Now That I've Found You...

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Author's Note:
From now on, every once in a while, the chapters will be a little, 'Rated R'. So if you are a reader that gets uncomfortable when it comes to context in that manor, PLEASE DO NOT CONTINUE. The last thing I want is to make any of you feel uncomfortable.. If not, Carry On.. Again, I love and appreciate ALL of my readers and I am very grateful to you all for sticking with me and reading.. So keep being you!!! ☺️💕
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Dear Diary,
I don't think I have ever been really 'IN LOVE' before because the way I feel about this guy, I have NEVER experienced for any guy before. It's crazy! We've officially been together almost six months now, and I know I will NEVER feel this way about anyone else. His birthday is in 2 days and I have something amazing planned!! I'm so excited!!!
-Sam

*Night Before Benjamin's Birthday*

Tonight I slept over at his house so we could celebrate his birthday from the moment the clock turns 12:00 am. We all watched a movie in his room. (Jamie, Bennie and I) Jamie and I were just counting down the minutes.. John and Steph were frosting the cupcakes they made earlier today.. When it hit 11:55 Jamie and I snuck out of the room to surprise him. We met John and Steph downstairs to help bring up the cupcakes. I took the biggest one, stuck in a candle and lit it. At 11:58 we started walking up the stairs and by 11:59 we were at his door....

"Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear Benjamin, (AKA Ben, Bennie, B or Big B) Haaappy Birrrthday toooooo youuuu.." We walked in singing, startling him. A huge smile grew on his face as I held the cupcake in front of him. He made his wish and blew. I wonder what he wished for.. After eating a few cupcakes, John and Steph took Jamie to bed, and we were left with three cupcakes and no milk. I don't particularly favor the whole 'milk and cake', 'milk and cookie' idea but he does, so we went to the kitchen for some milk. I hopped on the counter like I always do when we get midnight snacks.. he reached in the fridge and pulled out the milk. Poured a glass for himself (knowing that I didn't want) and took a long sip..

"You have a milk mustache." I laughed.

He looked at me intently, and gently pressed his lips onto mine. And then smiled.

"Now you have a milk mustache." he smirked with the utmost confidence in his voice. I gotta say it turned me on. He placed the glass of milk on the island and slowly walked up to me.

"Do you know, how much I love you?" He asked, his voice calm and smooth.

"Yes." I simply replied.

"Do you know, how grateful I am to have you in my life?"

"Yes."

"Do you know, how beautiful you are?"

"Well.."

"Amazingly beautiful." he answered. And of course I blush.

"How about this one," this time he was dead smack in front of me. "Do you know how incredibly sexy you look in my T-shirt?" He whispered in my ear. And the warmth of his breath brushing against my skin sent a chill down my spine. I also LOVE this side of him..

"No." that word was barely heard due to the fact that he placed his hand on the inside of my thigh.

"Well," his voice turned completely seductive; deep and smooth. "Let's just say, it's very difficult for me not to rip your clothes off and take you right now." He whispered as he was now in between my legs. This guy is VERY tempting..

"Ditto." I ran my hand through his hair as he trailed kisses up and down my neck. I unconsciously let out a small moan and with that he lifted me off of the counter while his hands caressed my ass. My arms locked onto his neck and my legs wrapped around his body all in one swift move. I looked into his eyes and they were filled with complete yen; lust; desire. I KNOW he wants me as bad as I want him and its killing us both! His lips connected to mine and pretty soon our tongues were wrestling each other. He walked up the stairs to his room with me in his hands not even breaking the kiss once. He gently laid me on the bed and looked into my eyes once more before speaking.