Addicted to You

16:Cooperation

James 5:15_And the prayer of faith will save the one who is sick, and the lord will raise him up.And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven.

"Mia, wake up!" Fidel's voice urged at me while he shook my shoulder gently."Mia..."he continued to murmur into my ear.

I opened the one eye that was pressed on Fidel's tiny bed and groaned."why ?I'm tired." I remembered where i was.

"Fidel!!!oh my God!you're okay!Thank God you're awake!!I thought I'd never see you again" i said all the words at once.

Once I did, he spoke tenderly, "me too, I thought id never be able to call you goofy again" we both laughed.

"I'm so glad you're okay Fidel...what happened to you exactly who hurt you..." He rubbed the back of my hand gently.

"Can we not talk about that for now..."

"Yeah yeah yeah of course!I'm just glad you're fine that's all that matters right?"

"Yeah...but also I also happen to be madly in love with you." He gets close to me and I'm heated up.I can feel his breath on sensitive skin below my ear.

He lifts me up and i climb on top of him.I wrap my hands in his hair making him groan and he puts both of his hands on my waist, pulling me to him.

"Someone...might come in..."

I know there's a lot of problems in my life but all I could think of is getting lost in Fidel and forget everything.

His hand moves to my neck in an attempt to be closer as we kiss.It was a rough kiss, one filled with longing.Well, longing for me, My fingers ran through his hair and he broke the kiss and said words that made my heart race.

"I love you Mia" At this point I don't know what to say.

His fingers find my bra and he tries to unsnap it but I slightly pull away.

"Fidel, I...um...I can't.." His head tilts in confusion.

"I mean...don't get me wrong...but...i can..and I want to..." I just made a fool out of my myself.

He prolly thinks I'm a slut.

"I know Mia..."

"What i mean is I'd love to...but not here and definetly not now..."

"Hey...calm down...i wasn't tryna do anything...I'll go according to your own terms...whenever you ready babe"My face flushes when he calls me" babe".

"I'm so embarrassed...." I say covering my face and he takes my hands into his and he kisses them gently.

"But I'd love to, one day of course, in the future..." I smile.

"You want candles and flowers right?I'll do the honours " he laughs and my face heats up at the thought of it.

"Did we just make out on your hospital bed?" I ask.

"Guess we did!" He coos.

My phone rings.its Dr Jones, the psychologist.I just remember I had an appointment that i didn't attend to and I don't think I would since i was the only one with Fidel.Anna had gone to freshen up and i couldn't leave him alone.

"I'll take this, one moment" I rush outside.

"Hello?"

"Ms. Demorest...hi...you had an appointment but didn't show up...everything okay?"

"Yes...actually no...my friend got into an accident the same time i was coming to you...I'm sorry"

"That's fine Ms.we can schedule another day?" He hesitated a little."if that's okay with you of course"

"Uhm...I'll let you know...have a good day"

"You too Ms.Demorest" He hang up.

"Were you going to a psychologist?" I turned around and i froze when I saw Anna.

"God Anna...can you stop doing thatttt!!!....you scared the hell out of me" I choked barely able to catch my breath.

"I'm sorry for scaring you that way but why would you want to see a psychologist?" Anna's baby blue eyes searched mine unable to pull away.

I laughed nervously.

"No...not at all...its not me seeing the him its Katie...i was just booking an appointment for her." That was the quickest lie i could gather.The last thing i wanted was to have Fidel worry about me.

"Are you sure?"

"God..Anna!  Im sure why would i lie about that"

"Its nothing i was just playing...lets go i brought some pancakes for Fidel and mom and dad are on their way here" i didn't hear her last words I was distracted by a message I'd just received.

This is Alexa meet me at the Hiram building at 7pm.Come alone!

The pace of my breathing escalated, and I was left feeling a surge of both hope and paranoia.Was this supposed to mean that'll be free and my life back to normal.

I definitely was gonna meet Alexa.