The constant beeping of machine was the first thing anika heard when she got her senses. She tried to open her eyes but her body was not listening to her then suddenly she got aware of pain in her lower body.finally with great strength she opened her eyes. The room is not familiar the bed is hard and its cold in here. Roaming her eyes around she looked down ta her lower half....
"where my belly?? Iam not pregnant any more...where is my baby? Then it rushing back to me ...the labor, the accident, my dhruv....."
Flashback
When anika brought to operation theatre she was in soo much pain physical and emotional screaming out as the contractions become unbearable it's the time she knows but all she is thinking about was her husband HER DEAD HUSBAND (dhruv)...the car accident...the pain...and another contraction hit her... it's hurt!
That accident caused the labor and now her baby's life is in danger.the doctors are doing there best but there are very less chances if baby survival.......Doctor- iam sorry mrs anika.....your baby is still born.....
A - what .....no no....noooo my baby also left me.....dhruv left me with this precious last gift ....but now iam all alone....with no family nothing my baby girl.....i cradle my doll to my chest.....i saw her face....she is looking exactly like my dhruv...oh god what m gonna do?
Miss anika plz calm down stress is not good for you...i understand your loss but plzzz calm down...shalini give her a sedative she's hyperventilating....
I heard doc voice between my hard sobbing it's getting difficult to breathe my head is pounding my heart hurts as if it was pierced raw with glass......
Iam a widow now... without my family.. my loved ones.....my vision blacking outs.....help me god.......with it every thing turns black..........
Flashback end
My sunshine, my moon, my joy all just vanished in a blink of an eye. I felt weak, weaker than i have ever thought. Crying and caressing my belly was what kept me in sorrow. The hurt and the pain i felt was unexplainable.
My life, my love , my husband is no more...
My baby was still born. I wanted to have her in my arms, my pride and joy. How did i ever become this unlucky? How did i get into this?
I felt thunders of headaches hit my head so hard i thought it was jabbed open. The headache was nothing compared to the pain in my heart. I couldn't hold my sob any more . My pain was unbearable.
I thought that me n dhruv would get to hold , feed, bathe and play with my baby. I want my dhruv back ,my child back, i cant take this any more........oh god.....what will i do now......how will i live in this world alone......i will also die soon......i will come to my baby n dhruv soon......
After a week
Its been a week since my doctor informed me about my baby girl, my right leg injury is recovering but i can't walk there also a long deep cut between my shoulder blades. Doctor refused to discharge me before minimum 2 week treatment and bed rest. All the while i was sitting in this room crying for my lost family drowning in my own world of mourning. The commotion outside broke my thoughts...........there is a man shouting at doctors......he is also crying for his baby......
after some time i went slowly upto nursery room by the help of shalini ...here lots of infants are there...visiting there calm me.....shalini gives me a sympathetic look and wheeled me to nursery......there are soo small, precious, little gifts sleeping peacefully.Suddenly a baby started crying badly......
oh god the baby is so small, smaller than normal healthy babies size.....the baby Crying is doing something in me....... suddenly i started feeling heavy looking down..i realise iam leaking milk..... unconsciously my hand is on my breasts they are soooo tender now ....shalini notice the sudden change and started moving to my room giving me knowing and sad smile.
After sometime----
Recalling earlier scene sitting in my room after changing my milk stained gown....i feel sad...that baby was crying bcs she was hungry thats why my milk reacted that way......shalini was telling me that baby's mother died a week ago.....n she is weak bcs she had not got mother milk.......and other formula milk was not digested by her... that's why she is in hospital......she got some breathing issues because of continuous crying....bcs of hunger......🥺🥺🥺
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