oh, how i miss you.
i miss you so much.
i always think of what we could have been if we were both ready for a relationship,truly.
i blocked you out my mind for the most part.
but the memories have flooded in suddenly.
and they hit me like a bullet in the back.
it didn't last long. sadly not.
but you managed to make me feel so strongly for you.
you always had a place in my heart. you always had this,small piece.
i hope you're well. i want nothing but happiness for you. you deserve it.
you were so beautiful. still are. beautiful beautiful beautiful human being.
i still have my dearest songs that make me think of you.
i think of you when i see sanrio.
i think of you when i see heathers.
i think of you when i hear the smiths or jesse rutherford.
it could never be how it used to be.
it'll never be normal again.
but i'm okay with that.
because i am grateful it even happened.
