okay you're might be right but- before I could say another thing he snitch his hand from mine and got down. lucas listen to me I scream after him while getting down. listen to what?, the fact that you forbid my feelings until you find an easy way?, you know if you really did love me like I do, you wouldn't wait for cody to make a decision for you he scream walking faster. I hate to admit it, but he was right, but that definitely doesn't mean I don't love him. when I got closer to him, I grab his hand making him turn to me. just listen to me please I pleaded. there's nothing to listen to maya, your just selfish every thing I did to get you but hell for you to make one fucking choice you let another guy make it for you he snap pulling his hands away but I grab on. I got a little closer using my free hand and rest it on his face. I know your right I shouldn't have let Cody make my decision but I swear Lucas I knew it was you, I was just afraid to hurt cody I always love you more then you well every know I said with my hand still on his cheek. his eyes soften as a smile spread across his face. do you believe me I ask. he said nothing but grab my hand from his face and pushed me to his chest.I snuggle close in him wrapping my arms around his waist. I love you too baby he said kissing my hair. I didn't say anything but hold him tight. so what did cody tell you exactly he ask. can't he just let this go?, dam this boy is so freaking jealous. I lift my head up from his chest pulling back a little to look at him. I thought we were done talking about this I ask. I just want to know now tell me he said stroking my cheek. he said he's not competing with you anymore and other things I really don't remember, also he's asking riley out I said. I never once in a million years though cody and riley well be a thing I always thought she and jake well be but whatever. wait what Lucas ask not believing what I just said. he kissed her and have feelings for her I said using my finger tips to play with the black watch on his hand. your not like- he was saying but I cut him off knowing exactly where he was going with this. stop that I said hitting his chest a little hard. stop what is just a question he said rolling his eyes playfully. well here is an answer to your question, no I'm not jealous of riley, why would I be? she's my best friend and am happy for her I said. you're not just saying that because you don't want to upset me are you he ask. would you stop that i scream. he was getting way out of hands with this jealously thing. i'm not doing anything, god chill out women he said playfully. it's not even funny anymore, i told you i don't like cody like that now if you would just stop being so dam jealous i snap. don't get cranky with me he said pushing my hair back. then shut the fu- before i could finish his lips were on mine. i wrap my arms around his neck kissing back. i can't get enough of him even if i do try. he pulled away looking at me with a smirk. i shook my head laughing. if i didn't love you i would have punish your face right now i said. he gaps with his hand over his heart. how rude he said loking me up and down. i laugh wrapping my arms back around his waist with my head on his chest. i was kidding i said in his chest but a little loud for him to hear. i know baby, come on let's go to school he said. i move back. school i ask. come on maya, you can't let her be the reason why you don't go to school he said. fine i said giving in. he smile pressing his lips on my foreahead then pulled away and grab my hand as we walk to his bike. i can't belive am taken this crab again i said putting the helmet over my head. hey watch it, billy have feelings he said referring to the bike. did you seriously name the bike i ask raising my eyebrows. he nod wiggling his eyebrows. why you have problem with billy he ask. i bust out laughing. hey don't laugh at billy or i well tell everyone your secret he said with a wink. i had no idea what secret he was talking about but i just stick out my tongue at him making a face. that's exactly what i thought he said getting on the bike. i got on wrapping my arms around his waist from the back. few hours we finally got to school. lucas park in the back of school and we walk together in school. i really didn't need my bag i have all my books in my locker also i had my phone so i'm good. when we walk through the school everyone started clapping for some reason. i grab on lucas hand and tip toe to his ear then whisper. why are they clapping. he look down at me and kiss my nose. because you didn't let her win or them he said. i was going to say something back but a girl walk to us. hey maya, i just want to say am sorry for all the things they did to you, you didn't deserve any of it, you're really beautiful she said smiling. she had a black hair and brown eyes. um thanks i said confused, she walked away. and another girl walk to us again. i'm sorry that we broke you but am glad you didn't let us win she said smiling at me. i didn't say anything, i think she got the hint and walk away. missy walk towards us. i wrap my arms around lucas waist moving closer to him. hey it's okay, she's not going to hurt you anymore i promise he said in my ear. look maya she started, i'm sorry for hurting you, am sorry for causing all your scars. i'm sorry for trying to take lucas away even though it didn't work, i hope you can forgive me she said. one thing i was thoguht was to always forgive but never forget. i forgive you i said. you forgive me she ask annoyed. isn't that what you want i ask. you always haver to be so freaking prefect, am so sick of it she snap making me jumped. well i'm sorry that's how you feel i said. lucas kiss the side of my head and pull me away from her. i went to my locker and took out my history book then went to class. today was different nobody was picking on me and no more missy hurting me. i'm worth it and i'm going to tell everyone in this school. when i got to history i sat down in my seat. after class was over i ask cory for a guitar from music class and he give me it. i walk in the lunch room standing on one of the lunch table. what are you doing lucas ask looking up at me. i been working on this song since i was 9 and i want to sing it i said. he smile crossing his arms. everyone surrounded the table. this song is for ever broken person out there it's called your worth it, don't let anyone brake you because your worth it, someday you well figure that out like i did i said. i saw all my friends there staring at me with a smile. i started playing the guitar while singing