Hermione
Hours have went by and Oscar was still gone. It was supposed to be a simple fix but I was getting worried. Time was ticking by slowly and I don't like how it's making me feel. The sun is rising in the window and still no Oscar. This is my problem with Los Santos gang. It's a dangerous lifestyle. A dangerous game to be playing and well honestly, Oscar was in over his head. I was stupid to think I could handle a man in a gang, let alone the fucking leader of the gang. I'm head over heels for this man but the longer he's gone the more I worry. The more I worry the more I realized how much I couldn't take it. He's in too deep to change his life at this point. He's got two strikes, all because he apparently wanted to prove himself.
Dios mío what do I even know about this man. Holy shit I know nothing about him! I've rushed into this whole situation like a cabrona. Maybe I just think I love Oscar. You know, he's protected me like no one else has. Taken me into his home like my Abuelita. And he said he loved me. But what do we really know about each other. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HIS MIDDLE NAME FOR DIOS SAKE! Here I am about to let this man I barely know fuck me! What the hell is wrong with me. What if I don't love him, what if I'm in love with what he's done for me but not him? I can't do this!
I shot up from Oscar's bed and threw my clothes on in the biggest rush of my life and ran out. Making my way into Tez's room I slammed the door and locked it startling Tez from his sleep. "What's up Mione?" He asked rubbing his eyes as he sat up. "I think I fucked up big time!" I exclaim sitting on the bed putting my head in my hands. "Did you grind coochies with my dad already?" Tez asked laughing slightly. "No he just saw me naked buuut, that's not the problem." He nodded for me to continue.
"Well I don't know anything about him and I told him I love him! What happens if I fell in love with what he's done for me?" I asked kind of freaking out. He nudged my shoulder lightly making me look up at him. He had a slight smile on his face. "Well before you go jumping into bed with him for real this time, ask him if you can get to know him first. I don't think he'd be mad if you asked first." I smiled at him thinking about what he suggested. Maybe he's right. "But what if I find out shit I don't like about him? Like what if he tells me things that I won't be able to live with about him?" Tez shrugged his shoulders.
"Well, if you do. Then at least you found out before you gridded coochies with my dad, right? I think he will understand how you feel if you tell him the truth." I smiled slightly at him. He was right. If Oscar didn't understand then maybe he ain't worth it. Abuelita always said, a patient man is a man worth keeping. As her words ran through my head I was shook out of my thoughts because the front door slammed shut. That meant Oscar was home. I felt my stomach jerk because of my nerves. He's here and I'm scared he won't understand. Maybe he will.
I heard a door open and I knew it was Oscar going into his room. "Tez, have you seen Hermione? She's not in my room!" His voice got louder and his footsteps got closer. With every step he took my heart rate grew faster. He was coming and there was no way to avoid this from happening. At this very moment I wish I could just disappear. Tez's bedroom door slowly opened up and Oscar stuck his head in the crack of the door. His eyes landed on Tez first then at me. I stood up after nudging Tez's shoulder with a smile. He nodded his head at me before crawling back into his bed. I walked out into the hall with Oscar and we went to his room. I sat on his bed as my leg bounced rapidly from the nerves.
He sighed as he sat down beside me. I couldn't help but look at his hands. His knuckles have dried up blood caked into them and they were swelled up. Had he been in a fight while he was gone handling this business? "Yes, I did get in a fight to answer your unasked question." How the hell did he know what I was thinking. "What happened?" I couldn't help but ask. I knew he wouldn't tell me but damn it I want to know. "That gilipollas who pulled a gun on Tez happened. He said some messed up shit about you and Tez. Called you a puta and Tez a hijo de puta. I dont't like when people talk about mi familia." That was sweet of him.
I smiled looking up at him. "So um, I was hoping we could talk about umm." I couldn't even say it. I was too nervous to talk. "About this?" He asked as he leaned in and lightly kissed my lips. Pulling away I found myself smiling lightly. "Y-yeah that." My face blushed and it made me feel so embarrassed.
"What is it baby?" He asked with eyebrows furrowed and a slight frown playing on his lips. "I think instead of us just rushing into fucking, I want to get to know you first." He looked at me in deep thought for a few minutes before nodding. "Okay, let's get to know each other. I don't want to push you into doing anything. I'll wait as long as you need. We can start to get to know each other whenever you like baby." He smirked cheekily at me. I smiled thanking Dios that Oscar understood where I was coming from. Leaning in I pecked his soft lips before hugging him. "Let's get some sleep. I know you were up all night waiting on me to come home." I nodded before we laid down in his bed. I soon fell asleep right after we laid down listening to Oscar's heartbeat.
Edited October 6th, 2021
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