Mr. Bad Boy Saved Me

save my angle

lucas pov

I woke up with my phone ringing. I definitely hate when someone wake me up in the morning. growl taken my pillow and cover my ears just to stop me from hearing it. it stopped then started ringing again. fuck why can't this person just get the hint I don't feel like talking. but I know ignoring this won't make it go away so I grab the phone but to my surprise the caller ID said st John hospital. I quickly pressed answer bring the phone to my ear. am ready for whatever they throw my way. hello I said. is this mr friara a lady said through the phone. she sounds very old. yes I answer. my name is D.R Macklin, I'm calling to inform you that you can visit today she's in a coma the lady said. heck this wasn't the news I wanted to hear, what I wanted to hear was she's up not in a fucking coma. okay thanks for your information I said in a claim voice. with that she hang up. I ran my hands through my hair in frustration. God what I needed right now is something to break. I sat up looking around the room for anything to destroy. why is it when you find something that makes you happy you always end up losing it?, god is so fucked up making people suffer like this. I pushed my fist in the wall not caring if it cracks or my hand was bleeding. I needed something to take it out on. I stood up on my feet tearing all the posters on my wall apart. what's left of me she's not here there's nothing left of me, she took my heart, my soul everything is with her without her am completely empty just an empty human living in this world. after I saw everything on the floor I felt a lot better. I wore my jeans and t-shirt with my jacket then my sneaker. I grab my phone and went downstairs. austin was up with cody in the living room, the rest of the guys were sleeping. bro what happened you have blood on your fingers Austin ask. I didn't say anything but walk in the kitchen. I need water and cold air. Cody walk in the kitchen and open the cabinet then look back at me. lucas part of this was my fault he said. I ignore him putting water in the cup and brought it to my lips and took a sip. I pushed her to the limits to pick me he said again. am already losing my mind and he's adding it up. look whatever it is you did is not important to me, what's really it's important is she's dying I said sniffing. well when you guys were talking in the lunch she ran away because I give her a look he said. God why can't he just shut up. just shut up cody okay I scream making he jumped. look man I'm just saying something don't get all emotional he snap. I walk towards him grabbing his shirt collar tightly. Austin walk. lucas stop he said. I lean closer to his face.