Its hot. Its cold. I feel sick. Where am I? Kageyama's gonna be mad. It hurts. Oh. I can't breath. Ahahah. "Hinata." I really can't breath. "Hinata!" I can't breath. "Hinata!!" I CANT BREATH. "HINATA!" I gasped, my eyes snapped open and I coughed and gulped as air went into my oxygen deprived lungs "Thank god..." I looked down at the figure who was had his head on the bed near me "Oikawa?" I croaked weakly, he raised his head and I was shocked to see tears in his eyes "why are you crying..?" He blinked and rubbed his eyes "Never do that again.. Please." His voice trembled a little ".. what happened?" He sighed before sitting on the seat near the bed "you collapsed and I brought you here but then when I came back in here with some soup you.. You weren't breathing." I blinked as I noticed that I was indeed in a unfamiliar room and bed and there was soup spilled on the ground "I'm sorry.." I mumbled, he shook his head "Its okay, just.. Just don't do it again" He stood up and went to clean up the soup, I watched him for a second then gasped "What is it?" Oikawa whipped around "what time is it!?" I asked panic clear in my voice "5:30, why?" I put my head in my hands "Kageyama's gonna be wondering where I am" I groaned struggling to keep the fear out of my voice, "Its okay, I rang him already and told him you weren't feeling well and you are staying the night here" I went pale. Nononono! That was even worse! "o-oh, thanks Oikawa ahah" My voice trembled slightly "you okay?" He asked with concern "yup! I'm just a bit hungry.. Can you get me some soup, please?" I grinned weakly and he nodded slowly before taking the other bowl and cleaning things with him as he left, I slumped back, my breathing quick and panicky. Feeling like my heart was going to punch through my chest, *ding* I turned my head slowly and saw my phone on the nightstand. I picked it up with trembling fingers and unlocked it
Kageyama:
Enjoy your last night!The phone slipped from my shaking hands and I felt bile rise in my throat, the room swam in front of my eyes as one hand clutched my stomach and the other was at my mouth "Oikawa..!" I managed to croak weakly "Chibi-chan? Did you say something..?" Oikawa walked in saw my face,
put the soup on the nightstand and hugged me "Hey.. Whats wrong?" I clutched at his shirt and sobbed, "he- I- I don't want to..!" He rubbed my back "What don't you want to do?" I gulped, struggling to stop the tears "I-I don't want to go back t-there" I started to tremble as a horrible sickening fear overwhelmed me "go back where, Hinata" his voice calmed me slightly and I took a deep breath before answering "Home," Oikawa's hands went still "..Why?" I stayed quiet "Hinata why don't you want to go home?" His voice was more firm this time as he pushed me back slightly, I couldn't seem to make any words so I decided to show him instead. I got out of the bed and stood up before taking off my shirt and letting it fall to the floor, I heard a sharp intake of breath at the sight of me "H-Hinata, where did you get those..?" I flinched as he stood up, seeing me do it he spread his hands and slowly walked over to me "Its okay.. I'm not going to hurt you" I felt his gaze traveling over every bruise, bite, scar, bandage and burn. "Who did this to you?" He raised my face but I looked away "Hinata." I swallowed thickly "K-Kageyma..." He didn't say anything, just hugged me again "how long has this been going on?" I felt the tears well again "a-a year and a half," I managed to mumble "but I'm fine, really ahaha.." I sat down on the bed and put my shirt on "Hinata, this is serious! You should have told someone.. anyone." He kneeled down in front of me, holding my hands gently
"I-I tried to... But he threatened me.. And now.. And now he's going to..!" I stopped, sobbing "now he's going to what?" I shook my head "Tell me Hinata" My heart pounded louder in my ears "Hinata-" "Now he's going to kill me and I deserve it!!" I shouted, completely breaking down "I deserve to die! I deserve everything that he does to me! I hate myself and I'm a disgusting-" He kissed me.
"You do not deserve it! You are not disgusting! You are the sweetest, kindest, gentlest, cutest, happiest person I know and I love you!" I stared at him, tears still streaming down as he hugged me again "say something...please" A turmoil of emotions filled my chest, making it hard to think "y-you love me..?" He squeezed me tighter "Since the first time I met you." He looked me in the eyes "I--" suddenly my phone rang, making us jump. I hurriedly picked it up and not recognising the number I answered it "Hello, Hinata speaking" I listened to the voice talking "Oh." the phone slipped from my hand "Hinata?!--......." His voice faded until all I could hear was the blood rushing in my ears and the feeling of my heart being ripped to pieces as I slumped forwards and everything went dark.
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FanfictionHinata graduated 2 years ago and he's been dating and living with Kageyama... but he wishes that he could take back that "I love you" from all those years ago... This is a Oikawa x Hinata! (Kageyama is a asshole)