I opened the door and my heart sank to my stomach, Emma was lying on the floor lifeless. I rushed over to her and cradled her in my arms.
"Wake up, please. Wake up." I said while dialing 911.
"911 what's your emergency?" A man said into the phone.
"It's my girlfriend, she's tried committing suicide or she has, I don't know I just need an ambulance right now." I said sobbing.
"Okay, sir please tell me your address." The man said trying to calm me down. I gave him the address of the hotel and started rocking Emma back and forth, just like what she did on her heels.
"Okay, you should hear sirens soon, the ambulance should be there in 3 minutes." The man said into the phone. I hung up on him and then picked Emma up, I carried her all the way down to the lobby and I waited for the ambulance. She looked like she was asleep, in a deep sleep. The sirens got louder and soon enough the ambulance was right outside the hotel, I stood up and walked out through the doors.
"Help, please help me." I said to the paramedics.
"Okay, sir let me see her." One guy said and I handed him Emma. He took her and walked to the back of the ambulance, I walked with him and then the other guy stopped me.
"You can't come with us." He said holding his arm out.
"No, I need to be with her." I said crying.
"Sir I'm sorry." He said pushing me back.
"Please, I need to go with her." I said trying to run to Emma, the man grabbed my body and started holding me back.
"Where are you taking her?" I yelled through tears.
"We're taking her to the hospital, you can follow behind us." The man said still holding me. I stopped running toward the ambulance and ran to my car, I started the car and waited for the ambulance to start moving. It finally started driving and I was following behind it. We finally reached the hospital and I parked my car in the parking lot, I ran inside and looked for her. I saw the men wheeling her inside, I ran over to them and started walking next to them.
"Is she okay?" I asked them looking at Emma's pale face.
"She's not breathing, but we're trying to keep her alive." One of the paramedics said holding an oxygen mask on her face. We approached a pair of double doors, the other paramedic at the end of the gurney pushed open the doors and wheeled her in. I walked next to them the whole way until we approached a room and one of the paramedics held me back.
"You can't come in here, please wait in the waiting room." He said and closed the door behind him. I put my hands in my pockets and sighed, but I felt something in one of the pockets. I pulled it out and saw that it was Emma's phone, I remember I grabbed it before I picked her up. I turned on her phone and went into contacts, I clicked on the person I knew I should call first, Josh.
"Hey Emma, what's up?" Josh said happily into the phone.
"It's not Emma, this is Jordan." I said gulping down a lump in my throat.
"You're the asshole who broke my sisters heart." Josh said raising his voice.
"Yes I am, and I'm also the one who is at the hospital with her." I said back to him.
"Why are you guys at the hospital?" Josh asked lowering his voice.
"It's Emma, she tried committing suicide and the paramedics said she wasn't breathing. I found her lying on the bathroom floor in her hotel room." I said choking back the tears.
"God no, please tell me you're lying to me and that this is all a sick joke." Josh pleaded, his voice cracked.
"I wish I was, but it all happened." I said letting a tear slip out.
"God dammit, she promised me she wouldn't ever do this again." Josh said crying.
"Okay, I'm leaving for the airport now. Call me if you hear anything from the doctors, okay?" He said, I could hear a car door slam in the background.
"Okay, drive safely." I said and then the line went dead. Next I called Bee, I knew she was going to take this hard.
"Hello, Bee speaking." Bee answered cheery.
"Hey Bee, it's Bayani." I said pacing back and forth in the halls.
"Why are you calling from Emma's phone?" Bee asked curiously.
"I have bad news." I said trying to get to the point.
"What do you mean bad news?" Bee asked, her voice got quiet.
"Emma tried committing suicide, the paramedics told me she wasn't breathing so I think it may have worked." I said shivering at my words.
"Jordan stop fucking with me and tell me the truth." Bee said angrily.
"This is the truth Bee, she actually tried and may have succeeded." I said crying.
"No, why would she do this? God I should've been there for her when she needed me." Bee said sobbing.
"Bee, it's not your fault. You didn't cause this situation." I said trying to comfort her.
"Yes it is. I should've answered her phone call when she called me. It was probably to say her goodbyes to me." Bee said crying even harder. I heard her door open and someone ask what was going on.
"It's Emma, she tried committing suicide." Bee said sobbing. The person, who I think is Straub, came up and hugged her.
"Hey dude, I'm going to hang up and let Bee cool down. Text or call her if you hear anything." The guy said and it was Straub for sure.
"Okay, you guys just try to stay calm." I said calmly into the phone, the line went dead. I called Devona and told him what happened, he said he was going to be at the hospital in 15 minutes. I sat in the waiting room, tapping my feet against the ground quickly. I can't relax, my mind is thinking 20 different things at the same time and they're all about Emma.
I pulled out my phone and texted Will,
Hey I need to you come to St. Jude's hospital. (I don't know if they have one in Seattle lol) Emma tried committing suicide and it may have worked, please come as quickly as you can.
I turned off my phone and tried to calm down, after about 5 minutes Devon, Tomahawk, and Shep walked in. I stood up and gave them each a hug, Devon and I's hug was long.
"Have you heard anything?" Devon asked, his eyes were red and puffy and I knew mine were too.
"No, I'm waiting for someone to come out. I told Will to come and he hasn't answered me yet." I said sitting down again, Devon sat next to me.
"Okay, do you think we should tell all the Cube people or should we keep it a secret?" Devon asked looking at the floor.
"I think we should tell them. I mean they have a right to know and if Poke doesn't know about this yet, he needs to right now." Tomahawk said leaning forward and looking at Devon and I.
"I agree with Tomahawk, I'll call Poke and all of you can call each of the Cube guys." I said pulling out my phone and scrolling through my contacts until I found Poke's number, I pressed it and the phone started ringing. He picked up on the second ring.
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These last two chapters were really hard to right because I hate talking about suicide and stuff like that. But I want to know what you guys think of Ryan now? And the question of the day is,
How do you think Poke/Zach will react?
I want to know so tell me in the comments below. I love you all and I hope you have a wonderful day/afternoon/evening
