Desire!

Chapter 12

Y/n PoV-
The knock gave me a fright as I was confused as to who was at the door. For a split second I thought it might be my dad.
I hesitantly opened the door. I started breathing fast, scared to open the door, but more scared to see if it was who I thought it was, my dad.
I opened the door and was shocked.

Tom's PoV-
After everything that happened I felt very very bad, it was like my Heart had shattered into thousands of tiny pieces,  when she was standing in front of me crying it broke me. I couldn't bare it. After she stormed out I couldn't stop thinking about it all today, I didn't see her at work but I figured she was avoiding me, so I decided to go round her apartment and say sorry for all the awful things I said, regardless of my what my parents have said about all my previous girlfriends.

I was about to knock when I remembered all the good times we had and how good it was. I immediately felt scared like I had no clue what to say.

After some time to think, I decided I didn't want what my parents wanted anymore. I needed to start thinking about me. Y/n was the most special person in the world and I felt like I loved her.

I knocked. My head was clear. I wanted y/n.

Y/n PoV-
It was Tom, he was standing at my door, I almost felt relieved that it wasn't my dad, but then I remembered everything that had happened with Tom and my face turned angry very quickly.
Y/n-    'What are your doing here, I thought you wanted nothing to do with me?'
Tom-    'Y/n I wanted emir say sorry for everything I said yesterday, it was completely out of order'
Y/n-    'Agreed!'
Tom-    'And i d...didn't m...mean it, it was all a lie so I didn't have to tell you the real reason'
Y/n-    'Which is?'
I knew I was being blunt but I wanted answers and I wasn't going to wait around to get them.
Tom-    'Basically my mum and dad came to New York, and in the past I had this girlfriend that they both loved and they always compare to her and say it to there faces and I didn't want you to get hurt, yet in doing so I hurt you'
He looked to the floor, that's when I knew he was telling the truth, he was ashamed.
Y/n-   'Why didn't you tell me'
Tom-    'I was scared you'd get hurt'
Y/n-    'But your the one that hurt me'
Tom-    'I know that, and I'm sorry. I really am I never wanted to hurt you and I really want to be with you'
Y/n-   'What makes you think we'd get back together!'
Tom-    'I just do because you are the best thing that's ever happened to me and I don't give a crap about my parents, they can judge away!'
He stepped closer to me, I stayed where I was, I didn't want to move or indicate that I wanted what he wanted.

I didn't want to admit it but I wanted him back, he hurt me but in some twisted way I didn't care, I just wanted him.
Y/n-    'Say we gave this another chance, would you care about your parents opinion if they said they didn't like me?'
Tom-    'No I just want you and I wouldn't care because I... l love y..you'
The 'L' work had t been dropped yet because we hadn't really known eachover long, but as soon as I heard that my eyes started watering and tears went down my face, yet again I was crying which is all I seemed to do recently.

He saw my reaction then rushed closer and cuddled me.
He then just held me in his arms, he then pulled away and kissed me, it was passionate, honest, raw, unlike any other kiss. I felt loved.

We hugged for a while, it felt safe like it was always meant to be. I never wanted to let him go ever.