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maya pov

I woke up with my phone Buzzing loud that it hurts my ear. I got up whipping some of my dry tears then reach out in pocket for my phone as I pulled it out I saw 24 massages from the guys, Lucas, riley and Peyton. I really don't feel like talking to any of them right now. I threw my phone on my bed then stood up and went in the bathroom. I stood in front of the mirror looking at reflection. I saw bruises on my lips and face. honestly I didn't care anymore. I got in the shower washing my body with a cold water. after my shower I got dressed in my jeans and big sweater leaving my hair down and did my makeup. after dressing I grab my bag and phone and went downstairs outside as I close the door behind me. my phone Buzz again breaking me out of my thoughts. I reached out and pulled it out. I saw a text from Lucas.

from mister badboy- you don't have to talk to me just please tell me your okay, am worry about you.

I roll my eyes and shove my phone back in my pocket. the bus pulled up in front me. I got on ignoring even ann. I sat down in my normal seat looking out the window. the bus stop in front the school, I got up and walk in my hell hoe. blocking out everyone. I put my head down and went to my locker. when I reached there I open my locker and took out my book then close my locker back. turning around there stood Lucas with that look on his face. that worried look. maya please don't do this he pleaded. I blink at him as I pushed him aside and walk away not saying one word. morning maya cory said when I enter his class. I didn't say anything but sit down ignoring every human I know. maya why didn't you answer any of my text riley ask from behind me. I put my hoodie over my head and lay my head down on the desk. is she okay I heard cory ask. if she would talk to any of us then maybe we well know I heard Lucas said in an angry tone. who cares about a slut missy said. shut the fuck up bitch, your one of the reasons why she's acting like this Lucas scream even angrily. before she could answer back the bell rang. I got up grabbing my book and rise outside. next was lunch. I walk in the cafeteria and sat down at the table with no one else seating on. I took out my book if I stay as I started reading. ooh look the bitch is still here am guessing the beaten wasn't good enough for her I heard missy said over me. I close my eyes refusing to open it. where was Lucas when I needed him. come on piece of shit don't act innocent now she hiss while snitching my book from me. why can't she just leave me alone. I open my eyes letting my tears roll down. p-pleas j-just l-leave m-me a-alone I stutter covering my face with my hands. don't act all broken now she said shoving me off the chair. I sat down on the cold floor as my whole body started shaking. don't you understand bitch nobody loves you go die you crazy piece of shit she said. by then everything snap in me, she wants crazy I well show her crazy. I got up with force and shoved her hard on the floor. maya no I heard someone scream. I felt someone grab on my hand tightly. listen to me baby she's not worthy okay I heard Lucas said rubbing my lower back. no she wants crazy and I well show her crazy I scream. you're way better than this he said rubbing my arms slowly to claim me . snitching my hands from his I ran to miss grabbing her neck tightly. stop she said in a broken voice. why the hell couldn't you just leave me alone like I ask you too huh you had to beat me every day making me cut and starve myself, you just had to make me worth nothing on earth I scream. stop it your hurting me she said as a tears slid down her cheeks. this bitch had no idea what is hurt. I laugh coldly releasing her. everyone was now surrounded us even security guards. you want to see scars bitch I fired taken off my sweater as everyone gasp. maya Austin said stepping in front me tears were running down his face. we are so sorry a girl said. now you want to apologize after everything you have caused me? do you know how it feels when everyone is against you in school?, and when you go home your mom physically beat you? fuck all of you people I said grabbing a piece of mantel on the floor. you all want me to die right I ask looking around at all of them, they all had tears running down there face even missy. but I didn't care. that's not true another girl Said. ooh yeah it is that's what you been telling me since I enter this school but today your wish well come true I said holding up the piece of mantel, they gasp again not believing what I was saying. maya please don't say that lucas said. i turn my body to him giving him a stick look. like you care, you walk out on me yesterday remember i snap. am sorry you know am sorry, i didn't know what to do he said. a tear ran down his cheek. one thing i hated was to watch lucas cry. i reach out and touch his cheek whipping his tears. his hands grab my hand on his cheek tightly. you can do way better then me i said shaking my head. you don't understand do you he scream making me flinch. lucas listen i said but he cut me off. no you listen to me he said grabbing on both of my hands, i'm nothing without you do you understand, my life was complelty empty before you came in changing evenerything for me, believe it or not you made me believe in love agian, i love you he said. i heard people awwing around us. a small smile spread across my face but when i saw cody looking at me with red eyes my smile dropped. i have to go i don't belong here i never did, i can't take this life anymore, it's nothing but pain i said realising his hands and ran out. maya no don't do it please i heard people screaming after me but i kept running not even stoping to catch my breathe. i was done with everything, everything in my body wasn't right anymore. i ran all the way home and open the door locking it and ran up to my bathroom slamming the door on it. i slid down the bathroom door looking over to the tube. as you all know what i was about to do. i got up looking in the cabinet for a blade. i found one with dried blood on it. i look down my arms and slid it through my skin as i watch blood drip down my skin. i was doing everything that i can to help kill me. the pain ran through my body as i cry out in pain. the cutting wasn't helping at all. i open the water as it started filling the tube. i grab the blade agian and cut even dipper not caring how mauch blood was coming. the water filled the tub. am sorry god i thought i could handle it, i thought i could live for people who loves me, i hope lucas can find another girl that can make him happy, i hope austin and peyton get together they are beautiful together, i hope cody find the right girl for him, i also hope bradley find someone right for him same goes for jake most of all i hope riley forgives me some day beacause i promise her never to leave her, keep them all save for me, they were one reason i was still alive. maya i heard someone scream breaking my thoguhts. i know that voice, lucas. i can't let him be the one to stop me. maya baby please don't do anything he scream agian. before i could even think about jumping in the water darkness took over my eyes as my body started to get weak under me. my eyes were spiny with that my body hit the ground.

authore note.

hey guys, first thank you so much for the 68 votes you guys are seriously the best. so now lets talk about the chapter, it's mostly about maya finally standing up for herself and all her bullies apologizing but it's too late for them. do you think maya well make it?, what if she does well missy aplogize or well she keep bulling maya? i mean maya went a little crazy on her, i wouldn't bull her if i was missy. anyways vote and leave you comments love you guys.

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