Chapter 16

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Cece point of view

I found it much harder than usual to pay attention to Mr. Smith as he talked about our history lesson. Normally I wouldn't pay attention simply because I don't care, but it was more than that today.

I couldn't get what Logan said this morning out of my head. It was like a broken record playing over and over again in my head. I can't believe he really likes me! That means the kiss wasn't just a kiss. It really meant something!

But he's dating Rocky now. Rocky still likes him, so that shows that I shouldn't get in the way of her and her boyfriend.

Besides, even if Logan and Rocky despised each other, and he still liked me, we still probably shouldn't go out.

I've said this to myself several times in the past, and I will say it again. It took us forever to move past being sworn enemies, to becoming friends. I can't jeopardize that!

Some I guess would say that I'm in denial of my feelings for Logan, and I guess you can say I am, but what else can I do. I can't let anyone know about how I feel about Logan and how he feels about me. It would ruin everything!

And that's not all. There's one more big reason why Logan and I can't, or at least shouldn't, go out. And that reason is-

"Miss Cece Jones!"

I quickly snapped out of my trance of thought. I looked up, and I noticed that my teacher, Mr. Smith, was standing right in front of me, glaring down with those heartless, evil eyes of his.

"Uh, yes, Mr. Smith?" I asked, trying to collect my surroundings and realize what was going on.

"We're you dozing off in my class again?" He snapped.

"Uh, no! Of course not!" I exclaimed, in denial.

"Thaen please, answer the question I just asked the class."

"Ummmm, can you repeat the question?"

"I thought you said you weren't dozing off?"

"I wasn't! I swear!"

"Than answer the darn question!"

"Um... okay then. The answer... is... umm... George Washington?"

Everyone in the class laughed. I felt my cheeks heat up.

"Miss Jones, we're talking about the Great Depression." My teacher exclaimed.

"Oh my bad." I said.

He pulled a piece of paper out of his pocket, and handed to me.

"Cece, please visit my classroom tomorrow after school. You have detention."

"Again?!"

"Yes, again!"

"Eh, whatever. I'm used to it."

As Mr. Smith continued to write on the board, I dozed off once more, thinking about my talk with Logan. And when we were supposed to take notes, I instead would doodle pictures of me and that long haired skater boy.

Logan point of view

I ran into my apartment, tossed my backpack on the floor and let myself fall on the bed.

Cece rejected me earlier today. Now that I'm dating Rocky, I can't be with her. It's not fair! During the time I dated Rocky, I liked her, but not nearly as much as I like Cece Jones right now.

What am I going to do? I can't just sit here and feel sorry for myself. I need to take action!

That's when I made my decision. I can't stay in an unhealthy relationship like this. Tomorrow I have to take action. Tomorrow, I will have to find the strength to break up with Rocky.

I frowned at the thought. She's not going to be happy about this. First I beg her to take me back, and when she finally does, I end up breaking up with her two days later.

I sighed. Well, I've begun to run out of options. I've never felt this way about anyone before, and I'm going to be with her.

It's now or never




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